Chapter 83

"Wait? You summoned that?" Mildred asked Evin. "I thought Sezei have the Asnamon? How did you do that?" She looked at Evin in surprise.
"I'm not the one who summoned that, my darling, she is the one who summoned it." Evin replied then waved his sword then attacked the monsters released by Mildred.
"D*mn! Then why can't I source her presence here ?!" he shouted while trying to find me.
Evin hid me in the tower of flags before he left me.
I also wanted to fight and help them but I was still really weak.
I don't know what's happening to me but Xayah hasn't done anything bad to me before so it's impossible for her to do that.
"Come out there you b*tch or I will k*ll these royalties!" He shouted so I was stunned.
"Shut up!" I heard Aunt Karmen shout. "Don't show yourself Sezei!" She shouted and I heard her suddenly moan.
"Sh*t up! Kill them all!" He shouted, making me nervous.
I can't do nothing, I can't just hide. I'm the owner of the Asnamon brand, I can't just be here. If they die, I can never forgive myself.
"But your majesty is your son?" Aveia suddenly asked me.
I bowed down because I didn't know. I can't die. When I die, my child will also die.
"What am I going to do? Mildred will kill them while I'm here and hiding." I said and I couldn't stop my tears from flowing.
If I fight how many lives can I save? If I hide only my child and I can survive. I can also save them both.
"I will fight Aveia." I said to Aveia then stood up.
"But ma'am, how is your son?" He asked anxiously so I looked at my stomach.
"I will do everything to save her and them as well." I replied to her then quickly my eyes searched for Mildred.
"I will do everything to protect your son majesty." Aveia said so I looked at it again.
"Thank you Aveia, thank you." I also thanked him before he merged with my body.
"Eat her!" I was about to look at the source of that voice when a big monster was planning to eat me.
I jumped on the tower where I was. I was about to reach the branch of the tree so that someone could catch me.
I would have looked back at whoever had joined me when I saw the monster continuing to plunge in our direction.
I fired a black purpled fire then attacked the monster so it barely stopped.
"Your Majesty." The voice of a woman who was just close to me. Wait who is that? "I am Your Majesty." I looked at the one who joined me with my eyes widening. That was my form when I released the monsters here.
"Hide that majesty." It said to me before I lay down.
"But I can't hide, the opponents will kill them, Ate Karmen." I replied with a slight smile.
"That's why you chose Asnamon." He said then looked at me. "You really deserve your majesty." He added that I laughed softly.
"S*lly, there are many more options for Asnamon but why me?" I asked then the blackhole blocked the monster from coming towards us again so it got in there.
I quickly closed you when he suddenly answered.
"I will also ask you ma'am, why are they? If you deserve more." He said making me laugh again.
"Cause I do anything better than the others?" I asked here.
"Maybe." He replied then left in front of me before helping Evin fight.
I saw Tyrone, Isaac and sister Karmen tied to the side while being held by monsters.
"Evin! They're Ate Karmen!" I shouted and ran in their direction.
"I can't help them I can't get close!" He shouted back before the sword stabbed his opponent. "Why are you here so you can fail ?!" I ignored him and listened to him.
I could do nothing but approach Aunt Karmen floating the monsters before I put them in the blackhole.
"Sezei!"
"Are you all right?" I asked them as they removed their shackles.
"It's okay but the palace," Tyrone said after I untied it.
When I finished releasing them, my head suddenly ached again. I was weak.
"Are you okay Sezei?" Isaac asked me but I couldn't answer.
"Your body," Tyrone said but I kept my eyes closed.
"That curse, did you kill my son ?!" Mildred shouted, what a curse she was saying.
I tried to open my eyes. My eyes widened staring at my hands and feet. It was full of black veins. Curse?
"What did you do to my son ?!" he shouted and in a flash he choked me while floating in the air. "Did you kill him ?!"
"O-Oo p*natay ko siya." I replied while trying to loosen his hand on my neck.
"Oh, how fast karma is," he said then let out a loud laugh. "Don't you know that my son is cursed? That when he dies, the one who killed him will also die, and that's the only way for the Asnamon brand is back to me! "it shouted, die? me? I can't!
"Let me go." I said softly.
"Sezei!" Evin shouted as he tried to avoid the monsters that were blocking its path.
"Your Majesty!" I heard Aveia shout from below.
"You will pay for what you did to my son. I will kill your son too!" He shouted but he stopped tightening his hand on my neck when someone shouted.
"Let him go Mildred!"
I tried to see who it was that caused my tears to flow.
"A-Father." I insisted and then turned my gaze to my sister Roseé who was with her.
"Release my daughter Mildred!" Dad shouted then drew his sword.
"You've lost my power, who helped you? Your son?" He asked then I was released on the air but I saw my father run quickly before catching me.
"Father?" I said then touched his face.
"Son, forgive your father son. I have done many things that you did not like and still be with you. Forgive me because I let Mildred control my spirit. Forgive me son, forgive me even though I know there is no forgiveness all I've done to you. "he apologized as his tears flowed.
"I didn't harbor any anger in you father, I forgave you for a long time. I'm sorry and I worried about you." I cried and then hugged my father tightly.
"Sezei! It's okay and you're safe!" Aunt Roseé cried as her father approached us.
"K*ll them all! There's no life left!" Mildred shouted as she approached us — no!
"Ate!" I shouted loudly but it was too late.
"Roseé!" General Pierce shouted and he was about to approach his sister when the monster's tail pulled him away causing him to spit out.
"Son! Roseé! P*kill you Mildred! P*kill you!" I got on my knees because my knees suddenly softened.
Dad left me and then fought with Mildred.
Sister, she tried to move even though Mildred's sword was already stuck in her stomach. She looked at me which made me cry even more.
"Darling are you alright ?! Please speak up!" Evin shook me then wiped my tears.
I couldn't speak and turned to my sister again.
"A-Ate." I said softly but he just smiled at me before his body finally fell to the floor.
My surroundings, very chaotic.
One by one. Nothing good is happening. A princess even killed the Stone family. I lost another one of my loved ones, an important person in my life. My only sister.
They do all this because of me, but because of the Asnamon brand, I hope everyone here lives well. There is no chaos and only freedom and pleasure will prevail.
"It's mine Evin." I said to Evin before snatching his sword but he didn't let go.
"I know what you're up to Sezei and I won't allow that." He said but I didn't listen to him and finally snatched the sword.
"I'm not asking your permission Evin," I said then glanced at him. "I will fight, I don't want important people in my life to escape." I added.
He didn't answer and looked around. I stood up and chanted the sword to cause it to fire.
"Be careful Sezei, I beg you." He said then hugged me tightly. "I don't want you to be among the deceased either. I agreed because I trust you. I shed my tears again then nodded quickly.
"Promise." I replied before parting from her embrace and quickly kissed her on the cheek then ran in the direction of Mildred and father.
"Father! Back off!" I shouted, which my father did immediately. I saw my form run next and it seemed like he wanted me to hold his hand.
"Majesty!" He shouted so even though I was confused I held his hand.
In an instant, our bodies became one. My system was full of energy.
I jumped high and then released a big ball of fire. Mildred avoided that but not her monster.
He opened many and large portals in front of him following the release of various kinds of monsters.
Sina ate Karmen!
I created a barrier around sisters Karmen, Isaac and Tyrone so they wouldn't be hurt by the monsters.
"You're good Sezei, but I'm not done with you yet." Mildred said then motioned to attack me.
As he did I also created a massive blackhole following the release of the monsters.
"Only the two of us should count, no one else should be involved in this." I said then created a big barrier that only we are monsters and we are inside.
"Sezei! What are you doing ?!" I heard Evin shout from outside the barrier. I didn't look at him and glared at Mildred who was just smiling at me.
I'm going to die too, because of the curse on his son. Why haven't I harnessed my power yet? Even in exchange for that, my son and I will live.
"Ate." I said before raising my sword.
"Start!" Mildred shouted then water balls threw stones at me but I avoided it and hit a monster of mine which turned to ice and then broke.
Mildred and I hit each other with swords but she kicked me causing me to back away.
I rose into the air while avoiding the fights of our monsters and then fired a series of fires at him.
He avoided the others but I still hit him. In a flash I choked him in the air.
"P" You killed my sister! Don't you really have a conscience? Because of power you still have to fight? "I told him angrily but he just laughed.
"Let's increase the anger you feel." He said. "I also killed your mother. I killed her and you should have been with me but you survived!" He shouted which only added to the anger I felt.
My grip on his neck tightened as my tears flowed unceasingly. My mother,
"How did you do that to us ?!" I shouted at him but he lost his grip on me. I seemed to be paralyzed suddenly, what's going on?
It took my sword while I remained paralyzed. I couldn't even speak.
To him he would shout what prevailed around me, the growl of the monsters and the laughter of Mildred.
"You're a worthless princess, after you I'll follow them." He said and pointed in the direction of his father and Evin who were trying to break the barrier.
"Majesty!" Shouted Aveia who was below Mildred and me. Why was she there ?!
'Go away Aveia!'
'But how can you, Your Majesty, I can't leave you—'
'Go away!' I shouted in my mind.
"Ooh who is that? Is he with you too?" Mildred asked then the sword pointed in the direction of Aveia who was running towards the outside of the barrier. I knew she could pass my barrier, she was a spirit of Asnamon who took human form.
"H-Don't move him." I said forcefully and forced my body to move.
I felt that my body was back in control so I quickly grabbed his neck and then set my hand on fire.
But at that time I felt something strange.
A cold metal pierced my womb along with the flow of fluid in my thigh that came from my womanhood. I was also bled by what he did.
"N-Now we're fair." He said forcefully before stabbing me again with the sword he was holding.
"A-My child, a-my child." I cried as I looked at the sword I had stuck in my womb and the blood flowing down my thighs. "I-I can't."
In my anger I took the sword that was pointed at me and then repeatedly stabbed Mildred.
I didn't stop stabbing him until I felt weak. My body was numb so in my last attack I cut off his head at the same time as his monsters disappeared.
I didn't know what happened next because of the numbness of my body.
"Sezei!"
"Son!"
"Sezei! Don't! Don't let go Sezei! Don't leave us! Don't leave me Sezei." Evin shouted as he shook me and lifted me up.
"Don't leave us Sezei!"
"Son don't leave your father!"
I still have a lot of screaming and crying to be heard but I can no longer tolerate the numbness of my body.
All I could feel was my shaking because of Evin's running.
"E-Evin," I call to it as he runs.
"Shh, don't say that as long as you just stay awake I'm okay there." He said making me smile.
There were tears dripping from my eyes and I tried to reach Evin's face which was obviously very worried.
"I-I'm sorry E-Evin. It's really not like that." I said while trying to breathe. I was short of breath and any time my body would definitely give up.
"No, don't talk like that Sezei!"
"No Sezei, don't leave us all!"
"Son, we all beg you to fight even for a moment!"
"Sezei please don't do this to us."
"Hold on, Sezei, please be patient!"
I cried even more when they begged me to stay alive. That I still fought for them but it looks like I'm going to be selfish now because I really can't.
"E-Evin I'm tired. I-I want to rest now please." I said here and still tried to breathe.
"I don't like Sezei, I don't like it, I can't." She cried but I shook my head.
"I-I love you Evin, I will try to be born again even in the next few lives. I won't promise but I will try to get you back. I-I hope you remember me even in the next life. I hope I still am also Evin, d-darling. "I told him before finally turning a blind eye and leaving them.
'Forgive me, forgive me all.'
"Brother, where are you going?" Karmen asked me as I arranged my belongings.
"Maestro Euzo, I know he knows something about the Asnamon and Percia brands. I'm sure he knows a lot." I replied and put on my cloak.
"But brother Isaac can he rule the kingdom?" He asked so I sighed before facing him.
"He's your older brother too, trust him like you trusted me before. I know he can handle it." I replied and he nodded. "I'm leaving and maybe darkness will catch up with me on the way."
I took my things and went out with him.
He took me in the carriage I would take to the northern island where Maestro Euzo lived.
"You're really going to do everything to remember him even in the next life what? You're different Evin." Aziro suddenly replied just getting off his horse.
"Well, I really love her. I can't get married if I don't present her at the altar." I said and she laughed.
"That's why you resigned as Lord of the palace because you don't want to be tied to others." He said and I just laughed.
"I just have to wait, I know he will come back. He didn't promise but I hope because he said so." Aziro touched my left shoulder then spoke.
"She's lucky to have you. You're still loving her even though she's dead." I just smiled at her. There's nothing like the love I feel for her so that's why and I'm doing everything to wait even in the next life.
Sezei's POV
The lightness of my feeling, the softness of my bed. The sweetness on the skin of the breeze. I didn't feel any pain or anything.
It all seemed like a nightmare.
Gradually I looked up and a bright palace opened up before me.
The bed I was lying on was in the middle while women surrounded me while crouching.
"Where am I? Who are you?" I asked them but no one answered.
My forehead furrowed as I saw myself in the large mirror attached to the wall.
"What do I look like?" I asked in surprise while holding the long white dress and a hairvine attached to my loose hair.
Wait? Asnamon! Am I dead? Is this heaven ?! Look!
"Your Majesty." I turned to the woman who spoke. She was wearing the same dress I was wearing but she didn't have a hairvine.
"Your Majesty? Am I dead? Why do you call me Your Majesty?" I asked in surprise.
"You stayed alive, Your Majesty because only your human body died." So I'm really dead ?! Wait, what's going on ?!
"Your Majesty? Why do you call me Your Majesty? Am I dead?" I asked them in surprise.
"Don't you still know son?" Suddenly replied the woman who had just arrived. Wait?
"Mother?" I said with a smile.
I walked over to him and with a smile on his face he hugged me tightly.
"I saw all the hardships you went through. I'm sorry and I couldn't help you. I wasn't by your side to guide you but you overcame all that by yourself." Mother said as her voice trembled. he also caused me to cry again.
"Mother, my a-child. I don't know what to do. Mother's pain, I didn't even give birth to her." Sobbing I said then broke away from my embrace with her.
"I'll ask you son," he said so I looked at it. "Answer that truthfully." I nodded here he smiled.
"Do you want to rest?"
"I want to rest for a while." I replied to him.
"Are you ready to be hurt if your beloved man is with another woman?" I was stunned by his question. But when you think about it, it looks like that's what will happen.
"Yes mother I'm ready." I replied.
"Your child's life or your life—"
"My son." I answered so quickly that he laughed softly.
"Will you trade being a royalty here for your rebirth?"
"Yes mother, I prefer to be born again because I know I will come back." I hope I will come back even if I'm not sure.
'Evin, I wish I was still a darling.'
"Good, even if you don't answer my questions I'll still let you come back to the world." I frowned at my mother.
"Coming back? Does that mean I won't be born again?" I asked him as he nodded. He held my head then gently stroked it.
"Yes son, but I want you to give birth to my first grandchild here." Grandson? What d-daw?
"But mother, my womb was stabbed and I was shot." I said to her as she nodded.
"The same thing happened to me then. I died but I gave birth to you here and came back to life." My eyes widened at what my mother said.
"You mean the fire was your mother's second death?" I asked as he nodded.
That means I can be with Evin again, I can be with them all again.
"Sister Roseé mother? Where is she?" I asked here.
"He didn't die, he just died but he survived." I breathed a sigh of relief at what my mother said.
I am so grateful and I still have the opportunity to return to the world with my son.
I kind of jumped because of the sudden movement of what was in my stomach.
Wait? I guess the speed of my stomach is growing?
"Surely your return to the world is another generation that lies. I think a minute here is a day more than that." I seem to have taken my breath away from what my mother said. ? Or maybe they live in another person?
"There's a way for them to remember you."
"Which way? Tell me mom."
"The way Sezei is in the world. It's not you who should do that but them."
He replied then lost his smile on his lips before slapping me hard.
No, it's not just a slap. It's possible that I get dizzy with just a simple slap.
"I-Mother, b-why?" I said before they dragged me and fainted.