Chapter 12 - A Secret Revealed
*Serena*
I was sad that Daddy had left. I know he was mad that I called him Paul, but how could he hide his brothers from me for so long? And seriously, he’s going to be a gone for a month, but he didn’t tell me until he was about to leave? I’m heartbroken. We said no secrets, but he, no they, kept two huge ones from me.
I didn’t know what to do but then Garrett distracted me. I know Father is still in the room but I’m going to ignore him right now. He likes to watch anyway, so I let Garrett pull me to the other side of the room. He says he’s going to tell me a secret, but I don’t know him. This could all be part of some ploy. I mean look at what the two men in my life already did to me tonight? I can’t trust anyone, but still, I sit with Garrett.
He’s really close to me, one hand on my lower back. He leans in and pushes my hair aside with his other hand so that he can see my face. He looks so serious, and I have no way of knowing if this is the way he always looks or if he’s so intent because of what he is about to say.
‘’I’ve never done this before,’’ he says.
I look at him curiously. I’m not sure what he means. ‘’This?”
“I have a room here, at this club, but I don’t have sex with the women. I only have them to give me oral sex. I don’t have intercourse with them.” He explains.
He’s whispering so I’m pretty sure he doesn’t want Father to know, but I don’t understand the implications of what he’s saying.
I nod slowly. “You don’t have sex with the women here,” I reiterated.
Garrett took both my hands and leaned in really close to my ear, so that I could no longer see his face. His warm breath fanned across my cheek as he said, “I’ve never had sex with a woman before.”
I lean back quickly. I want to see his face. He’s still so serious, there is no glimmer of humor in his eyes. He was completely serious, and I didn’t know what to make of it.
“But you’re older than me, why…” I trailed off.
He shrugged. “I never found a woman that I wanted to do that with. I’ve been able to get what I need, without it. I’ve never found someone so captivating that I’m having trouble holding back. Someone like you,” he murmured.
“You want to…uh, with me? For the first time?” I asked, incredulous, but keeping my voice low.
“Is that okay?”
“Yes, I’m just surprised, maybe even honored, I guess. I’ve only been with Paul and Devon. What if I disappoint you?”
“You won’t,” he said, shaking his head. “ I’m the one that should be honored. You make me feel things I’ve never felt before.”
“How do I make you feel?” I whispered, because this is the strangest conversation I’ve ever had.
“I was here, that first night,” he says, and I gasp. Devon had said the same thing. How odd.
“You saw, Daddy and I?”
“I missed the beginning. I was late, as usual. I saw how Paul was with you. I watched him rip the condom off and I was stunned. But I quickly realized why. It was different with you. I saw how shy you were when he boasted to the crowd. I saw your face, he didn’t, though he realized that you were embarrassed and tried to comfort you. Devon was anxious to meet you but then you ran away. He had to leave for business, so I waited. I thought that if he was as entranced as Paul, they would seal the deal. Then it was my turn to be gone, I just got back tonight. Paul really wanted us to meet in person. He has been giving me hints about you. Devon hasn’t said much, which actually says a lot for him. That’s the only reason I agreed to come tonight, but everything they have said and not said is so obvious after meeting you. You are captivating, Serena. I know you had sex with them both upon meeting them. I want that too. If you’re okay with that?”
That was quite a speech and more than either Devon or Paul had said to me when I first met both of them.
“Help me out of this dress,” I told him as I stood up.
Garrett reached for my zipper on the back of the dress, and slowly pulled it down, like unwrapping a gift. He peeled the dress off my shoulders and it soon fell at my feet. I sat back down so I could take off my shoes.
Garrett watched me, his eyes full of emotion now. I ducked my head shyly.
“You are just as beautiful as I thought you would be.”
He stood next to me, pushing his hands into my hair, then he pulled me close and kissed me for the first time.
His plush lips were gentle at first, exploring my mouth, the shape of my lips. But soon he was devouring me, and I was moaning into his mouth. His touch was light as he ran his fingers up my sides and around to my breasts.
Soon kissing wasn’t enough.
Garrett dropped to his knees before me. I inhaled sharply. Was he…?
“May I?” He asked gently, as he moved his face close to my sex.
“Oh yes,” I said softly.
He spread my legs a little and then placed his mouth directly on my clit and began to suck.
My knees began to shake almost immediately. His eyes held mine and I wonder if this was another thing he had never before done with a woman. Not because he wasn’t good at it, but because of the wonder in his eyes.
He let me go for a moment to say, “Delicious,” before placing his mouth and tongue back where I needed them the most.
“Oh!” I yelled as I felt an orgasm start to peak.
He thrust two fingers inside me and that was all it took. I gushed into his mouth. I started to wobble on my feet, weakened in my knees from the pleasure.
Garrett stood quickly, putting his hands on my waist and guiding me backwards towards the bed. He sat me on the edge but then helped me scoot to the center. I was staring at him through a foggy gaze. His eyes never left mine.
He was still fully clothed but had, at some point, taken off his shoes. He put a pillow under my head and began to kiss me again. His tongue ran over my lips, and I parted them for him. He took advantage and thrust his tongue in to tangle with mine. He held my head still so he could kiss me at the angle he wanted.
I tasted myself on him, a musky scent, to be sure. I sucked on his tongue, and he moaned. Then he laid me back and hovered over me, still devouring my mouth.