Chapter 65 Proposals

As Brandon held his hands out for Bailey, I hugged her closer to my chest. I downright refused to cry if this happen to be my last moments with my baby girl.

She hugged my neck and I felt the pain in my chest slip away from that single action. Her touch always made me feel better, it didn't matter where she touched me I always felt better.

"Clara you have to let Brandon take her. You'll see her again, remember?" Noah whispered not wanting to break them apart, but he needed his daughter safe.

He heard a sniffle and he knew that she was holding back her emotions.

He and Wyatt realized when she called them in the room earlier that she had blocked them out again, but they didn't comment on it.

They knew she was trying to keep them from suffering as much as possible.

She kissed Bailey's cheek and reluctantly walked over and handed her over to Brandon.

When the baby started crying she tried to take her back and Wyatt pulled her away nodding to Brandon.

"I'll keep her safe sunshine." Brandon smiled hoping that would ease her fears.

Wyatt had to pull Clara into the house so that Brandon could get their baby into the car. She was screaming her little head off and it was making her mother fight to get free of Wyatt.

" I cant do this...I-I-I... I'm not ready, Wyatt. I'm scared!" Clara stammered with her hands in her hair as she began to process her outcome if she makes it.

She wont have Clary, yes she would still be a witch but she's always had her wolf. What does it feel like to feel your wolf die while they are still apart of you? Will it hurt? Will it be like ripping a peice of my soul out?

"Axel, I don't think I can loose her!" she whispered looking up at Wyatt. She knew he would feel her die even if she didn't herself. They were wolf mates, the first according to Selene, it would hurt them as much as it would her.

Suddenly her back was against the wall as he towered over her, her head fell against his hard chest as he breathed heavily.

This wasn't Wyatt, Axel was always more demanding when he touched her. He wanted to feel the sparks that got left behind when he did.

Kane was more gentle, like Noah. She never could tell when one or the other was in control, but with Wyatt and Axel she always knew.

She then felt another person next to her but she didn't need to look to see who it was. If Axel was out and with her then Kane would feel the need to do the same thing.

"Let us be with you? Before she decides to invade your pretty soul!" Kane asked running his hands through my hair as I ignored the will to look up at them both.

My dad was here and so was Chase, how could they be asking for such a request?

"We have guests, Kane!" I told him softly.

"Samuel went to prepare the triplets and Chase is with Jackson and Richard." he replied just as soft. I honestly don't think I could do anything for them if I said yes.

"I can't!" I told him in a tired tone, she was coming faster than I thought she would "I can feel her just below the surface, what if she makes me do something while we're together? I couldn't live with myself is she made me hurt you."

I mean we do have silver cuffs if there's an issue, but those are for my unstable wolf and the only pair of cuffs that can be used to control my powers are being used on Vivian.

"That's a risk I'm willing to take!" Axel growled and hoisted me up making me wrap my legs around him so I wouldn't fall. Before I even had time to process what he did I was against the wall again and his lips were on mine in a demanding kiss.

There was so much passion and love in just that one kiss, it almost made me want to cry, it wasn't until he pulled away that I realized I actually was.

He rested his head against mine and kissed the tears off my face, and that only made me feel worse. I made a promise that I'm not sure I can keep.

Wrapping my arms around his neck I laid my head down on his shoulder, Kane smiled at me before I shut my eyes.

This is going to kill them.

I could hear Clary's muffled voice and it made me groan with how persistent she was.

Was she trying to tell me something? If she was I couldn't understand what it was because of the silver.

When she finally broke through I winced at how loud she was yelling.

"Clara, you have to get away from everyone. Get out of the house...NOW!"

Feeling a hand on my face I opened my eyes to see a concerned looking Kane, or was this Noah? "It's Clary!" I whispered.

"Open the link kitten, we can help you!" Axel said his grip tightening.

I shook my head a focused back in on Clary. "You tried to make us shift Clary, how do I know this is you and not her putting words in your mouth?"

"I'm really sorry about that, it happened really fast and caught me off guard. But you need to listen to me now. She has expanded your powers, made them stronger...the smallest thing you do could hurt someone"

That explains why I was talking to myself before watching future me die. "How long?" I asked her while getting out of Axel's hold, but he still had me against the wall, I'm gonna have to teleport out of here.

"Not long, you can feel her already can't you? If you are with Noah and Wyatt she won't hesitate in killing them. She also don't know about the pregnancy, so let's keep that to ourself." I nodded my head and took a deep breath.

I knew where I had to go, the same place I seen in that vision. That huge clearing on the northern border with the lake next to it. We had no packs out there so no one else would get hurt because of me.

"What did she say?" That was Noah, I don't know how I knew but I knew it was him. "I have to leave..."

"No, we're doing this together." That was still Axel he would cuff me to him with those silver cuffs if it would keep me near him.

Leanimg up I kissed him with the same amount of passion he did me me just moments ago, he bit down harshly on my bottom lip making tingles fly up my back.

When I pulled away I then turned to Noah and grabbed his shirt and pulled him down to me so I could kiss him one last time.

I may not beable to give them my body, but I can give them all my love with just 1 kiss.

Instead of biting my bottom lip like Axel did, he soothed it with his tongue.

It took everything in me to pull away from him, he looked me in the eyes and nodded his head a soft smile forming on his face. "Don't break your promise."

"I'll try my hardest not to, Noah. I promise!" Now that was one I know I could keep. I can try my damnedest to stay alive.

"I love you, Noah Evans!" I told him softly and he simply girnned even wider. "And I love you, Clara Baker!"

"Then let us ask you one question!" Turning I noticed the hard expression on Wyatt's face was now gone, his wolf gave him back control.

I smiled at him, and he took that as his go ahead.

But instead of saying something he and Noah both got down on one knee making me tear up immediately from it.

They can't do this to me right now.

Each one of them took a hand and Wyatt cleared his throat "Clara, I know you wanted to wait but now with everything going on and you being pregnant again we decided to take a chance and see if you feel as much as we do." I could hit him for assuming I don't feel the same love they do for me.

"You are the reason behind my laughter and smile-you are my world. The one I wanted to find, to tell you that I need you all my life, from this day on till the rest of my life. Every time I see you, I fall for you more. I have never dreamt of having such a special person in my life, you are everything to me. I love you sweetheart."

I couldn't speak, I couldn't even wipe the tears from my face because they held them both.

Noah squezzed my hand making me look at him now, his hazel eyes were brimming with tears of his own. "Before I met you, I never knew that I can love someone as much as I love you, I love you more than I love myself. Having you by my side is what completes me, I can't think of my life without you, you are the reason I live, I breathe, I love, and I smile. You are my everything. I love you my beautiful angel!"

"You are perfect for me with all your perfect imperfections." Wyatt said and I giggled through the tears and turmoil I was feeling. "I love you more than my life! You are my heart, my life and my entire existence. I- we can't live without you."

"So will you do us the honor, in marrying us? We don't care when we just want to know if you'll promise to always be by our side." Noah asked me, he had a ring in his hand that I didn't even see him pull out.

How long have they been planning this?

With my emotions and the love they just poured out, I nodded my head "Of course I'll marry you!"

A huge smile formed on both of their face and I couldn't hold mine back as Noah pulled the beautiful ring from the box. It wasnt a huge diamond, and that's what made it more elegant the gold band held smaller diamonds, 2 on each side of the bigger one.

When he slipped it onto my finger I felt my heart leap out of my chest. Did that really just happen? Or am I dreaming? By the way the ring sparkled under the light had me believing all of this was real.

The gold went well with my light complexion, my mother's Scottish genes kicking in and making me feel very pale against the 2 of them, but the way this ring looks on my hand right now? Nothing mattered.

When they stood up they both hugged me tightly, they didn't want me to leave but knew I had to.

"Where are you going?" Wyatt asked softly not wanting to pull away. "Northern border, there's a clearing there."

I felt him nod his head "please mind-link us if you need us. We will be close by with your brothers , the triplets,your dad, and your friends."

"Bring some warriors too. I don't know how strong I'm gonna be while trying to fight her off." All I seen in the vision was lots of fire, and turned over trees, the ground was wet meaning it had rained.

There was several dead bodies on the ground but I didn't recognize any of them, I'm assuming those were warriors. That protection spell was supposed to keep them all alive.

"Please open up the link for us. We can take some of the pain, not much but some." Wyatt pleaded, his eyes staring into my own.

I shook my head again "I can handle the pain, but if she can feel you like I can. I need you both to block me out aswell." I'm not going to go through the pain of feeling one of them die again because of this bitch.

"Please?" A single tear fell from my eye as I turned to look at Noah, he knew why I was asking them to do this. When I marked him again, I told him I never wanted to feel that pain again.

When I felt a coldness run over me, it was then I knew he had closed me off from feeling him. It felt weird and I suddenly felt alone without Noah's emotions, now I understood why they want me to keep mine open.

I looked back at Wyatt and he sighed deeply, he seemed to be arguing with Axel about it.

But I guess Wyatt won because now I felt even colder. Having both of their marks and not being able to feel what they are feeling is something I can't even describe.