chapter 26

(some of next chapters including this one will be very emotional!

Read at your own risk⚠️)

(Sana)

It's been one week of me trying to be a good wife but he is not even acting like a roommate.

My heart has started to sink because deep down I knew that I have fallen for my husband.

He just don't care .

Today I am going to ask him on breakfast about this .

I can no longer hold all these feelings inside .

I want to know about his feelings as well.

I wake up early today and after praying Fajr I recite Holy Quran for an hour I guess and then walked down stairs to make breakfast for him .

When I was almost done he entered the kitchen and said

"I don't eat breakfast.

Just how many times do I have to tell you Sana!

Get it over with ".

Hus words broke my heart and in anger I woke up to him .

"You were the one who asked me to prepare all meals for you and now you are acting like I am doing this all to impress you !"

I said or more like shouted at him .

"If you are not doing this to impress me then why are you doing this .

Yes, I asked you to prepare food for me but then I said you don't have to .

Tell me Sana what is the meaning of all this then "

He said with a voice filled with hatred and started walking towards me while I took some steps back .

"Can't you see I am trying to make it work .

Our marriage!

Tell me why did you forced me then to marry you when you ARE NOT EVEN WILLING TO MAKE IT WORK!"

I told him as whisper but that whisper turned into a full on shouting.

He clunthed his fist and look at me .

At the same time I lost my balance and fell hitting the hard ground beneath me and hissing at pain ,I looked up .

He was looking straight at me but with disgust and hatred.

"You know very well Sana why I married you .

And if you think I married you by choice then you are wrong .

Why would I pick a trash like you when I can have every ******* woman I want .

Tell me Sana huh,why would I marry a disgusting golden digger like you who didn't even deserve to be ****** for money.

Get this straight!

From now on I don't even wanna look at you .

If I see you anywhere I go then you will face the consequences.

GOT THAT!

Let me live my life and you live yours .

Go and **** everyman you see out side holding money .

If you feel that the money I will transfer in your bank account is not enough then you can just offer them a good night .

That's what girls like you are for.

Just get away from me.

Wait there is something I wanted to show you . "

He said walked up stairs to his room .

Picking the papers up and walked down stairs to Sana who was still on the ground.

"Look at these papers , I have already signed them long ago and you will sign them when these two years end .

Only then that I will be able to sleep peacefully.

My father did a contract with me to marry you and then I won't be able to divorce you till two years.

Do you ******* understand!"

With that he turned and walked away not even giving her a second glance he left her on the ground.

She tried but she failed miserably.

Her heart broke into million tiny pieces and she started crying while holding her mouth muffling her screams by her hand .

Soon enough the care taker came in side the kitchen and hold her up .

Hugging her thightly and trying to console her the care taker herself tried not to cry but broke down with her saying

"Everything will be alright child ."

She said to her again and again but nothing happened the damage was done .

"Please child come with me ,

You should take some rest in your room while I will bring something to eat ".

With that the care taker pulled her up from the ground and some how take her to her room .

Sana collapsed on the bed and welcomed the world of dreams.

When the care taker came back with breakfast she found her sleeping while some tears were still present on her face .

She released a breath and looked at her only if she could help her .

With these thoughts she left her room and closed the door behind her.

In her twenty years of working here , he has never behaved like this with any woman .

Why now ?

Why with her ?

She asked herself the same questions again and again.

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It has been three months since she had seen him .

She avoided him on all cost but she knows that he brings a girl with him every night.

Not a single girl but different Everytime.

Sana is very nervous and scared because today she is going to a party with HIM!

Yes, you heard right a business party.

Martha (the care taker) informed me yesterday about it .

Right now I am going stairs to meet him .

Martha told me specially not to be late .

So,here I am .

When I walk down stairs I looked around looking for him but he wasn't there .

Martha then came and said

"He is waiting in the car and be careful child .

Take care "

She is like a mother to me .

I nodded at her and tried to smile.

When I walked outside, I found a car waiting for me .

The driver came to my side and opened the door for me .

Saying Thank You politely I sat inside.

Not even looking his way I stick all my attention to the outside but my heart was beating rather fastly .

We stopped after fifteen to twenty minutes .

He said

"Don't mess things up for me whore"

And walked away while the driver opened the door for me and I stepped out .

Trying not to cry in front of all these people I put a fake big smile on my face walked inside.

The hotel is the most luxurious hotel I have ever seen and Don't forget about the people here.

They are like dress in gold . looking here and there searching for him .

I found him talking to a small group.

So , I walked upto him but after seeing me approching him he exusued himself and walked away.

I stopped dead in my track and with a heavy heart sat down on of the free stools .

"Water please"

I said without even looking up and he placed the glass right in front of me and left.

I spend hours sitting there alone .

It was almost time to go home when I felt the urge to go to washroom.

After I was done , I walked outside but someone pushed me in a dark room and when I tried to scream that man placed his hand on my mouth muffling my screams.

My hands was behind me in his thight grip and suddenly he pushed me to the floor .

My head collapsed with it pretty badly and I started feeling dizzy .

That man climbed on me and ripped my hijab off my head .

I tried to scream but nothing came .

He was about to pull my dress off when I kicked him hard where sun doesn't shine and some how stood up .

I look around for anything to smash his head but when I found nothing.

I balled my hands together and with the full force hit his head from the back side and he fell on the floor unconscious.

Not caring for anything anymore, I picked my ripped hijab and ran out side.

I tell the guard to bring a taxi for me and he nodded.

After a moment he came back and opened the door of the taxi for me .

I slipped inside and tell the driver to take me to an abundant park .

He nodded and started driving.

I paid my tip to him and he drove off.

Not even caring about where I am .

I walked inside the dark park since it's almost two am and sit down on of the benches.

The nature mirrored my emotions and it started raining.

I cried and cried for god knows how long and then stood up .

After walking for an hour around that place I found a Taxi and tell the dress.

When I reached the home .

His car was outside meaning he came home without even looking for me but then again what was I expecting.

I walked straight to my room and locked my down.

Once again I started crying while I wrote my Diary.

But that wasn't it .

The sound of someone ******* in next room didn't let me breath this time .

I was outside struggling to protect myself and here he is ******* some girl in his bed room.

I just know one thing and that is Sana will never be able to love anyone again.

She hates him more then the whole world together.

"What else can happen now huh?"

She said sercastically with a broken voice and soul and laughed at her question.

There is nothing that can affect her after this .



Only if she knew that this wasn't it.

Her life wasn't done with her yet.