Chapter 12

Elsa's - [P.O.V]

So we had reached home.

I parked my car as Cama rushed into the house before I could enter.

Then I saw some flowers at the doorstep.

I picked them up, inhaling the sweet scent that came from the flower before seeing a later inside of it which I opened and read carefully.

It was a love message from Steve and I read it carefully as I entered my house, seeing Cama going into the kitchen, probably to make dinner.

Today was not quite an easy day for us but at least we survived and came back alive.

"So Steve wants to book me on a date." I said to Cama expecting to hear a reply from her.

"Dude isn't giving up yet?" She asked me, trying to understand the reason why doctor Steve still hasn't given up on trying to have a relationship with me or trying to take me on a date.

No matter how I said no indirectly he doesn't want to give up on trying to get close or to be intimate with me... I smiled back at her in return then I told her that I was not going to take him back even though he was option B for me to pick from.

"I don't want to have anything to do with doctor Steve because we work at the same place and know the kind of person that he is... A human." I explained.

"Also understanding the dangers that I could put him through is what is making me reluctant to want to bring him into my life because he feels I am so special and the kind of girl that he could work with but he doesn't know the kind of person that I am... This is what worries me about him because if only he knew who I was or what I was... Then maybe he wouldn't be trying to get any closer to me." I explained.

And such kind of things, is a concern because I felt so much better that I was rejecting someone who was deep inside of him... Really cared for me over his safety.

I wanted him to have a good relationship with me as well but I had to turn it down because it is necessary.

I remember how much he tries his best to always please me.

I am not sure I could accept him, even if I told him what I am... It might cause him to run or panic.

Or worse... Fear and desire to kill me.

"Come! Do you think it will be possible for me to unlock my chakra and be able to use my magic to save the world? Because right now... I feel like those demons have infested the dark Forest and they wouldn't let me be able to practise and make use of my magic to the fullest... in which I'll be able to save the world." I said to her with a worried face.

"You don't need to be scared over anything, you will be fine." she says to me as she kisses my forehead in return while I keep munching on the chips that I was offered by her.

"Do not worry Elsa, you will learn how to use your powers and no one will be able to stop you."

"You'll be so powerful that you can protect yourself and even all the members or the pack from the wickedness of these demons." She encourages me.

"This is why not just your parents made a sacrifice to ensure that you had the moon Goddesses blessing so that you can have enough power to fight those demons and bring back peace to the world." She says to me before kissing my forehead for the last time.

"I am okay." I said back to help her think better as I was trying to reassure her that I was ok about everything else happening in my life right now.

But the truth was that nothing really was making me happy at all, because I knew deep down that I wasn't happy and I have always tried to hide that unhappiness for so long.

Then at the end, I fully realised that I was weak.

It also feels like I will never have a mate.

Someone who I have been waiting for so many years to see but I am beginning to feel like that is impossible now, because it's possible that my mate is a cursed stone in the dark Forest.

I clean up my tears hoping for the best to happen soon so that I could be better and bring balance.

"But do you know that you learnt something today?" Cama tried to raise my spirit as I stared at her trying to know what I learnt because all I could remember was seeing myself lost and running for my life.

"Well you were able to listen to the voice in your mind, the truth is as soon as we entered the magical Arena in the forest... You and you were disconnected."

"The magical arena teaches you how to use magic on its own, it shares my knowledge to you slowly but in a very fast way." She said to me in return as we kept staring into each other's eyes.

"Really?" I asked her.

"Yes." She replied to me with a smile.

"Then that's great." I said back to her.

I was indeed happy to hear that from her.