Chapter 19

Alicia's POV

All I want to do now is get out of this rplace, I want to do is to sleep. Am so tired but here I am sitting here with a doctor who kept talking like a running tap.

This is the reason why I hate this woman, all she loves to do is to talk till dawn. I thought eyeing her in my mind that I didn't know when she called me until my mom hit me.

'Mom." I called rolling my eyes.

'What?" I asked rubbing my shoulder that she just hit with her big fist.

'She just asked you a question." Mom said motioning to the doctor.

" Oh, sorry ma'am. 'I said looking at her. I was actually expecting her to repeat whatever she said.

'So what are the symptoms you have been feeling lately? 'She asked taking out her note book and pen .


'Well, have been sleeping lately, eating alot lately, sometimes I won't even realize I haven't taken anything since morning and I do feel tried especially in the morning.

Let's just say all sort of morning sickness. 'I explained using my hand also to explain more so that she can understand better.

'Well I might just assume but I won't because it's just 50 – 50 if I assume so instead, I will just need you to lay on the bed over there. "


She said pointing at a small blue bed behind the white curtains.

'You have to undress, I mean you have to be in your underwear." She said and I nodded.

Undressing myself, I left my panties and bra on before laying on the bed on my back.

She came up then ran different test that I know nothing about.

'You can wee into this cup then come back with it." She said making me nod.

Taking my dress, I dress myself then pick the cup making my way into the bathroom there.


After doing as she had told me to do, I came out with the cup filled then gave her.

But I noticed that the two of them sitted doesn't have that same expression they have before.

Staring at my mom, she stares at me with this expression that's asking for something she knows I won't come out straight with.

Same as the doctor who has pity Written on her face which got me wondering what's wrong with me.

Do I have cancer? Am I HIV positive? Or I am going to die soon? I thought taking my sit.


My Mom didn't even allow me to rest my back before she turned her sit facing me.


'Why didn't you tell me?" Mom asked making me now extremely confused.

" Tell you what mom? 'I asked.

" Don't give me that Alicia! Don't give me that bull sh*t! You know what am talking about. 'Mom yelled already on her feet.

" Give you what? Mom I don't get it mom! We just got here and she would have told you what's wrong with me so tell me and stop beating around mom. "

I said getting tired of what she is getting at because it seems like am the only one lost here…

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Alicia's POV

'Why didn't you tell me?" Mom asked making me now extremely confused.

" Tell you what mom? 'I asked.

" Don't give me that Alicia! Don't give me that bull sh*t! You know what am talking about. 'Mom yelled already on her feet.

" Give you what? Mom I don't get it mom! We just got here and she would have told you what's wrong with me so tell me and stop beating around mom. "

I said getting tired of what she is getting at because it seems like am the only one lost here.

'Who raped you?" Mom asked making me extremely shocked that she knew about it.

Maybe they are just guessing, I need to turn this game all around, I thought.

'Raped?" I asked laughing.

'Raped you say? That really irritating mom, am not and would never be. 'I said still laughing but tears where coming out it self.

" Gosh damn this my stupid emotions! 'I yelled running my fingers through my hair as I tried to stop myself from crying but I couldn't control it.


They where coming out themselves which makes me wonder why I can't control my emotions lately.

'Are you saying she is wrong with the test she carried out?" Mom asked.

Well, game over. She already caught me red handed, I thought rasing my head to meet her eyes.

'Fine, no more covering up for the deed that have been done. I was rape so what? What are you going to do to it?

Are you going to travel out for business trip again and leave me just like you have been doing for the past ten years?

All you and your husband knows is business and business and business! Am not sure if am your child like you claim I am, your only child! "


I yelled angrily as more tears kept spilling out of my eyes non stop.

'When? Who did this?" Mom asked already going down with guilt and self pity.

'When? Who did it?" I asked then chuckled sadly looking away from her into the far end of the office.

'You can atleast go back to China where you went to and ask your business partner. 'I said taking my eyes back to her.

Anger filed my eyes as those pain kept rushing back to my head, memories of that night which I don't want to remember but here she is bringing it back.


'I will leave you two to talk." The doctor said leaving us all alone in the office.


We kept staring at our self without saying a word more to ourselves.

Although, I still have more that I want to say to her but I just don't want to spit it out now because she might end up being admitted today.

So instead, I will keep it to myself.

'The result of the last test is out." I heard the doctor said coming into the office.

My mom was so damn nervous even more than I am that she flew out if her seat the moment the woman announced her arrival…

What do you think the result of the test would be?

To Be Continued...