chapter 19

" - - - - her - - - - this . I am not marrying anyone out of their pity. " I said to my father.

He just shurge his shoulders and said " It's not out of pity . It's time for you to get married and have your own family!. You are twenty seven years old and I want to see you happy". He finished and I looked at him as if he had grown two heads.

" Doesn't matter to me I will do what I wanna do . She is nothing to me . I will go to my Mistresses and if she tried to stop me then clear ,I will torcher her and kill her but before having her virginity". I replied simply to him .

I am a straight forward man and I don't like laying, truth is truth.

My father rolled his eyes at me and then stood up .

He started walking towards exit and I didn't stop him like why would I? but he stopped for a moment before closing the door behind him and said

'' Just don't do something that you will regret later " with that he left.

I banged my fist on the table in anger .

Who is he to tell me what to do or what not to do.

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At last my marriage day is over and there is only one thing I have to take care of and that is HER.

I walked up to her room and opened the door . I looked around but she was nowhere to be seen .

I was about to leave when I see the balcony.

I walked their and found her looking at the scenery in front of her.

She was indulge in it that she even didn't realize my presence.

I do remember Alex and Peter saying she looked as beautiful as hell but I just never looked at her the whole day and now I do understand what they meant.

Even in such hiding cloths and hijab she look perfectly gorgeous.

I placed my hand on her shoulder and she came back to reality.

She looked at me and then took two steps back and said

" Stay away from me . W-What are you doing here ?".

That also shows me my reality and my eyes became darker and I said what was I suppose to say and left.

But she looked pretty happy at the sentence " I don't want her".

I came outside and started walking to my office.

When I entered my office I found my friends there.

They look up at me the moment I stepped in .

" So how it went?. Did she yelled at you or throw things at your direction?

when you said what you meant to say ". Alex asked after some moments of silence.

" No . Nothing like that". I replied

At this Peter look up at us from his computer and said

" Man this is not possible. Don't lie to us".

Alex said hmm to this but I told them what happened and said

"Yes in fact she looked pretty happy to be away from me".

" Then what are you doing here ?. She probably don't want you because may be she is in love with someone else". I don't know why but this made me angry and I stood up " Shut up ". I said to both of them and went straight to her room .

I will find out this myself .

After she slapped me , I left her room and she didn't even stopped me .

This only comforms that she is in love with someone or she just don't wanna be with me .

The game is on I said to myself while smirking.

After that day when she threw knife at Ashley my friends came to me and said I should do something about her . She is a threat to us.

I think about it and found a way to open her and break her into little tiny pieces.

And I do what I planned.

I braked her emotionally and she opened up to me .

I woke up that day beside her and think about it for a second but I stopped myself and made it realistic.

I talk some emotional shit to her and she melted by just talk.

Even If I was not able to took her virginity I did took her heart.

she fell in my trap.

But then again I know it was all a game and yet I can't get her to leave me alone .

Every time I close my eyes I found her smiling at me.

Damn it and when I saw her winking and hugging that boy I lost it .

I was jealous and when she said he is her brother I felt some how relieved.

It hurts me when she called me her trainer not her husband.

I wanna ask myself why I am so hurt and disappointed.

I got what I want !

All I have to do is to leave her but leaving her now break me into tiny peices.

I wanted to broke her and yet again here I am .

I give it to her ,only she can break me now I fell in my own trap .

I was so frustrated that I left her there alone .

I just wanted to get away from her before I lose it and confess just how much I have fallen for her.

After I came home I send Alex and Peter to pick her but they came empty handed.

She was taken !. All because of me .

I left her and someone took advantage of a girl walking alone .

How could I be so stupid to not remember that she don't have her phone with her or money.

By this time I was so frustrated that I was pulling my hair out of my scalp.

Peter is searching on computer by hacking every camera near the stadium and to my house while Alex has gone with his team to investigate it himself.

After four to five hours Alex came back and yet again he couldn't find anything to tell me .

Where are you ? I said in my head .

What if she left me ?. I asked myself and then her face came in my mind of yesterday when I had Ashley on my office table and I was - - - - - - - her hard .

She stopped herself from crying at that moment how can I forget her expression.

And I was satisfied at myself.

I was satisfied that I broke her.

That look brought a smile on my face yesterday and today I am crying by thinking about it.

I was such a fool .

How can I let this happen to her .

I started throwing things around but nothing took my regret and frustration away .

I fell on my knees after some moments and a tear left my eye.

I was so angry at myself at this moment that all I want to do was to just find her and tell her everything.

To apologize to her at least if she want a divorce then I will give her! I will let her go if that what she wants but I will apologize till she forgives me .

The door to my office opened and Alex and Peter came in .

Alex Cleared his throat and said "you have to watch this ". And pointed at the laptop that Peter was holding.

" It's about her ". Peter added.

I stood up and took laptop from his hands and started watching the video.

"This CCTV footage is from a club".

I watched it and see how she came inside terrified of something and how that man pulled her and beat her.

At this point blood is all what I see.

I will safe her no matter what .

How dare he put his hands on someone who belongs to me !

But this was not all .

When he hit her head on the wall ,

Her expression changed from terrified to hard .

Her eyes were promising something when she looked at him with deadly eyes .

Sana's ( POV)

I opened my eyes and found myself in a dark and cold room with no windows and only a door which was locked.

I don't know where I am neither I wanna know.

After what I saw when I entered his office I just let the string of life slip from my hand.

I don't know if I wanna live anymore.

I gave him my heart accepted him as my husband after what had done and yet he left me .

At this moment I was crying.

I was crying because my most haunted night mare come true.

I always feared this and yet it happened to me .

The sound of the door opening bring me back to where I am .

I look up and find two men with a girl in their hands looking at me .

They wishpered something and then throw the girl at me .

That man whom I think is boss came towards me and pulled me up by clutching my hairs beneath my hijab .

" You know your husband has crossed borders to look for you ". He said and I looked at him dumbfounded.

" Please don't let him take me ".I almost begged and tears started running down my face.

He look at me for a moment and throw me away " now why would I listen to you when the money can walk to me if I make an agreement with him . There is no use of you anyway".

He said and left.

his eyes were showing disgust. The same disgust that was in his eyes when I first stood up to him .

I lost the strength to even cry or speak .

I was just sitting there on the cold floor as a life less body.

I have entered the deepest part of hollow.

My head and body still hurts and my back is bleeding.

If I past out this time I am sure I will not be able to wake up Soon.

But I will not . Not yet I wanna ask him .

Why ?

What I ever did to him?

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It's been two days since someone came here or talk to both of us .

They haven't served us anything to eat and there is only a pot of mud which contains some water.

I have lost hope in meeting with him again.

May be he offered him me in return of money and he declined.

I mean why would he waste his money on me when he didn't even want me .

My thoughts were cut off by sound of someone slamming our door open .

At this point I was about to faint but I found five bodies towering over us .

" Here's your money ". Someone said and to my surprise this voice is familiar.

" Alex take them away ". Leo said .

And I felt my self being picked by someone before I totally black out .

I don't know what happened after that but I only know one thing that I am the dark light ( Mafia's Possession).