Chapter54

"I know that I can t take the baby with you. He can get a better one at your home, so I won t ask for custody of the baby, but I must keep the right of visitation. This is my only requirement. If you agree If I have finished giving birth, we will get divorced."
"You can be with the person you love, and I can go back to Taiwan and start a new life."
"No, I don't agree, I will never agree! You are mine, and all this life is mine!"
Cole woke up from the painful and real dream again. The great moonlight in the atrium came in, casting a large expanse of whiteness in front of the window, and everything in the room was covered with a faint light, which was incredibly beautiful.
He was sweaty, he was breathing fast, his palms clenched into fists, and he quickly turned his head on the pillow, until he saw her quiet and plain sleep, his heartbeat slowed down, but he was still beating very heavily. .
She was still there, and did not leave him, this cognition rushed into his mind, causing his breathing to slow down, and his tight body began to relax. Her sleeping face is still so sweet, but it seems to be far away from him.
Since she said that she was going to get a divorce that day, he was like mad, raging, and with nowhere to vent, he smashed all the things in the room, and then yelled at her: "I won't get a divorce! I will never get a divorce, Cole." I will divorce you, you are mine, and you will always be." He shouldn't lose his temper to her, he should control it. After all, she is pregnant with a child and cannot be frightened, but at that moment, he has no control at all.
The words of divorce came out of her mouth, like a sharpest and sharpest blade, deeply pierced into his heart, blood splattered, and anger and fear enveloped him.
"Samara, you can be angry, you can beat me and scold me, you can punish me whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, but I will not divorce. My marriage to you is serious." From that day on , He no longer let her thoughts, since he gave her time to calm down, but she wanted to divorce, then he didn't have to follow her way anymore, he wanted to take back this initiative.
He no longer accompanies her silently. When eating, he likes to feed her spoon by spoon. Even if she scolds him, he has to feed her by himself. Even if a meal takes several hours, he doesn't care.
She didn t want to sit on the sofa with him and watch TV, so he just forcibly took her into his arms and fed her mouthfuls. She didn t want to eat apples. It didn t matter. He didn t mind feeding her with his lips, even if he was bitten by her. With broken lips, he will also feed the apple into her mouth. The sweet flesh and salty blood must be swallowed by her. She said he was crazy, yes, he was crazy, and he was in madness from the moment she heard her talking about divorce.
Compared to perseverance and determination, Samara is not his opponent at all.
During walks and check-ups, he must hold her waist and hold her hand. It is no use struggling and unwilling. Even at night, he has to hold her tightly and caress her.
Half a month has passed, her resistance is still going on, and his behavior will not stop.
Her body was covered with scratches and bites, the scars were always healed and hurt, and her temper was getting worse and worse. He had to insist on treating his wife in his own way, even Samara couldn't stop it.
But no matter how domineering and powerful, in the dead of night, the words of the breakup were repeated in the dream, and he was constantly awakened. The uncontrollable dream reflected the deepest fear in his heart. It was so painful that his breathing seemed to stop. She was leaving, which was the biggest nightmare of his life.
In this repetitive nightmare, in the fear of loss day and night, some feelings that he could not be sure and could not understand at the beginning gradually became clear, until later, it suddenly became clear.
Reached out and carefully hugged her into his arms. Every morning, letting her wake up in his arms is the happiest thing. This is a clear recognition. He gently stroked her short hair scattered beside his cheeks, listening to her shallow Breathe, until now she was in his arms, sleeping sweetly, and his heart calmed down.
The date of her childbirth is getting closer and closer. In addition to being heavier, she still feels sore back and back pain, and occasionally there is a slight pain in the waist. The doctor said that the baby is descending down her pelvis, and when it is completely in the pelvis, it is not far from the time of delivery.
She worked so hard, but he hurt her that way, thinking of that pale but pretending to be calm face, his heart cramped again.
That day, she needed much courage and perseverance to hear the hurting facts and did not run away. His brave little wife chose to face it directly. She had to ask her every word. Although she was young, But for love, she seems to be more mature than him.
He looked at her quietly, with the bright moonlight, and carefully collected everything about her in his heart, slowly savoring.
Suddenly, her brows frowned, her face twisted and her expression pained. "Baby, baby." He called her softly, patting his palms on her back.
"Well, it hurts." She murmured, her body became stiff, her eyes opened and she woke up, her legs cramped again.
Cole turned on the bedside lamp, picked up the remote control to increase the temperature of the heater, then lifted the quilt and stroked her calf. She still subconsciously refused, wanting to pull her leg away from him. Even though he would massage her cramped calf every night, she still wouldn't take it for granted, never again.
He ignored her struggle, lifted her cramped left leg, put it on his knee, and rubbed her knotted muscles and the contracted tendons.
She snorted, biting her lips tightly and didn't want to scream, but the cramping feeling was really painful and uncomfortable. Sweat beads appeared on her forehead little by little, her nose expanded, and she had no strength to struggle anymore.
The palm of a man is obviously so powerful and strong, yet it can be so gentle and just right. With his warm palm, he pushed her contracted tendons away, and the pain slowly eased.
"The doctor said it's normal to have cramps this month." He whispered, as if to comfort her, but more like to convince himself. Damn, he shouldn't let her bear this kind of pain, even if he tried his best to supplement her with calcium and want to reduce cramps, the effect is still very small.
She suffers from pain several times every night, and every time he sees the pain that his face turns pale, his heart also becomes sad.
About half an hour later, her brows stretched out, her breathing became smooth, and his technique was really good. That was what he had learned specially. When she thought that this man was so exaggerated that Dr. Mel, an authority on obstetrics, would come to the house to teach her every day, and that he would be by her side to study hard, she felt like she couldn't tell.
He is very smart. I heard the old butler, Court, proudly say that the master of his house is a genius. He has achieved great results since he was a child. It is the glory of the family.
She didn't expect that his genius could also be involved in this aspect. In fact, he was learning what Mel taught. For example, a pregnant woman's monthly body changes, nutritional needs, etc., he can write down all of them after listening to them, and then carefully implement them one by one. Just like this last month before childbirth, Mel said that she would be prone to cramps. To relieve them with massage, he learned immediately, and then do it for her every night. Even if they are in this situation, he can still do it.
There was a familiar pain in her heart, how could he do this? Don't love her, but still treat her so well, can men be so hateful? Even if you don't love a woman, you can be pampered as if you love it very much.
"Jade, she grew up with me. She is only one year younger than me. She is very smart and very beautiful. Our two families are family friends, so we have been together every day since we were young."
Samara glared at him, but he didn't look at her. She gritted her teeth and tried to pull her leg back, but was held firmly by the man.
"From a very young age, she always said that she would marry me when she grew up, and I fell in love with her a long time ago. This love has grown deeper and deeper as we grow. However, the more we grow up, The more I discovered that our personalities are too alike, and when we are together, torture each other is much more than sweet."
She didn't want to listen, she didn't want to hear the history of love between them at all, but she bit her lip and listened to his light statement.
"She always makes boyfriends constantly, but she always says she loves me, and out of my anger towards her, I have also made countless girlfriends. We seem to be caught in a crazy game, no one I am willing to show weakness and admit defeat. After a long time, I feel very tired and hard for this relationship. Jade is very good at manipulating people. Every time I decide to give up her, she will look back and give me new hope. There is a little sweetness in it."
"Finally, one day, I felt very tired. Her love is crazy, exciting, but also very exhausting. I decided to give up. I want a simpler and sweeter love, as long as it is pure and simple. "
She was very calm, very calm, and didn't say a word.

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