Chapter 75

"You do not have to be so hard on yourself." Seeing the sound of his voice really put a big shock on her face.

"How did you get in here? Last time I checked, I locked all the exits into my house because I didn't want anyone to come consoling me anymore." She said to him immediately as she found out that he was the one.

"No! you do not seem to be ok at all, you need someone by your side." He said to her as he tried his best to speak in the best way he could.

"How do you know that? You are not in my mind so I do not know how you could find out that I am not happy at all." She said to him as she does not even feel happy to be seeing him in her house.

"You, never changed, why do you still feel irritated by my presence? And you do not have to, why on earth are you like this?" He asked her.

"No! It's not like I feel irritated by the things you do, or by seeing you around, the only thing is that I did not feel like I need anyone by my side." She said to Seth Diego.

"Lisa! I understand how you feel right now, it isn't something you can tell all by yourself, it is something that you would have to hear from somewhere else." Seth said to Lisa.

"Ohh! Really? I do not understand you, what do you mean by that? You have not said anything that I seem to be understanding in any way." Sharonsaid in a confused manner.

"Can you see! I haven't even said anything much and you are already blowing up, I know you do not like me but at least for Daniel.s sake." He said to her as he left a very innocent face to that.

"I seem like you are not telling me something, you prove to care but what I can see is nothing more than sadness and sorrow." He said to her,

"Oh really!? you do see that now? Tell me what else do you see apart from sadness and sorrow! I think you can see me in agony as well, and also you can see me crying or begging for help, tell me more? I would like to know you more, since you now prove to know more and can see things that I cannot even feel or see in myself." She said to him as she left a very annoying look at that.

"Ok, can I put it this way? Why do you take every single word I say as an offense, why do you always see the little things I say as a million words? like I don't seem to get it." Seth said to her.

"It's not about me, it is you who have the problem, you say some words that you aren't supposed to be saying at that particular time, or let me put it this way, you say some words that at the wrong time like you say it all the time you're not supposed to be saying it." She said to him as she gave an uncertain look to top that up.

"Wait! Can you tell me or just simply point out what I have done wrong? I did not understand you at all, you should know that I mean no evil here, I am only trying to help you." He said.

"Really? You are trying to help me right? Ok and what brought the issue of being evil and not being evil? Because, I never said anything related to being evil." She said to him,

"Ok! Can I get your point? Like I would really love to know what you are talking about? I would love to know why you are so worked up about the whole thing? And for the evil and not being evil thing, I didn't mean it that way, I was only trying to clear things up, I still don't understand why you are so hot about the whole thing I am talking about." He said to her as he was already getting a bit aggravated.

"I think you've always said you're welcome and I guess it's best to leave now, I did not understand why you are already getting aggravated in my own house, after all I never begged to to be here, I don't even want you here, so I don't still understand why you are here, what are you here for? You do not need to be here." She said to him, as she was indirectly leading him on the way out.

"Can you please try calming down? I didn't plan for all this, like I never came here for all this, you know that I am not here to make you sad." He said.

"Really? So what are you here for then.?" She said to him,

"I am here to comfort you, to make you happy, to take away all your sorrows and also to comfort you in the best way I can, my friend is gone, and I know he would never be happy to see you in such a bad way." he said to her.

", really? My life is all about sorry now right, I've gotten to that now right, urgent that I sent off me not being able to comfort myself, and I think I am so sad and in so much sorry to the extent that some people could leave your work or something more important to come and console me? Is that how I'm supposed to be, or let me say is that how you are strongly into." She said to him as she gave him some kind of angry look.

"You know what, point of correction, I am not in any way so sad, and secondly my husband is not dead he is sleeping and he will be back soon, so I don't know why you are so bothered about me." She kept on saying to him.

"Ok, calm down, I know you are angry with me but, you do really have to calm down, you do not in any way need to be so mad at me, you do not deserve all this that you are doing to yourself." He said to her as a means of calming her down.

"Can you just shut it from there, please I do not want to hear any word concerning Daniel.s misfortune again." She said to him angrily.

"Like seriously? What with the sudden loss like I don't get you, I'm trying to understand what you are saying but I can't, I can't get it at all." He said to her as it clearly shows all over her face that she wasn't in any way happy with the way she has been responding to him lately.

"What don't you get? That's the word that gets me more aggravated, what do you seem not to understand, okay let me make it clear to you what I'm trying to say is that I did not actually want to see you around me, I don't want to get some damn advice from you and neither do I care if you come to comfort me or not, and in all, I do not like you around me, I want to see this but you are forcing out of me like you want to see the black side of me okay let me see it out to you now because I don't like anything to bother me at the end." She said to him as she did not even give a pause to it at all.

"I'd like to make everything know to you now because, anytime I see you, there is this kind of uncertain feelings that I cannot even explain myself, like I show this negative five and negative connection, this connection that don't seems right at all, like I did not in any way like you face, I didn't even want to see you around me I don't want to see you concerning me because you were not paid to do so you are not my special adviser, so I will gladly advise you to leave now." She said to him.

"Yes, I know I'm not a special advisor to you and I know that I am not in any position to advise you in any way I like, but to be sincere I mean no negative vibe or the whole negativity you've been saying so far, all I want is to see you happy and to hear a good voice from you." He said to her.

"But what did I tell you I don't need all of this I don't need the whole advice I don't need you to see me happy, and what if I tell that I don't want you to see me happy, and I even feel sad, so what if I tell you I find it as a good thing?" She asked him questions that she didn't really feel happy asking.

"For? Like are you being serious right now?" Seth Diego asked Lisa.