CHAPTER 20

He cleared his throat. " Err.. Yes. " And from feeling one with nature, he was now feeling desperate to be one with the girl on his lap. He watched her crew on her lip as she turned his question over her curious little mind. 'What he would do?', Yuri thought hungrily, to chew on her pussy now.

" I have decided, " Kathy suddenly said.

His gaze narrowed, but his voice was deceptively polite as he said, " I have to warned you, sweetheart. If you decided you do not want me again. "

" Oh! Nothing like that, " Kathy interrupted helpfully.

He relaxed.

" It's the opposite. " Innocent, determined eyes sought his. " I've decided that I want you to teach me how to eat you. " He choked for the second time, and she pounded his back. " This is what Grandmother does, " Kathy told him, " when I choked on my food. " When he stopped choking, she peered at him, " Are you okay now? "

" Yes. " His voice was strained. He was okay as a man at the end of his sexual tether could be.

" Then I may eat you now? "

'God help him'.

Swallowing back a groan, he managed to say, " As soon as we get home, sweetheart. "

She shook her head. " But I want you to teach me now. "

Her mulish expression had him incredulous. " Are you serious? "

" Please? " And it was almost like she was fluttering her lashes at him even though he knew she was probably only blinking. Either way, he was done for the moment he heard her say the "P" word in that sweet, clear voice of hers.

" You promise to do everything I say? " He heard himself ask even as a part of him questioned his sanity. Public sex had never been his thing, and yet here he was, his dick wanting to jump out of his pants and fuck the hell out of his fiancée.

At Kathy's nod, he said thickly, " Get down on your knees then. " He waited for her to ask why but she didn't and instead slid to her knees gracefully.

" Now... unzip my jeans. "

A moment's hesitation and then her fingers were fluttering over his zipper, wrestling with it at first before she got the hang of it and had his jeans completely unzipped.

" Pull my dick out. "

A deep breathe before one of her hands slipped inside his jeans, and after it was his turn to inhale hard at the feel of her fingers gripping his dick. Another second and she had pulled his dick out.

It looked almost furiously big, and her fingers reflexively tightened when his dick pulsed at her touch. After, she raised her eyes to his, whispering in awed disbelief. " It looks like it has a life of its own. "

Despite his arousal doing its best to get his head unscrewed, Yuri managed a grin. " It kinda does. " When her gaze returned to his cock, he asked. " Are you certain, you still want to do this? "

" More than ever, " Kathy answered him without taking her gaze off his furiously pulsing dick between her fingers.

Sucking his breath at her answer, he said hoarsely. " Then tighten your grip. Tighter as hard..there. " Yuri felt beads of sweat forming at the side of his head as he fought to control his lust. " Now, start moving your hand up and down. Don't loosen your grip... Just keep moving... Yes. "

The word had come out in a hiss, and Kathy's fingers stilled as she looked up sharply at him. " Did I do something wrong? "

He shook his head. " You're doing everything right, " he rasped out. " and that's what... " She didn't let him finish, her hand moving up and down again, and he closed his eyes at the sheer pleasure of it.

'God'.

She was such a damn natural with this.

" Faster. "

Kathy obeyed his command without question.

" Are you ready to eat me? "

His fiancée answered simply, " Yes. "

" Then do it, " he said harshly. His eyes opened. " Lower your head and slowly take my dick into your mouth. " He groaned as the first inch of his dick slipped into the moist, snug warmth. " Open your lips wider, sweetheart. " Another inch slipped in as her mouth opened wider, and he groaned again.

" Relax your throat, " he told her roughly. " or you won't be able to eat all of me. "

He could feel her struggle to heed his warning. Gag reflex kicked in once or twice, but then suddenly his dick was sliding all the way in. In the next second, his entire length had disappeared into her mouth, and Yuri groaned.

His fingers sinking into her hair, he told her. " Eat me. Move your head up and down. Release my cock then get it back... Oh God!.. Yes, like that, exactly, sweetheart... God... " And this time, she did something of her own accord.

She started sucking without being commanded.

He threw his head back with a guttural sound.

She sucked him hard and deep, her mouth moving tirelessly up and down and his dick, and the moments trickled too slow and too fast at the same time. Pleasure so intense began to build inside him it had Yuri gasping and stiffening under her ministrations.

" I'm about to come, " he gritted out. " If you don't want to try tasting me, now's the time to stop eating me. "

Her eyes wide at his words, Kathy slowly shook her head, her mouth still stuffed with his dick.

The sight of it proved too much and, holding her head tightly, he began thrusting his dick deeper into her. Kathy's throat was completely relaxed, allowing him to sink fully into her mouth. When she didn't panic at his touch, he slowly increased his pace, and the pleasure inside him sharpened. And then there was no way to think.

Pleasure took hold of him, Yuri coming with a growl and his movements becoming wild. He fucked her mouth as he came, stuffing her mouth with his dick again and again.

And she took all of it, to the very last drop.

Later, with Kathy snuggled in his arms as he carried her on their way back to Alcolytes Triad's headquarters, he heard her say drowsily. " Yuri. "

" Mm..? " He kissed her head. He couldn't help it.

" I don't know what's changed, " she confessed. " but I don't think I'll ever stop wanting you now. "

He didn't answer even though just listening to her suddenly made the truth so blindingly clear things had changed when he had changed.

Her body had become his the moment, Yuri had accepted that his heart was hers

Day 14.

It had been two weeks since Kathryn Ice Rewis had come to live with him, and Yuri had recently found himself starting each day with a mental diary. From day one, however, the main entry had been the same.

Still torture.

It was the simplest way to describe the agony of lying beside Kathy, who at first tormented him with her indifference. Fast forward a week, and she still tormented him, this time with the knowledge that his fiancée was his for the taking.

But for some reason, he just couldn't make himself touch her. Even knowing that she now wanted him as much as he wanted her, he couldn't make himself cross that line.

If he took her virginity, that was it. There would be no turning back, whether or not she deserved someone like him.

As if sensing she was in his thoughts, Kathy suddenly snuggled close, her breasts brushing against his arm. Her nipples puckered, and his dick twitched.

'Yup', Yuri thought resignedly.

Still torture.

Beside him, Kathy asked, " What are you thinking about? "

He allowed himself to smile in the darkness. " You. "

She giggled.

He loved that sound. Her laughter, her giggles, and her gasps, he loved every sound of pleasure she made, and it was terrifying how much that sound had become important to Yuri in such a short time.

Turning on his side so he could move back and place a bit more distance between him and the temptation of her breasts, he asked, " And you? " His voice was gently teasing. " Are you thinking about me? "

" All the time. " she said simply.

'Ah, Kathy'. He wanted to tell her not to say such words so easily, but he didn't. To do so would ask her to stop being different, to start lying and be as normal and deceitful as the rest of them, and that he realized, he didn't want her to do.

The longer he knew her, the more he thought that the world needed more people like Kathy and less of people like him.

" Yuri? " Kathy inched closer towards him, closer and closer until he had no choice but to cradle her head in the nook of his arm and allow her breasts to brush tantalizingly against his chest.

STILL.TORTURE.

" Why do you have a hard time sleeping? "

He didn't answer right away. Finally, he said, " When I sleep, I have a bad dreams, and they make me...unable to breathe. "

Even in the darkness, he could sense her alarm as she pushed herself up, demanding, " But won't you die if you don't sleep? "

He pulled her back down in his arms, murmuring soothingly, " It's not like that. " Not unless someone could die of guilt. " I have medication, but I've stop taking them. "

" Why? " She demanded.

He didn't answer.

She said sadly, " Because of me. "

Yuri froze. 'Damn.' He had again forgotten how exceptionally smart and intuitive she was, " Kathy.. "

She cut her off, saying quietly, " You're afraid one day I might do something, aren't you? "

His chest constricted. 'Yes'. He was goddamn terrified that something bad would happen, something that would tear them apart since his track record with love didn't exactly inspire hope.

But out loud, Yuri said, " No, of course not. " What else was there to say?

Kathy didn't answer.

In one swift move, he switched the bedside light on then rolled Kathy to her back while he loomed over her, his body between her legs and his cock nestled against her pussy. " It's all me, sweetheart. It's all me, " he said fiercely, " and only because I have a hard time letting my guard down. "

She gazed into his eyes, and he stared back at her.

Finally, she whispered, " I know it's hard to believe because I may be crazy. " She shook her head when he started to speak. " But I say this with all my heart. " Kathy took his hand and placed it on her chest. " I will never do anything to cause you pain. " Her voice softened. " Because I love you. "

'Ah Kathy'.

He cupped her face, wanting to kiss her because it was the next best thing after the words he still couldn't make himself say. But before their lips could touch, they both heard it.

Someone was knocking... No... Banging on the door.

God. Damn. It

People in their lives had the worst timing in the world.

There was another hard bang, and then Kellion was yelling, " Wake up, lovebirds. It's time to hit the beach.

Yuri was jealous, and he didn't like it one goddamn bit.

Volunteer's Day, a special holiday. Hallie had recently come up with, was fast becoming Yuri's most despised holiday. If Volunteers Day would always have something to do with the beach, where his fianceé had to be on fucking display amongst hundreds of leering wolves, then he wanted no part of it next year or any other year.