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Luca POV
Immediately I stepped out of Dean's office I went straight towards my room and locked my door tightly behind me. I could feel my eyes changing, my fur coming up. The hunger from before had returned. I closed my eyes as I tried to control my desires. I can't harm anyone and I was a good hybrid, not a bad one, not a bloodthirsty one.
Maybe I should call Lia. She would be able to smother me. I called the first time but she did not pick up.
Fear gripped me. Was she angry with me? Did she believe what the invitation card said to her? Was she going to leave me again or for the final time? Had Jenny succeeded in tricking both of us
I called her again but she did not pick up. The second time. Lia always picked up her calls immediately after you called her. She was always on her phone either playing her Lana del Rey song or watching an erotic movie.
What are the chances that she is snubbing me? I texted her.
Please pick up my call. I have to explain everything to you.
She read it, and for a moment, I saw her typing back. My heartbeat increased in anticipation. What was going to be her response? Anyway, I was going to explain to her and she would understand. We loved each other, we can't live without one another.
She sent me a text message with three simple words that flipped my mood upside down.” fuck you, Luca”
No, no. It can't be. What sound do I say to make her believe me? I started texting back when a notification popped up.
This contact blocked you
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! What the hell just happened? I reread it to be sure of what I was seeing. She blocked me. She Fucking blocked me without waiting for an explanation. Sometimes it felt as if she did not trust me.
This felt as if she was ending what we shared. As if she was letting me know that I meant nothing to her. Absolutely nothing. Felt as if she was ending this chapter of her life and beginning a new one with Finn.
Gosh! I needed to do something. Maybe visit her pack tomorrow and explain to her. I lay down on my bed completely exhausted as I tried to sleep.
Instead, the weather decided to be against me tonight. Rain poured heavily and it came with thunderstorms.
I closed my eyes and pressed my ears together as I tried to stop the sound from entering my brain and stirring up my haunted memories.
Regret filled me. I would have killed Jenny as soon as she arrived. If I had done so, she would not have been able to destroy my relationship. I was a fool, a big one. I always managed to hurt the people I cared about.
The thunder blast came so loud that I felt it was directed at my window. I closed my eyes and curled my hand into a fist as I tried to block the degrading voice that filled my head.
“It was a mistake, father,” I apologized, blood dripping from my lips.
“A mistake? You killed someone and you call it a mistake. Do you know what they would do to you if they found out? They will kill you!” My father whispered.
I swallowed hard, trying to stop the tears that threatened to flow.
“I did not know. Besides, he bit me and I did not die. I am a rogue and he is a full wolf. How come I could kill him?” I asked my father.
“Because you are cursed. You are a mistake!” He shouted slowly.
Pain bottles around my chest, sending Adrenaline down my body. Did my father just call me a mistake?
“Father! He insulted me. He called me a useless rogue” I shouted back.
He scoffed and bent to my height since he was taller than me. His lips came close to my ear.
“For the record. You are useless and a mistake. All you do is hurt those who care about your disdainful existence. You killed your mother while coming to this world. You are just thirteen and you have killed your best friend, the only one who appreciated your unwanted presence. I should never have had you. I should have let your mother abort you. At least she would be alive and not dead,” he said and raised his head to look at me. His green eyes filled with disgust and disdain.
He straightened up and took two steps backward, my body still trembling at what he just told me. All my life, I had tried my best to satisfy him, but to no avail, and to make matters worse, he never wanted me.
“Now go and bring a lighter. Let's burn this body before anyone sees it,” he ordered, his voice filled with irritation.
I stood there staring at him. I wanted him to tell me he was sorry and that he would not do such a thing. Explain to me how my bite could kill a fellow wolf. Instead, he tilted his head asking me to leave.
We burnt his body at night. I stood there watching the fire burn and the only words that could come to me was that I was useless and I hurt the people I loved.
My phone's ringing tone disrupted my thoughts. I opened my eyes to see my knuckles filled with blood and a cracked wall. I have been hitting the wall.
It was Benedicta. I picked it up and walked toward my wardrobe where I kept my first aid box.
“Hello”
“Luca, it is me, Benedicta,” she said in a trembling whisper.
“I know,” I answered.
“Okay. The hybrid has come out again and is lurking around our neighborhood. Merlin is sick like he is shivering, and so am I. Can you come? So that he won't attack us. Please. I beg you” she pleaded.
“I will be on my way,” I said and stood up, wrapped the bandage around my hand, and walked toward the car pack.
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