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JULIA
"It looked as if Master is having a good time, doesn't it?" Lisa said.
I sighed. "I hope not too good."
"We knew what we were offering when we offered it."
"We did." I looked at Lisa. "Why don't you get the strapless. I need to get fucked in the worst way. Oral alone just won't get it done tonight."
"I know what you mean. Tonight I need to feel something big and hard in my cunt."
"Exactly. Something big and hard; something like Master. And we don't even have that much time left. Watching Master fuck Dawn took a lot of our allotted time."
"I'll be right back," Lisa said. She jumped up.
Lisa did a wonderful job of fucking me tonight. I orgasmed plenty, but as well as she filled my cunt, it didn't fill the little hole I felt in my heart.
Tuesday, we worked like dogs all day, taking brief breaks for lunch and supper. Working took my mind off Master. Zoe told me when she let me know her Mistress approved of my request that Master would be offered both slaves his first and last nights, but otherwise they'd be taking turns. So it was Zoe's turn tonight. Sometimes, I didn't know which one was worse, the pregnant one he used to love, or the pretty, young, non-pregnant one he fucked last night. Tonight was yoga-swim night and at least we didn't have to go anywhere. We could stay nude until Janet and Reneé arrived.
At 5:15, Master called. He must have just gotten out of classes. He couldn't even be back at Brianna's yet.
"Good evening, Master. How may I serve you?" I asked. I waved Lisa over and put him on speaker. We were still in the basement working.
"Is Lisa with you?" Master asked.
"I'm here, sir," Lisa piped up.
"Is there something wrong, sir?" I asked.
"Nothing is wrong. Everything is right, perfect." Oh no, didn't he even miss us? "I just wanted to let you both know how happy you make me. You make my life worthwhile and nothing would be worth living without you both." Good, perhaps he did miss us. "Maybe I don't say it enough, so I wanted to call and tell you how much you mean to me." Tears started leaking out of my eyes.
"Is there anything else, Master?" I asked, hastily wiping my face, and sniffling like a little schoolgirl.
"A whole lot more. I've been unfair to you and Lisa. I want to remove your sex restrictions with each other. You can have as much sex as you want, any time you want while I'm gone. Twenty-four hours a day if you wish. It was selfish of me to restrict you."
Lisa and I looked at each other, our eyes wide, our mouths open.
"I'll trust you to get your work done, but if you need sex breaks, or whatever, it's fine." This didn't sound like Master at all. "Another thing. As long as you check with Chen, and he's okay with it, you can help Janet explore as much as she needs to. I'm sure Chen would much prefer you guiding her instead of a man." This didn't sound like Master at all, not the words. The voice sounded the same.
"I've decided what I'm going to do about your disobedience. You must tell Mistress Dark what you've done." My heart sank. "If she decides to punish you both, you'll bear the punishment. If she feels she must discipline her own slaves, you will volunteer to take the punishment for them."
This sounded like Master. "You can wait until I return before you do and I'll go with you when you explain. Perhaps I can discourage a more severe punishment."
"Yes, Master." I thought about the cane, the marks I'd seen on Slut's ass, marks which lasted for days. Well, I'd asked to be branded and those marks lasted forever.
"I thought about what you'd done and how I'd feel if someone tried to usurp my slaves. It wasn't a pleasant feeling, thinking someone else could take you from me, even if only temporarily."
"Yes, Master."
I was worried I could lose Master, letting him fuck other slaves while we weren't even there to compete. I'd been miserable all day. I could understand how it might feel the other way.
"I understand. Your punishment is just."
"I just want you to know how much I love you both, and I will always love you both and I can't wait to see you again, to thank you in person for your generosity and love for me."
"Thank you, Master."
"I need to go now. Only three more nights without you. Expect to be royally fucked on my return."
"Yes, sir, thank you sir. We look forward to it." It didn't sound as if Master was growing tired of his slaves. We hung up.
"I'm not looking forward to telling Mistress Dark what we did," Lisa said.
"I was the one on the power trip. I'll take the majority of the blame, Lisa. It's my fault. You just let it happen. I'm sorry."
"Equal partners in everything, Julia. I knew what you were doing, most of it anyway, and didn't stop it. It's my fault, too."
I kissed her. "You make a very good sister slave."
She rubbed her bottom suggestively. "Life's a bitch."
I laughed, thinking of my own.
Both Reneé and Janet were at the house by seven.
"Janet told me you've asked her to work with you as well. That's exciting. We'll all be working together," Reneé said. She was stripping off her clothes again, her top already gone.
"Before you undress, Renee, I want to make sure it's okay with Janet," I said.
"Are all of you more comfortable being nude for your exercise?" Janet asked.
All three of us said yes. That was a no-brainer for us. Yoga didn't involve a lot of bouncing, so we didn't need sports bras to protect the puppies, and swimming nude couldn't be beat.
"Have you heard back from Scott about being able to work with me on Thursday night?"
"Master has given me approval to work with you whenever you request provided I discuss it with Chen. He does not want Chen upset with us. They've been friends for many years."
"Will I be required to be naked on Thursday?" Janet asked.
"Submissives are frequently naked. If you want to explore aspects of submission, you can expect to be naked for many of them," I replied. "It is my intent you be naked on Thursday."
"Then I may as well get used to it," Janet said, removing her own clothes, though she had many more than us, folding them neatly on the patio furniture. "I'm glad I'm losing weight. Being naked when you're fat is uncomfortable."
I looked at her critically. "Whoever told you you were fat."
"The ex-boyfriend."
"Your ex was an asshole. I'd take anything he ever told you with a grain of salt. Maybe you're carrying a couple pounds more than you need. Maybe. You could use a little toning up, but I don't see you as fat at all. I don't know a single man who wouldn't give his left arm to fuck you, just the way you are. What do you think, Lisa?"
"I'd happily bury my face in her pussy? Reneé?"
"I wanted in her pussy since I've known her. You can't imagine how much I enjoyed her in mine."
Janet blushed, and we could see she got red all over when she did.
"As far as I'm concerned, making you ashamed of your body was an aspect of his emotional abuse," I said. "We'll work on strength, toning, endurance and flexibility aspects of your body, but weight isn't a fucking issue. You needn't carry any shame for the way you look."
"Thank you," Janet said, still embarrassed.
We started the yoga workout. Many aspects of it gave us the opportunity to talk.
"Do you want to be a naked sex slave, Janet? I thought you hated the whole idea of submission?" Renee asked, knowing she was willing to explore it.
"I did hate it. When you told me what you wanted to do, I thought it was detestable. I couldn't imagine the man who'd want to control another woman that way. I thought they'd be monsters. I thought the women who submitted were sick, pitiable things. I wondered why you'd do something like that, why any woman would. You seemed perfectly normal to me.
"Then I met the others, and as far as I can tell, none of you are mentally ill, your relationships to your Masters seem incredibly strong and even loving, and none of the men seem to be monsters. When you said you were punished and your Master would learn to whip you, it disgusted me. But when I witnessed it, saw how Scott told Jerry how to do it so you weren't harmed, and how you could climax from the punishment, it aroused me. When you punished me, it was painful, but not so painful I couldn't bear it.
"I don't know if I want to be a slave myself. I don't know enough about slavery or even myself; how I would respond to it. The only way to know for certain is if I experience it, starting slow, learning more about it, and more about my response to it. Julia said I may be open to some aspects of submission, without necessarily wanting to be a slave."
"When Julia told me what she wanted to do, I did some research into the topic of BDSM, in which sex slavery would fall. There is a very wide spectrum along a BDSM continuum," Lisa said. "It can extend from tickling, to being tied down or blindfolded during sex, possibly the use of handcuffs, forced orgasms, orgasm denial, sensual spankings, whippings or paddling such as you experienced at one end, all the way to more extreme fetishes such as breast or pussy torture, body modifications and piercing play, animal play, edge play, electric stimulation, hot wax, sadism/masochism and bathroom play.
"Our Master and Jerry tend towards the mild end of the spectrum where sexual arousal and eventually orgasms are important aspects of our play, hence the use of the term sex slave as opposed to just slave. Master doesn't want beasts of burden. He wants willing sex toys as sex partners.
"I think Julia would agree with me that we're unqualified to help you explore the extreme ends of BDSM, because they've never been within our experience either. All we could demonstrate would be that which is familiar to us. If you want, Wikipedia has some excellent information you should read before trying to decide what you'd like to experience for yourself. If you want more knowledge, a dominant by the name of Mistress Dark may be able to instruct you, or possibly demonstrate more extreme aspects of submission.
"We can put you in touch with her. She trains submissives and dominants, and operates a website. Master sent me to her before he accepted my submission as I'd never been enamored by the novels which intrigued Julia. He wanted to ensure I knew what I was getting into before I began my slavery. I commend your desire to learn about it and yourself, but you do realize Chen may not be interested in a sex slave don't you, assuming you're still interested in him as a partner."
"Lisa is right, but it also doesn't mean he wouldn't be interested in tying you up for sex, or using sex toys," I said. "The spectrum for dominants is obviously as wide as that for the submissive. You can't have one without the other. I can show you what I'm familiar with. In fact, I learned yesterday I might enjoy teaching aspects of it. Only Chen knows what Chen is thinking and it's why Master wants to make sure he knows what I'm doing and if he has no objection. If he does object, you'll need some other way to learn about yourself."
"Chen said he doesn't object to my knowing myself and it would be important to him for me to learn what I want for myself. I don't want him thinking I'm some kind of pervert and that he could do anything to me. I worry about talking to him about this stuff, afraid he won't like what he learns about me, but I'm determined to know."
"I would think knowing how compatible you are is an important aspect of knowing if you want to be with someone," Reneé said. "Finding what you're willing to accept and he's willing to tolerate is crucial. It's best to know things before you've put a lot of time and effort into a relationship, only to find you have a major incompatibility somewhere. I don't think you must match one hundred percent, but some things are more critical than others. It's why a submissive has a safe word. There may be something a Master is willing to try but a slave cannot tolerate."
"And remember," Lisa said, "this type of play requires a high degree of trust. Trust is established over time and with knowledge. I knew Master and Julia for many years. I trusted Julia without question and trusted her appraisal of her husband. But additionally, I witnessed his treatment of her before deciding to ask to join. If he'd mistreated her, his wife, why would he treat me any better? The knowledge you and Chen gain about each other will help you establish trust. Not even necessarily trust for a slave relationship. It could be trust about any relationship. You'd want to know he won't do the same thing your ex did; that he'll treat you with kindness and respect, honor your wishes, help you aspire to your hopes and dreams, won't tear you down, and will love you as you deserve."
"I appreciate the advice everyone. I can't believe how kind you are."
"Don't mention it, Janet," I said. "I - we - like you a lot and I think we'll be great friends. Besides, if you do end up with Chen, and I hope you do, you'll be living next door, in addition to working at our company. Best to get off on a good footing with your employees and neighbors, don't you think? Besides, you might not think I'm kind after I've finished with you."
"I can see why you like doing this nude," Janet said, getting out of the pool, the water sheeting off her naked body. "I've never been skinny dipping and this is great. No cold, damp swimsuit, the water flowing over your bare skin. I'd happily do this every time I go swimming."
"I'd like you to stay for a several minutes if you could, Janet. I'd like to speak to you. Remain nude. Lisa, please stay as well."
She nodded, wondering what I wanted. Everyone said goodbye to Reneé, the hugs we gave her naked ones, before she dressed.