~ To be my light ~

* Blaze’s Pov *

I carried Anna back to the helicopter; I wanted to stay here with her and spend the entire day before going back to our home, but after everything, it’s not safe here anymore.

Securing her in my lap, soon we were flying; Anna still conscious from earlier shock, I did not wake her because I don't know how to explain this situation to her.

When we settled, I looked at her face, a frown plastered on her face; I lowered my face and kissed her eyes and her lips. I wanted to coax her, but I don’t know if she will give me a chance when she wakes up, nor am I expecting any willingness.

Anna never witnessed such a violent scene; that’s why I wanted to keep her out of everything. I built this castle outside the city on an island because I want to keep her away from all the devil eyes who are eyeing me and when they will find out about Anna. They will try out of any line to harm me through her.

When we were near our home, she suddenly woke up with a scream, 

“No,” she jumped, but I held her tightly in her place so that she wouldn't jump carelessly.

“Love,” I gently called her. I did not expect, not even in my dream, never thought it would be possible after she had to go through.

Anna hugged me tightly and sniffed my scent, keeping her eyes on my neck. My entire body froze.

“Love,” I called her once again, feeling her shaking,

“Are you alright? Anna asked me in her horse voice. My mind went blank, with shock and joy. Did I hear her right?

“Love, what happened? I failed to hide the excitement in my voice; I want to hear again if she cares about me in this state.

Anna suddenly let go of my neck, and it disappointed me, but soon it filled with happiness.

She catches my face between her palms and stares at me “are you okay, sorry I was scared suddenly and lost my senses, are you hurt? Did anyone hurt you” she asked with tears in her eyes.

She finally gave out her real self; I don’t know what to say at that moment; I jumped on her lips and caught them like they would vanish if I don’t.

She didn’t struggle with me this time but hugged my neck and kissed me back, finding full access to the entrance inside her mouth. I refused to give her any chance to regret anymore; I want her to breathe me inside and feel me inside her breath.

My tongue tangled with her, and I sucked her hard; my hand was itching to touch her body, and I followed my heart and touched her belly at first over her clothes.

Oh god, she is damn soft and hot; I felt my hand hurt from her warmth, but I need to feel her more, even if it burns my whole; I want to drown myself in this fire pit.

I thought Anna would stop me, but she didn’t, as if she was permitting me to touch her as I want. Fuck, please stop me, girl; otherwise, I will rip you apart and set myself inside you deeply.

But that was my heart; I don't want to let it out and let her stop me. I dragged up her dress and wanted to do more when I finally returned to my senses; we are in a helicopter, and I never want our first time to happen in front of my men.

even though they never dare to look behind,

I don’t want to let this happen; every bit of her belongs to mine, even a moan from her,

and Anna will never like this.

But if I let her go right, I know this stubborn girl will never let me be her husband. Even though we already have a husband and wife on paper, I want to own her soul and body.

I let down my hand, hugged her, and continued our kiss; I wanted to keep her senses before entering our bedroom.

But what I fear has not happened. When the helicopter landed in front of our castle, I let go of her mouth. Her lips were swollen and red and looked damn hot to eat.

I thought she would jump before me, but she kept staying in the same position; instead, she tightened her hands over my neck and looked at my eyes.

I flashed something I was missing; my heart ached with a dull pain; she was worried about my safety because of the damn trap. Now I feel more guilty.

She didn't know I was a mafia, that killing and getting killed by anyone could happen Any Time, Any Place if I am careless, she might never get her old freedom from now on. Yet I dragged her inside this darkness to be my light.

Anna’s eyes did not move from my face; she looked at me without blinking her eyes as if I would vanish if she did.

I kissed her forehead. “I'm alright, Love,” I assured her. She nodded, and I jumped down, gripping her.

I took significant steps and soon entered the castle. I walked over to the living room; I looked at Anna. “Love, are you hungry? I asked, not wanting to make her tired 3when she is hungry because she is going too much energy once I start making love with her.

Anna shook her and refused; I know she was too frightened to eat anything.

I called my butler, and she came running, “make something according to Anna’s preference and keep them outside our bedroom, but don’t knock on the door, that’s all,” I ordered and already walked upstairs. I wanted to go inside as soon as possible.

I kicked open our bedroom door and kicked closed the door, didn’t bother to lock the door. My people already know today is a fantastic day in my life, and they better do as I told them.

I pushed Anna against the door and kissed her collarbone, damning her fragrance to drive me mad.

Anna was wearing a dress, so it was effortless for me to pull up her skirt and stand between her dress. She grabbed my hair and pulled me toward her more.

“Shit, Love, are you trying to kill me?” I murmured when I felt her chest rubbing against my hard chest.

I wanted to be excellent for the first time in my life, but her innocent look cost me too much; I ripped her dress neckline to get easy access, and now she was bare in front of my beast eyes, oh my god, how I missed them after getting a taste this morning.

I pushed down her bra strap and kissed her breast belly. They are hard like coconut; I know why, damn, she is untouched head to toe, remembering I'm first and last to touch her as this turns me even more.

My cock was aching in my pants, just a little more. Soon my junior was also going to get first access inside her, over one time, a lifetime.

I ripped her dress more, and her dress fell on her waist, and it did not take a second to pull off her bra from her body. Damn, she smells like heaven from head to toe.

Her twins were standing with a written invitation to them, asking me to touch them. Suck them, do everything I always dreamed of in these five years.

I touched her intricate yet beautiful breast; the feeling was incredible; I looked straight at Anna’s eyes, the lust I also felt in her eyes. I know both of us are going to enjoy this.

I lowered my head and caught one of her breasts; as I touched her with my mouth, I felt the shiver she had; I smirked, that’s all my love, I'm not stopping anymore.

I carried her, picking her up through her waist, my mouth still on her left breast.

We both jumped on the bed, which bounced when we fell; I was down and Anna on top; as we landed, I flipped and changed our position.

Finally, I'm on my comfortable way where I can see as I wanted to see her and do everything; I pushed open her legs for me and settled down between her.,

Her dress was still on her waist, which I need to peel off right now; clothes were too troublesome for me; I ripped the half-hanging dress, only one thing left in her body, her panties, I gave one tug, and the panties followed her ripped dress.

Finally, I am seeing the whole of her, completely bare and serving me. Oh god, I'm going to spend the entire night, no whole month inside her, but I don’t think one month is enough to satisfy me when I planned for the whole of my life.