Chapter 11. ● Here with you .......... Always ●

Ouch! My ASS.
Shit, that still hurts!
I realised it when I tried to move onto my back on the bed. This pain just flashed all memries of last night into my mind.
I convene myself and stand infront of the mirror.
I know this is quite hard to believe but I was still alive. I almost believed last night that I won't be able to survive till morning but here I'm still breathing. Don't you think that jerk has gone too far this time, he literally laid his hands on me. It was a physical attack.!!!
''That's too much.....to tolerate''.
But how could he do this. No the main question is that how could ''I'' let that happen . Why didn't I stop him.
I could have stopped him, I could have kicked his balls and run from here....... but why I didn't ?
Because the truth is you yourself wanted it.
''What !!!!! You must be kidding me.''

Atleast don't lie to yourself, just admit it that when he spanked you harder, you were moaning not in pain but in pleasure.You were the one who wanted more of it, it was you who wanted his big hand to spank you even harder and to be more precise you were certainly the one who wanted his large fingers inside you.
Isn't thats the truth.
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''Yeah...... yeah that's true....... I admit you are right.''
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Wait a minute, why the fuck I'm talking to myself.
What the hell is gone wrong with me.!!!
Oh god.... I think I have lost it.
I really need to see a psychiatrist.
I started at myself im the mirror, ''Congratulations Max , you look like real TRASH !! All kuddos to Mr. Hard Spankr.'' Asshole!
Oh fuck my ass ***
I couldn't recogonise this area of my ass, hell its all red and swollen. The marks of his hands can be easily seen. After looking at this, I'm assured of one thing that I won't be able to sit for next few days.
All because of that jerk.
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Oh god, I really need a hot shower.
I got into the shower, the moment hot water droplets touched my scraped ass, the pain of it almost pulled my soul out of my body.
Maybe hot water bath wasn't a good idea.
I was barely able to touch my ass.
While taking shower a wide smile grew on my face as the words he said to me last night flashed into my mind .
''YOU ARE MINE ''.
Those words were still echoing in my brain.
Was he really seroius about what he said to me last night or was it just something he said in the heat of the moment.
Uhg!!! What em I thinking, I know he didn't mean any of them ........ OR WHAT IF HE DID ?.
But before I could even reach to an answer to these questions, I heard Elliot bawling from his room.

''What could possibly happen to this beast so that he is screaming his balls out. Should I go check on him?.''
Maybe I should......
I headed to his room but then I stopped infront of the his room's door, I think it would be a better idea to just ask him from here rather than going inside. ETIQUETTES YOU KNOW ...
I knocked his door,''hey ''
''I heard you sream''.
He didn't replied.
'' Do you need anything ''.
Again no reply.
.....
I guess he is just fine. I began to left but then again in the next moment, he yelled but this time even louder.
I can't hold myself anymore.
FUCK ETIQUETTES!
The moment I opened the door, I saw him lying under bedcovers, he was still asleep but he was babbling something in sleep.I got near him to hear him clearly.

''Don't''
''Don't go ''
''Please don't leave me here''
''No please..... please.''

He was repeating these words again and again.
I moved towards him and sat beside him. I never have seen such a frightened expression on his face. He was sweating, his lips were trembling. One could easily see there was a fear, a grief on his face.
I unintendly placed my hand on his left cheek, he was so hot as if he was lying under the sun in summers.
Before I could say anything to wake him up, he suddenly pulled me into a hug.
He rolled his strong muscular arms around me so tightly that for a second, I thought he is gonna cut off my oxygen supply.
I never have imagined that I would ever be able to see this side of him.
At this moment, he was not that cunning person anymore who had tricked me, he was not that filthy monster who had spanked me hard last night. He was not that merciless devil anymore.
At this moment, he was just like a child who was having a bad dream and now he was craving for a warm hug, whivh will make him feel safe n secured.
He was breathing really heavy and between his heavy breaths he whispered in my ear, '' Please, Don't leave me.''
Those words really hits me hard, it seemed that these words just pierced my heart.
I hate this, ....... this.... this.... this...I really do. I hate..... really hate how his words makes my heart skips a beat everytime .
Before I could even process those sugary sweet words, unvoluntarily words came out of my mouth.
'' I won't leave you ever. I'm here for you ......... always.''
And I enfolded my arms around him.