Chapter 28 ~ Erase my love for him ~

* Anna’s Pov *
I felt something heavy press on my back; I felt uncomfortable; I wanted to move, but I felt he broke my waist. I opened my mouth, and a whimper left my mouth, 
Seriously, why do I have to provoke this bastard? He broke all the bones in my waist. Can I kill him? No, you can’t kill your husband; that’s what my inner voice told me?
I tried to get away from him; I needed to pee, my abdomen ached, my belly was full of urine, but he was not moving, instead tightened his hold on the waist, his left legs were over mine, with his weight, I felt my belly going to burst out.
I tried to remove him from my back, with gentle care, yet this fool looming over me even placed his face on my back. In anger, I shook him hard “get off me, ” I said.
He finally opened his eyes and looked at me with sleepy eyes “good morning, love,” he smiled so beautifully, but I'm in an uncomfortable situation; I don’t have the patience to drool over his beauty.
“First, get away from me. I need to use the bathroom,” I said, still claiming myself.
Blaze looked at me with a guilty look and loosened his hand from me, and sat up. 
“I will carry you to the bathroom,” he said and tried to pick me up, but as he removed the blanket, he was looking at me with the most lustful look, oh god, not now.
“I think you better get out of the bed and let me use the bathroom in peace,” I said, but I was in a killing mood.
He laughed, leaning backward; he picked up his shirt and gave it to me “this should be already old to you. You know how hungry I'm for you, so you better keep it in mind.” 
He teased me with a creepy smirk. I gulped hard. Bastard, you don’t need to tell me, I already know, my broken waist enough to prove you’re a beast.
I felt I'd be a fool if I argued with him right now, so silently, I put on the shirt and wanted to get off the bed, but he picked me up. Still naked, nothing was on his body.
I felt shy. How can he efficiently behave like this? I closed my eyes, didn’t dare to look at him. I heard a chuckle.
“Liked what you see. You don’t need to close your eyes; everything's all yours” he seems amused by my reaction.
I refused to look. I am a wise woman, not a fool to provoke a beast when waiting for a chance.
Finally, he put down and closed the bathroom behind him. I sighed in relief and finished doing my emergency.
I stood up and wanted to wash my hand, but suddenly the door opened from outside, and he walked inside. I rolled my eyes. Why are you here? I asked, still not looking down his waist; I didn’t dare to look; he still wore nothing, I know that.
“Love, I missed you,” he said with a smile while almost burning my heart with a passionate feeling. Is he crazy? I was just a door away from him, also only for 5 min.
What this man is thinking to do, even if he has any thoughts. I don't think my body is strong enough to take anything right now.
He slowly approached me. Every step he takes makes me anxious, but before I can ask anything else, he picks me up in his arms in princess style.
“What” I yelped from fear.
But he, like a good boy, gave me an innocent look. “I said I missed you, shouldn’t you get some compensation, ” he said wickedly. 
I put a forced smile “no, I can’t give you anything right now. I'm not in such a fit state to give you anything” I looked pitifully at him.
But he ignored my words and entered the shower. He turned on the shower, and water poured on us. As the water touched my body, I shivered from the sudden coldness, both of us already drenched head to toe,
He suddenly let me down. I thought he was letting me go, but how wrong I was to feel like this.
He grabbed me and pushed me against the wall. He trapped me between the wall and him, nowhere, leaving no way for me to run. Water drops hung on his eyelash. It made him sexier than he already was, hot as hell.
He put a hand under his shirt, which was transparent, my body on display; the white shirt was nothing because it was wet.
Blaze’s hot palm touched my body, and a shiver ran inside my intact body, his hot lips on my collarbone.
My toes curled from this familiar feeling; a moan escaped as he ripped the shirt and got open access from my body. I don’t why, but every time he touches me, all my senses run out from my brain, and I want more. 
His eyes give me the feeling I seek these years when he looks at me as if only I can do this to him and make my heart burning with possession and pride.
He slowly trailed down, leaving wet kisses all the way. He stopped on my cleavage. My nails dug on his back. He didn’t leave any room for me to reject him. I thought I stopped loving him, but it seemed it was only my word, body, and heart telling me something else.
His hand went down until he found my P****; as he touched me, I felt too good; I tried to close my legs; he stopped me, putting his left leg between my legs.
He stopped kissing my breast line and kissed my lips. We were lost in our world.
He rubbed his finger against my c****; it was too much for me; pain and pleasure mixed up together. 
“Please, ” I whispered between our kisses. I don’t know what I am asking, but I want him to fill this emptiness inside me.
I didn’t need to ask a second time; he picked me up and let me wrap my legs around his waist, opening my legs a little, he pushed his C*** in front my opening, he about to push inside me, suddenly we heard a loud bang on as if someone was trying to kick on the door, 
I was shocked and tried to push him away, but he kept me in my place; with no warning, he pushed his c*** inside me; I gritted my teeth from pain,
“Blaze, someone is here, ” I whispered after taking a deep breath, but he reacted calmly.
“I am busy,” he said, nibbling my earlobe. My heartbeat speeds up. I bite my lower lips to stop myself from moaning as loud as my throat could.
“Look at me, ” he whispered in my ear. I lifted my eyes and looked at him. The following words stunned me.
“I love you, Love, do you love me? He asked. Keep thrusting inside me, my pain-pleasure mixed up together. He was pretty rough this time.
I stayed silent, and it provoked him. He slowed down his speed but thrust deeper with slow motion. I shattered. I bit his shoulder; it was too deep; this position was too deep.
“Do you love me? He asked again. This man is going to break me into pieces. I know why he was doing this.
“I do,” I whispered, losing my voice, but enough for him to hear; I love him since I understood the meaning of love; I only loved him; five years of hate and anger was not enough to erase my love for him, never will.
* Blaze’s Pov *
I didn’t want to force her; I know she was tired enough from last night’s lovemaking session; last night, I refused to show her any mercy, I poured five years of loneliness in her, but when I saw her naked upper body, my c**** already troubled me. My entire body was on fire; I stopped myself from going inside the bathroom because I knew I would bury myself deep inside her once I entered the bathroom.
And I did. This damn shirt on her looked hot as hell, 
I don’t know from where I got such courage to ask her if she loves me or not, even though she accepted me with her body, 
but I don’t know if she forgives me from her heart and takes me in her heart, I don’t know, but my heart itching to know, even she nod it will be enough,
But seeing her silent, my brain buzzed with anger.
I know what I did to her hurt her too much, but what about my heart? I'm in pain; this girl loved me as her life, yet behaving like my wife only; I can not accept this if she thinks I am satisfied with only her body; I want her heart more than anything in this world.