Chapter 25
She was sitting idly on the sofa gazing at the room here and there. She has been completely aware of everything that where each and everything are kept.
This is what she does the whole day at home. Neither she can go anywhere nor can she talk to someone.
There was a female maid who take care of house chores. Though she doesn’t do a single work at home she feels a strong urge to do everything after she started living here alone.
But because of fear of Kawish, she becomes mum.
She was sitting engrossed in her thoughts when the sound of cloud cracking made her come out of her thoughts.
She came near to the glass wall and saw raining has started pouring heavily. She gets up from her place and was gazing at the pouring rain.
From a very early age, she really likes the rain. Instantly, a beautiful smile crept on her face, and after thinking something she went towards the lawn.
First, she was standing hesitant as fear of Kawish was also there. But thinking of his absence at home now she slowly forwarded her steps towards the wet grass lawn.
Drops of rain were pouring on her and soaking her. Noor felt a great relief inside of herself.
She further moves ahead and raises her face and closes her eyes to feel the rain on herself. By doing this, she felt solace. Otherwise, a few days earlier she has lost this solace. And the reason of it was only Kawish.
She wasn’t able to understand him. How much hatred he has for her when she met with him for the first time. And now along with hatred, there was also something else here.
Sometimes his behavior towards her turn stone cold while other times it turns out to be soft and delicate like wax. But in his harshness, he never tried to hurt or trouble her.
But she can’t stand to his delicateness. When his delicateness turns into extremeness, she himself was clueless about it.
“Noor, why are you soaking in the rain, come here, immediately……otherwise, you will become sick.”
With eyes closed, she was thinking about him when the voice of Kawish didn’t cause a stir in her a little. Neither she turns nor did she respond to him she kept standing like that.
It feels to her that it is mere her illusion.
“Noor, what I am saying to you, don’t you listen to me.”
Now his voice becomes firm. But it seems as if it wasn’t affecting her a bit.
Kawish was standing looking at her back. She was now completely soaked in the rain. The clothes she was wearing were soaked and they were fully sticking to her body.
The girl who was standing carelessly in cold breezing and heavy rain doesn’t look like Noor at all. With a worried look, he darted toward her. Though he seriously dislikes getting soaked in the rain.
But for Noor, he came near her getting soaked in the rain. He engulfed her in his arms from her back and put his lips on her hair.
While Noor still kept standing like that. It still feels to her that it is only her illusion. Because earlier she also felt the same for twice.
“Kawish why are you like that?”
In her trance, she put her hands on his hands which were on her belly.
“Like how?”
He said more like whispering in her ear and along with that, he tightened his hold on her.
“Harsh like a stone, that much harsh that feel my fear to come near to you.”
Right now she was asking him with eyes closed. She was feeling good in Kawish's closeness. It feels like warmness in coldness.
“So you want to come close to me……”
Now he turned her to his side, and it was a time when she came to her senses.
She opened her eyes and saw him standing in front of her with his deep gaze on her.
“Tell me, do you want to come close to me?”
He was staring at her wet lips. He felt a strong urge to kiss her at that time.
“No, when I told this.”
After being done with her saying, she wanted to go from him earlier when the sound of clouds thundering came out and Noor becomes badly frightened and hide herself in his chest.
Kawish smiled seeing how Noor came into his embrace to hide herself in him. He further tightened his hold around her. She was very firmly holding Kawish's shirt.
Many moments passed in that silence. They both were standing like that soaking in the rain.
“If you kept standing like that so closer to me then it will be hard for me to control myself. Then later on you will be the one complaining.”
Kawish said in an intoxicated tone putting his lips on her shoulder. He squeezes her further firmly holding her by her back.
Feeling the warm touch of his lips, Noor, in an instant, distanced herself and stood away. Suddenly, she looked at her state. Looking at her dress her face turns red in shyness.
“You are not very bad, but very idiot also.”
She awarded him with another name.
“Stop a bit, I will tell you now, what actually an idiot is.”
He said in his cocky tone and forwarded towards her. But Noor getting aware of his intentions quickly ran away from there.
If he caught her then it will be hard for her to let herself free from his grasp.
While Kawish kept standing here smiling at her running away.