Chapter 75

4 weeks.
I have been imprisoned in this prison for almost 1 month. And for a month Roseé played with me. She would take me out whenever she wanted because she knew I would look like a fool when I was outside, especially since I was blind.
Summer, Riri and Kali, they didn't do anything. They couldn't take my eyes off me. I will never see again.
Actually, I'm losing weight because I'm only fed three to five times a week. I also often have a stomach ache and I can only say one thing.
The difficulty.
Sometimes I think that maybe I have no hope. During my second week here in prison, prince Tyrone and sister Karmen visited me.
It's funny because Karmen's sister already has a sign but she's crying. Tyrone even overwhelmed her.
I didn't hug or touch them because I was embarrassed. I also didn't have a bath for 1 month, when Roseé had sex with me, she would pour water on me and chain my neck before taking me out.
Every time I stand while outside he pushes me down. He wants to make me a dog, the one who obeys his commands.
I just laugh at what's happening because I can't do anything. So I fight in case what else can I do, eh, I can't see anymore.
"Hey Sezei, let's go out again." I heard Roseé say. There was a hint in her voice that she wanted to play with me again.
"Chain him and then make him obey me!" Roseé ordered.
"Yes, Your Majesty." I heard the two soldiers answer.
I was not surprised when they pulled me and then chained my neck and forcibly pulled me out.
I suddenly fell down when Roseé pushed me. This is always my routine.
"Pour that water on it! It smells so bad! It's so smelly!" Roseé shouted. I just felt my surroundings until I just felt the water pouring on me.
Next thing they did was he pulled on the chain so I followed him like a dog.
I won't follow if the chain they put around my neck isn't painful. I'm just being obeyed because I don't want to add to my wounds.
Kali, almost every day he offers to treat me but I always refuse. They will be surprised if that happens.
"Hello ma'am, you're carrying that stinky dog ??again." I heard a woman's voice.
"Yes, Your Majesty, when was the last time you took a bath?" I heard Roseé laugh before answering.
"My dog ??hasn't had a bath for a month. That's why he also smells bad for a month." The three of them laughed at what Roseé said.
I lay down when I just felt the kicks hitting me. It's always like this but I can't do anything because I'm still miserable.
I cry every time I think I can't do anything.
"Stand up!" They stopped kicking me so I immediately followed them.
I stood up. But I didn't expect that when I stood up, I was dizzy and out of balance, it was just fine and someone was supporting me from behind.
I immediately walked away from it. My look and smell were embarrassing.
"I'm sorry." I was impatient and backed away but I hit Roseé.
"What! Don't stick to me! You're disgusting!" He shouted then pushed me so I fell down again.
"Sezei."
I stopped standing when I heard that voice. His voice that I miss so much. Yes, I miss him so much. But I'm scared.
"Lord Evin, what are you doing here?" Roseé asked Lord Evin.
"Your Majesty." I heard two women say.
"Sezei."
I was startled by someone holding my hand so I backed away. I was scared.
"Sezei." He took my hand again but I backed away again.
"L-Stay away n-I'm begging you." I said as my tears flowed.
I was suddenly surprised when he pulled me and hugged me.
"L-Lord Evin, I'm dirty—"
"I don't care."
"I'm stinky-"
"I don't care."
"But Lord Evin I'm afraid."
"I won't hurt you even though you hurt me first."
I couldn't lie down because of the last thing he said. Even I would be hurt if that happened to me.
Next my tears flowed along with my weak sobs.
"I miss you princess Sezei." She said.
"I'm not a princess anymore Lord Evin. I don't have a title anymore." I replied here. He pulled me closer to him and tightened his hug.
"I know but you're still my princess no matter what." My tears flowed even more at what he said. Please if it was a dream I wouldn't wake up.
"L-Lord Evin what are you doing? Were going to marry soon as much as possible so I have a rights get jealos." Roseé said angrily.
"Come on Sezei, I'll let your father know." Lord Evin said as he stood up as if he hadn't heard Roseé speak. "Stand up Sezei."
I immediately stood up as he held one of my hands so I slowly stood up.
"But Lord Evin—" Sezei's words were cut short when Lord Evin suddenly spoke and started walking.
"Come on now, Sezei."
I immediately complied with it and since I could see nothing I fell down the stairs in front of me.
Fortunately, Lord Evin was ahead of me so he caught me quickly.
"What happened? Whats wrong?" He asked as I stood up.
I bowed a little before answering.
"I'm sorry I didn't see the stairs."
"Sezei, you notice everything around you so it's possible that you won't notice the stairs we're going through." Tears welled up in my eyes before answering again.
"I'm blind Lord Evin. I'm blind, I can't see anything except the dark and gloomy surroundings. I'm sorry and I didn't notice the stairs we're going through—"
"Wait w-what?" He stammered.
"I'm blind." I replied.
I could feel her tightening her grip on my hand and I could feel her trembling as well.
"They are really a bullshits! Who did that to you ?! I'm going to bury their lives!" I shook his hand then spoke to calm him down.
"I'm the one who's blind but you're the one who's angry. I should be the one who's angry, I should be the one to take revenge." I said while still holding his hand.
"No Sezei, For now I'm going to fight for you, I want to take revenge and fight for you. I want to do that for you. It's just stupid that there is no reward."
"Too bad Lord Evin, I'm in danger?" I laughed softly at what he said.
"Yes darling you are in danger to fall." I raised an eyebrow at what he said.
"To fall?"
"Yes darling, to fall, to fall for me in the deepest atmosphere." He replied then lifted me.
"Lord Evin where are we?" I asked as the carriage we were riding in stopped.
"Call me darling." I blinked at his answer. That was not the answer I expected from him.
"Ahm—"
"Or Evin." My mouth fell open and I quickly picked it up.
Why is he acting like this?
"Okay darl — I mean E-Evin." It's a bit awkward for me to call him darling.
"Get used to it, I like the darling endearment but you look nervous when you attempt to say it and seem awkward to you." He said laughing and I felt the carriage move.
"Come on." He said.
"Alright wait for me." I said and my father came down when he took my hand then I felt him put it on his shoulder.
"Wait what are you going to do — wait!" I was surprised when I rose into the air.
He made me.
"I don't want to make it difficult for you now. I want to make it up to you. My guilt is too big and I prefer to serve you. Just feel that I'm sincere, Sezei." He said so I lifted my head and then gave him a small smile.
"It's not your fault. I did it to you because I lied." I rubbed his face and rubbed his cheek. "Why do your cheeks seem to shrink? You seem to have lost weight?" I wondered then rubbed both his arms.
"Since the day you lied to me and left, I can't be bothered. I can't be bothered, I worried about you too much. But I was hurt, I sided with my ego that hurt me. But after a days? I always find myself in your old room. "I couldn't speak because of what he said.
"I always clean that room Sezei almost every day. The servants have offered to be the ones to clean but I always decline them."
"I want to get you back because I believe you'll come back here, you'll come back to me. I'm disgusted because my ego is biased. I'm stupid in the part where I miss you so much but I can't even get to your room even almost I was at the Stone Palace every day but I didn't expect to be tortured and made fun of. I was beaten and I got even angrier because you were blind. "My face softened and I smiled widely.
"It's not your fault Evin, I lied to you so it's only natural for you to be angry. It's okay to criticize me Evin I'll accept."
"Silly, how can I do that? I can't be angry with you for a long time but I promise I'll get it back." He said then I felt his lips touch my forehead before he started walking.
"Where are we going Evin?" I asked him again.
"In our room." He replied.
"Okay." I said but I think what I heard was wrong. "Wait, where else?"
"In our room Sezei, you and me in just one room." He replied as I stopped.
"Wait — ahm wait—"
"Sezei!"
"Princess Sezei!"
"Princess!"
My head turned in the direction where the screams came from.
"Sezei, it's good that you came back, I miss you so much!" I heard my sister Karmen shout while holding my hand.
"Me too I really miss you Princess Sezei, I'm sorry and we haven't been together in the past few weeks." I heard Tyrone explain and I smiled.
"Its okay, thats not a big deal."
"Princess, what happened to you? I'm sorry but the last news I gave you is go back to Stone Palace. I'm from the south." Isaac explained.
"I'm fine Evin took me away to the Palace." I replied to him.
"Why are you looking so straight?" He asked.
"She's blind, Roseé hurt her, manipulate her, and I'm going to revenge her soon." Said Evin who softened my heart. Evin is so protective. He really won't allow that he doesn't take revenge on me.
"Excuse me, I will take her to the room." He said and was about to walk when the three stopped him.
"Which room?" They asked together.
"Our room." Evin answered quickly and walked again until later he put me down.
"Do you want to take a bath? Eat? Are you hungry? I'll cook for you. Are you tired? Here's the bed take a rest—"
"I'm fine Evin." I happily replied to him.
"I'll take Sezei first!"
"No."
"Please brother, Karmen will be going to bath and dress her."
"No."
"Evin, I'll be back. Ate Karmen is going to do some transformation to me. I've been wanting to soak in water for a long time." I said to Evin.
A few minutes passed when I heard its sigh.
"Alright, just gave her back to me. Without a scar or else I will evict you from the palace."
"Aye aye kuya." The two answered at the same time and then helped me out of the room.
"Where is she? What have you done to her?" I heard Evin ask who was obviously very bored.
I secretly smiled at what I did before. I fell asleep while I was soaking in the spring with Ate Karmen. After that, Ate and Tyrone chose clothes for me. I don't know what clothes I chose but based on how I handled yukatas and that kimono.
Today, my sister Karmen made me wear the dress I chose. She said it was a Green Lotus Yukata. It had pearl designs and they put a headlace on me.
They said there was a festival in the kingdom so they made me wear it.
"She's here brother. Safe and more beautiful." I heard Tyrone answer. Ate Karmen laughed so they led me into the room.
"Get her brother, we'll go to the Royal hall first. See you around brother, Sezei." Sister Karmem said goodbye.
"Yeah, see you later to you." Tyrone also said goodbye. I heard their footsteps moving away at the same time as someone was holding my hand.
"Evin?" He was probably holding my hand. "Is there a problem?" I asked.
"You are the problem darling." I frowned then turned my head in his direction.
"What?"
I heard him laugh and touched my shoulder.
"Your beauty is stunning as fuck so I'm afraid to lose you again." I was really surprised by what he was saying.
"To lose me again?"
"Yeah." He chuckled then tap my chin. "Yes, I'm afraid to lose you again especially if I can't do anything anymore."
I tried to sink in what he said.
"So now? I won't let them get close to you. I told you darling. I'll guard you closed all the time." He said making me laugh.
"All the time as in 24/7?" I asked.
"Yes, darling 24/7." He replied then pulled my waist closer to him then hugged me.
"I really miss you darling. So I don't want you to lose too much again. I hope you'll be with Sezei. You're still so stubborn." He said laughing but I kept smiling.
"Evin?" I called to him.
"Hmm?"
"I miss you." I said but I didn't immediately hear a response. I felt the tightening of his grip on my waist.
I was almost paralyzed when he lifted me up and made me sit at the table.
"Evin!" I scolded him.
"I miss you more darling." He said then put his lips into mine.
I was shocked at what he did and stiffened in my seat.
His lips moved slowly, which I soon followed. Fuck! What happened to me ?!
He pulled me closer to him as I wrapped my hand around his neck.
"Sezei."
"Evin."
We mentioned each other's names almost at the same time when there was a sudden knock so I immediately backed away and pushed Evin slightly.
"Fuck." He cursed. "Who's there ?!" he shouted.
I felt the arms wrap around my waist and slowly lower me to the table.
"Its me couz." Replied the man from outside.
Evin and I walked out when he suddenly cursed.
I heard someone suddenly run.
"Harry, you are a fucking moron! I'm going to kill you right now!" He shouted then left beside me.
"Evin? Are you going to leave me hear?" I asked him. I heard him sighed then wrapped his hand around my waist again.
"Maybe I can kill him next time." He replied then helped me walk.
"Youre silly Evin."
"I know darling, I know."
As we walked I heard screams and music.
This pleasure is very grand. But what is it for?
"Evin? What is this celebration for?" I asked Evin.
He pulled me closer to him and then whispered.
"Surprise darling." He whispered as I stopped.
Surprise?
Wait! I don't get—
"Surprise Princess Sezei Ignite Stone!" I was surprised when they all shouted at the same time.
I don't know what to say.I'm crying with joy!
"Thank you." I thanked. I really don't know what to say because I don't know anything.
"How did you plan this Evin?" I asked him as he mimicked me sitting in the chair.
"Just now. Before we left your palace, I had a servant and a soldier come here to prepare this event." He explained. "Did I surprise you?" He asked hesitantly.
I laughed softly at him before answering.
"You surprised me Evin. I liked it. I love it cause you planned this for me. I appreciate this. You made an effort Evin so don't think that I didn't even like it." I replied happily. "I liked it all. Evin, cause you made this for me. "
"Thank you darling, thank you." He hugged me in grateful.
"You said earlier that you would let me know to father. But you didn't." When I opened the topic to him. He separated from our embrace then he held my hand.
"I thought that my father's soldiers might block us. Much better to leave you immediately. At least you're here next. No one will hurt you again because you're in the territory." He answered me and kissed the back of my palm.
"Thank you," I said and hugged him. "Darling."