Chapter 40 Lawrence courted Shine beside the created star
Lawrence tried to skip beside the image star, but the heavenly star had stopped to show its light exclusively to the house.
Is this the final result of my talent? I had exerted my effort to finished. What's an insulting news! I got immediately find to view the flawless girl who never depart to my mind. Who are you, baby girl?
Are you the owner of this star? I haven't wanted to express my compliment to the right guy who had viewed my heart. Honestly, it's my first time to meeting such awesome star, Shine said.
"I hold my tears beside you because I won't to show my grief on you. Though, you had seen how awesome I am today, but I still feel sad because I hadn't met my ex-lover. Despite that, I got cheered up to see you as my star tonight, it's not a joke, so you must value it well," he said.
"Let us now took our conversation on the sand, since I haven't prepared my house to the visitor like you."
"No problem for me, but that's your choice to hide such gold there. Anyway, the stars and moons have come back here in order to guide us. Do you appreciate it?" she said seriously.
Where are you Shine? Why did not you open this door? Did you lie me or not? Hanneth said.
Everything has not shown its noiseless, I can hear the cat and chicken only. That's impossible if these animals have slept there at night. Well, he opened the door many times using his card key in the car. Unfortunately, he had seen the dead animals including the eagle bird's feathers which have covered to the bones which might turn to fossil after few days.
I proved myself that my wife did not love me when I must base such evidence. But why? I still loved on her for how many years should I hold this sadness. Can I buy her love to my gold? I asked frankly.
I must not still sleep here, since she unable to function her heart. But I haven't decided to my direction yet, it's been three years to feel such uncertainty. What if, I will slay my body using this knife, it is so hassle to leave this earth without him, he said sadly.
Star! Am I now right to build up my decision? My age is already older than you, but I humbly asked this matter upon believing myself that I live here as baby, he said.
"Don't force yourself to love her. Maybe she is not yours, I understood your worse situation, yet you must live that pretty woman."
I got cool to its advised, yet my heart had promise in front of the holy land. Though I can accept her rejection, but I haven't known to pretend my happiness around the people. Looked back, I had mentioned her to the last spirit who will bring together the special room, Hanneth said.
Your physical appearance seemed problematic to my heart. Can you share such problem? I don't have thousands of dollars to give you, yet I have a beautiful heart which made such thing to be smooth like my face, Lawrence said.
I would express my compliment to be part of your congenial heart. With regard to such problem, I do have a problem to the guy who put me in the matrimony. I been expecting that he had my final guy, but he hurt my golden heart.
Can you make it well? She requested him.
Your request would never be missed to my heart. As I previously mentioned, you were part of my life because you have replaced the genuine portrait of the star. I must idolize your body and soul. No matter what age I am, I never left you as my first best friend this night, I said truthfully.
Are you now hungry, Lawrence? I must now go back my beloved house; to take the foods that I had prepared from the heaven, "she asked.
I love to hear your foods which made my stomach to be tired throughout seeing your face, I might not feel such need to my stomach anymore, he said.
What do you want to tell me, Lawrence? Shine asked.
Such power will marry you tomorrow if you would accept it. I love you, Shine. I won't to skip this time, maybe you were the caller in my heart. That"s the reason, you were here tonight, he said many times.
The star tried to absorbed my brain via your strong feeling, but my heart still doubtful to the right guy who will come in my life. Honestly, you were not my idol before, but I got injected to your words and smile Lawrence. One thing I could say, I won't you to cry because your tears are better than the sun. If might accept your love soon, if you will recognize my two men who had centered to my heart. Do you know them? They are Anderson and Mark Joseph who had not found their suited women yet because they were waiting to my acceptance in wedding. That"s according to the golden star which had met me through cool dreams at night, Shine frankly said.
I am back to make my goal come true, yet you rejected my bronze love. I been anticipating to the wonderful meaning of my dream last night. However, you did not advocate it for the sake of my positive expectations for you, Lawrence said.
When the normal star reached to the middle earth. Shine left him sadly; to capture out Lawrence face now. Her heart is not guilty to the words which engrossed at Lawrence's brain.
I must not go back the balcony yet. I exercised my brain to stare in the primary stars. Maybe they will cover my sadness wings which keep to be wet. Of course, to disappear my feelings to my ex-lover and other women who will come soon.