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"Please have a seat," I said, inviting her to sit in one of the chairs on the patio, the warm, Fresno night air not allowing us to become chill. "Before beginning to explore your feelings about submission on Thursday. I wanted to discuss some things with you, but even before that, I need to call Chen. I wish you present for the call. He will know you're on the phone. There will be no secrets about what I'm doing. Do you understand?"
"I think so."
"Submission, or sex slavery in Lisa's and my life, is a state of mind, as much as it is about sex. It's a natural order of things, not merely Master telling us to do something and we obey. I'm a sex slave, no matter if Master is here with us or not. It permeates our lives. If you want to understand this, who and what we are, and why, you need to comprehend this state of mind. My spending a few hours with you once or twice a week will never allow you to understand. If we do this for you, it needs to be an every day thing. I'm not saying I will work with you every day, only that you will be in a full time state of submission, beginning today. Is that agreeable to you?"
"I don't know. I suppose it depends on what you're asking of me all the time."
"Fair enough. The first thing I'm asking is for you to address me as Mistress every time we speak, publicly and privately. If we are out in public, you may use ma'am or Miss, but you will always address me with respect. Can you do that?"
She didn't answer immediately, thinking. "Yes, I can do that."
"I can do that what?" I said.
Comprehending, she said, "I can address you respectfully, Mistress."
"Very good. Next. From now on, you may not wear slacks, pants, underwear or anything which restricts access to your cunt. When you work, eat out, shop, you will only wear dresses and skirts with nothing underneath. Your body essentially belongs to me from now on. Around your house, you will be nude, constantly. You may wish to adjust your thermostat to compensate for your lack of clothes. The one exception to that rule is your exercise clothes at the gym. That is the only time your cunt will be covered, including your dates with Chen from now on. Your sexuality will also belong to me. You may not have orgasms without my express permission, beginning immediately. Do you understand and will you comply?"
She was silent a lot longer this time, considering where she went and what she did every day, how she would dress. I waited. She needed to understand what her consent would mean.
"Yes, Mistress," she answered.
"Since your sexuality now belongs to me, I want you to masturbate while I'm on the phone with Chen. You may cum. This will be the last time you have permission to cum until Thursday, though I will ensure you're kept in a state of high arousal from now until then."
Again, the delay as she considered my orders. Finally, she spread her legs and started touching herself, blushing.
"You should acknowledge all orders," I warned.
"Yes, Mistress, I'll do as you say." She kept masturbating.
I picked up my phone and called Chen, putting it on speaker.
"Hello,"
"Good evening, Chen," I said. "I'm here with Janet and Lisa and you're on speaker. Janet has indicated to me she was interested in further exploring her feelings and attitudes towards submission and has asked that I try to help her understand. She's said she's spoken to you and expressed this to you, telling you."
"She did."
"Master has indicated to me, I may help her explore these feelings as long as you know and have no objection. Do you have an objection?"
"I don't believe our relationship has yet extended to the place where I feel I can object to anything Janet does. She's a grown woman and she's able to do what she wants. I'm not her Master, nor even her husband. I should have no bearing on what she does."
"Very commendable, Chen, but Scott wants to ensure he does not harm his relationship with you. I'm not the only person with whom Janet can explore her nature and feelings with. You met Mistress Dark. She could instruct Janet as easily as I and possibly, with more skill and understanding. You have no relationship with her to harm. She could do this instead of me. Let me say this. It is not my intention for any man to be involved in this process during the initial stages of her exploration nor for anything more demeaning or worse to occur than what happened Memorial Day, and none of it with men. Would this particularly offend or bother you?"
I'm sure he was casting back in his memory for what happened, considering if only women doing it would be an issue.
"I don't think I can be certain one way or the other."
"Thank you for your honesty, Chen. Perhaps it would be helpful to establish a baseline in your feelings for each other. At this moment in time, do you, Chen, like Janet, and hope to continue dating her, exploring where your relationship stands and hoping for more?"
"I do. I like her a lot."
"Janet, do you like Chen and do you hope to continue dating to see where this relationship can go?"
The fact that she was masturbating during this conversation must have been arousing to Janet. She appeared close to cumming.
"I like him very much and would like to continue dating no matter what," she said. I motioned to her to continue. She realized what I wanted. "Mistress."
Janet held her breath and it was only with the utmost of effort that she kept from screaming as she brought herself to release. I motioned to her to keep going, keep touching herself. I don't know if Chen could hear it over the phone, but I could hear the slick sounds of her fingers squelching through her cunt.
"Janet, do you foresee any changes in your desire to continue dating Chen regardless of what you discover about yourself?"
"No, Mistress," she replied.
"Do you consider yourself to be lesbian or bisexual?" I asked.
"No, Mistress."
"Do you realize as part of your exploration that I will require you to have sex with women, both giving and receiving. Does this alter your desire to explore and continue?"
Janet paused. "No, Mistress," she finally answered.
"If Chen didn't want you to continue if you were having sex with women, would it alter your desire to proceed?"
"Maybe, Mistress. I don't know. I like him and want to continue dating and I'd have to think long and hard about continuing, but I'd be torn."
"Chen, the ball seems to be in your court. Janet may not be able to proceed without your approval. Will it bother you greatly if she has sex with women?"
Chen laughed. "Not greatly. I suppose it would if she never wanted to stop. Right now, I'm mostly sorry I couldn't watch." Janet spasmed again, biting her hand to keep from making a sound.
"Perhaps that could be arranged at some point," I said. "If she's a true submissive, she should get used to having sex in front of an audience." Chen laughed again. "I'm making her masturbate herself while we're having this conversation. She's cum twice while we've spoken. I think she likes masturbating while hearing your voice."
Janet glared at me, but still squirmed harder, knowing Chen realized what she was doing.
"Really? I wondered what that sound was."
"Wonder no more. It was the sound of fingers sucking through soaking wet flesh. When I told you what she was doing, she orgasmed harder."
Chen laughed again. "Look, I can't promise you how I'll feel in a week or a month. I don't understand my own feelings about the matter any more than Janet does. I imagine I prefer she do her exploring with you rather than Mistress Dark after the way Ron came back from her. I'll try not to alter my feelings for you or Scott because she's asked you to help her explore. I think we can work through most things. I'd have a bigger problem if men were involved because I'd feel less important to her. I promise to try keeping an open mind about things. I appreciate you trying to keep me in the loop."
"Do you want to be kept apprised of what she's doing?"
"As much as it might help me fuel my fantasies of Janet, I'd feel like a voyeur. I'll let her figure out where her head is at without spying on the whole process. If you make any major changes to what you're doing, let her speak to me about what she's doing so I can reevaluate my own feelings on the matter. Janet, if you're listening, I now need to masturbate myself, I'm so fucking hard."
"She was listening Chen. She just climaxed again."
We heard him laughing as he disconnected the call.
"You must stop masturbating now, Janet." It was with great reluctance she pulled her hand from her sopping pussy. "Stand up, Janet, and follow me into the house."
I walked her back to the bedroom, Lisa holding my hand. I kept talking, explaining.
"As I said before, submission is a state of mind. It's always with me. I want it to be with you constantly as well, at least until you figure it out for yourself. Even now, instructing you, I'm a submissive. If Master were here and told me to suck his cock to orgasm, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I'm going to help you with that process, to understand that state of being. Being naked and having your sex uncovered is part of it, and so is giving someone else control over your pleasure. Constantly wearing the signs of your submission is a third. There are more before you go today. The first are slave positions. I'll show you two tonight. I want you to practice these two for fifteen minutes when you get home tonight, another half hour tomorrow. You'll be expected to perform them perfectly for me on Thursday. The first one I will show you is called the Display position. If I or Lisa tell you to display. This is what you must do. Show her the display position, Lisa."
Lisa displayed. We still hadn't had sex since Master had told us we could. Watching Lisa display made me want to fuck her. Slaves are so beautiful when they display. I kissed her. Fucking would have to wait.
"Please position yourself like Lisa."
"Yes, Mistress." Janet tried to copy Lisa's position. I made her spread her legs a little farther apart, stand straighter, put her elbows back, pulling her breasts up.
"You can see why this is called 'display'. Every feature of your naked body is on display for your dominant. They can touch you anywhere. If you were being sold, they might use this position to show you to potential buyers to inspect the merchandise. They could touch you, handle your breasts, your cunt, your ass."
I didn't touch her, but my hands went very close to her skin as I pointed to various parts of her anatomy. I could feel the heat of her. Her nipples were hard. She was flushed.
"The second position is 'kneel'. Lisa will demonstrate and I want you to duplicate it exactly." Lisa did and Janet copied her. I pushed her knees farther apart with my foot. "Again, this position exposes your assets to your dominant. It is frequently a prelude to you sucking a Master's cock or a Mistress's cunt, or for other sex, since you're now on your knees. All your dominant must do is push your torso forward and your buttocks up and you're positioned for fucking doggy style. Do it now, rock forward on your hands and show me you're ready to fuck."
"Yes, Mistress."