19
I stood in front of the grand, golden colored, floor length mirror wearing a rich silver color dress with matching heels. My makeup was done elegantly by a stylist. I could not believe it was me who was standing in front of the mirror.
It was time to enter the party. My welcome party, as Christian had said apparently. It had started already and Christian had gone down to attend it. I could hear light muttering voices and gentle music that were coming from my window.
I was scared shitless. I had never even been out of my town & here I was at some unknown territory of completely different species. The only thing that I knew for sure was that I had no chance in hell of escaping this place on my own. The only plan that was going through my head was to earn Christian's trust so that he would give me enough freedom to contact my parents. And the unknown strange feeling that I was feeling for him was helpful in the task.
I was very anxious and nervous. It was my first day here and I had to face a whole grand pack as a Luna, which, as far as I could see, seemed to be a very big responsibility. I had freaked out when I had seen them gathered in the hall. And now just thinking about the party, walking down there alone was giving me the chills down my spine.
My thoughts kept going to my parents. My head was bursting with worry and panic. I did not know if I would ever be able to see them again or not. I did not even know if they remembered me anymore or not. If they knew that I existed in their life or not. The thought of not seeing them ever again just snatched the life out of me.
Gosh!!! How am I going to cope up with all this? Just as I slowly started getting drowned in those thoughts while staring at my reflection in the mirror, an omega came to inform me that I was invited downstairs.
Shit! Time for the action!
I nodded in acceptance to her words to let her know that I had heard her, checked myself one last time in the mirror, and walked out of the room and down the stairs. The party was being held in the garden. A stage was set up there. I could hear the melodious music flowing all the way to the stairs.
I had thought that Christian would be downstairs to lead me outside. This territory, colony, pack, people, everyone, everything was a new world to me. I had thought that since he had forcefully dragged, or should I say- kidnapped me to bring here, he would be here to at least introduce me to my completely strange surroundings and people. But my hopes died when I could not find anyone near the stairs except a few omegas who were collecting plates and filling up glasses of drinks.
Sighing in disappointment I walked out of the hall and crossed the threshold to go outside to the garden. It was grand. Every person at the party was dazzled with expensive things, be it their clothes, or the watches on their wrists.
The garden was full of people. They seemed to be enjoying themselves as all of them were mingled quite well with each other. I looked here and there in search of Christian. I found him standing a few feet away, standing with a few people and talking to them.
Finally!!
I lifted clenched the sides of my dress for some courage and started going towards him. As I was striding towards him, I saw a beautiful girl walking in his direction as well. That girl went and I could swear to the Gods that the unknown girl gave the tightest hug and longest kiss (near Christian's lips) of history. By the look on Christian's face and actions, she realized that Christian knew the unknown girl personally and they were close, as in too close to cause discomfort inside her. He pulled her away from the group of other people to talk to her separately.
I could not understand why but I had already got a very Bad feeling that said 'something Very Bad is gonna happen with me at this party'.
I scrunched up my nose in distaste as I felt a painful twist in my gut at the thought. I had already endured so much. Was there more?
I reached near Christian and slid my hand in his arm, "Hey!" I greeted softly.
Christian turned to face me. He took a step back to drag his gaze from tip to toe on me and then without any reply, he turned back towards that girl, I gave a small smile to the girl but she ignored me like I was never even standing in front of her.
I stood by Christian's side because there was no one whom I knew. The party felt like a feast hosted to roast me, instead of welcoming me. There was no one that I knew, No one that I could talk to. Though I had thankfully gotten to know Kai, but he was nowhere in my sight.
While Christian and the girl continued to talk, I got to know that the girl's name was Jane. She was pretty, confident, and clearly very much interested in having Christian over her body, slamming his length inside her again and again. At least that is what her actions told me. Jane was being extremely touchy with Christian, but it seemed like he did not mind that at all.
Christian's one hand came towards mine, which was on his arm. I thought he was trying to hold my hand in his, so I voluntarily let him grab my palm. But then he just removed my hand from his arm and let it fall emotionlessly while sliding his other hand in Jane's waist to pull her closer.
Shit!!
I had no option other than to just stand there, staring at them and hearing their conversion. Jealousy, that was what I was feeling at that moment and that scared & angered me at the same time. Where the hell were all these feelings coming from?
Suddenly Jane's snide gaze came to rest upon me, finally realizing that I was still standing there. She turned her head to Christian with a disgusted look on her face and asked,
"Who the hell is this girl Christian? I can not believe it. How can you let a human enter this party and stand by your side?"
Suddenly Jane's gaze collided with my still frame standing beside Christian, and a disgusted look immediately covered her face. I looked at her with confusion on my face. Bending my head a bit sideways, I sniffed myself, trying to check if there was any nasty smell coming off me, disgusting the people near me. Thankfully, there was none. I had used the perfume that was given by the makeup girl.
Before I could ask any questions to Jane, she scrunched her nose up in a nasty snarl, and spat,
"Who the hell is this girl Christian? I can not believe it. How can you let a human... oh God. How can you let someone like her enter in this party and stand by your side?"
Her audacity baffled me. What kind of woman was she? Talking to me like this, saying things about me without even knowing me? I was standing right in front of her, staring into her eyes, and she had the nerve to spat shit about me right in front of my eyes? I had expected Christian to defend me, or at the very least, give her a piece of mind. Anything that would prove that he was with me in this all, that he had his reasons for kidnapping me and he was going to discuss them all with me. But what he said next, just crushed my expectations to tiny broken pieces.
Christian's expression got filled with the same disgust that I had just seen on Jane's face while his eyes came to collide with mine,
"Unfortunately, she is my mate, Jane. I have to bear her for the rest of my life." Christian said, without even a flinch or a hitch of hesitation in his voice.
An extremely shocked took over Jane's face for a minute but then she readjusted her face to the previously happy one, gave a smirk, and said in a sickly sweet tone,
"Are you serious, Christian?" Jane asked with fake sympathy in her sickly sweet tone, "Awe.. you poor baby. This is so bad. You are stuck with a human for the whole lifetime. A weak, vulnerable and useless mate."
I just kept staring at Jane as she spat garbage about me out of her mouth. But more than that the thing that astonished me was that Christian did not even utter a sound of disapproval while Jane continued without flinching,
"But now when you have found your mate, I think there is no work for me here huh?" While saying this, I noticed, Jane's one hand slid down, up on Christian's thigh, and then grabbed his manhood over his pants.
I lump roused up in my throat and I knew I was gonna puke. Honestly, at that moment I preferred puking on her, controlling that urge was very, very difficult.
Christian smirked and grabbed her hand that was on his manhood and started caressing it. Rubbing it over his pant hard and caressing it hard, literally giving him a blow job over his pant.
"Of course you have a very important work every night with me in my bed." He grinned evilly at her, "Do not worry Jane, she would be just a statue for us. I do not think her fragile human body will even be able to take a werewolf's dick inside her tiny hole. Though we can have some fun with her also." Saying this Christian winked at her.
I was shaking so hard in anger and hurt. The words that were coming out of his mouth were making my heart hurt with each passing second and my mind set ablaze in fury. My eyes were hot with unshed tears but I stopped them from falling down in front of the two monsters standing in front of me.
But then Christian turned to me, bent down to my level, and whispered in my ear huskily,
"You know, you can even watch us when we are having sex. I will make you beg for my attention. I will fuck Jane in front of your eyes and you will watch us, wishing that it was you under me instead of Jane. Later if I felt some pity for you, I will tease your clit until you beg me to fuck you in front of the whole pack. What do you say?"
He was looking at me while wickedness covered his expressions and a smirk played upon his lips but I did not have any expressions on my face. After hearing his last words, my heartfelt like a heavy stone in my chest, burdening me and making all that hid underneath hurt so bad. His words had cut me so deep that my tears refused to fall from my eyes. Fuck the plan of earning his trust. The person who can say things like that to a person that he claimed to not be able to live without is not worthy of my any look of attention. I could not bear him near or around me anymore.
He does not respect nor love me. I am like a slut for him. Just a fuck toy. Use and throw, that is it. Finished. This was his plan all along. This was the reason for kidnapping me. He just wanted a sex toy, nothing else.
I could feel his eyes on me, waiting for my reply. But I honestly did not want to talk to him anymore. He had already expressed what he felt or thought about me. There was not even a need for explanation.
I lifted my eyes to look into his eyes. As I did so, Christian looked flabbergasted for a second from the look of my face and hurt in my eyes.
The hurt was so deep that words came on my lips on their own in a soft tone,
"Christian, will you do me a favor?"
He tried to scoff and ignore me and answered in a somewhat strange tone, "what now?"
"Will you please kill me before doing that?"