EPISODE 56 THE BLESSING

CHARI'S POV
Why is that?
Here we go again, back to the beginning. It hasn't even been long since we got home, and he is now following us. What is he really planning? He will follow us here, stay with us, and then his mind will be on the two he left behind in Manila. It was so stupid of me to accept him! Is he just playing? He ruined my good mood earlier! And then what if I'm wearing these? If my shorts are too short, he just reacts! What is a teenager for him to ban me? Bad trip! I was really ashamed of how he reacted earlier, that he got angry just because of what I was wearing!
I'm sure he's in Clyde's room, and I also know that he will sleep there! I do not know! I'm just really annoyed with him! I hope it's okay to just forgive and forget what will happen, but can I? Can I really do it? I'm disgusted with myself. I think I'm going to eat back everything I said! When I saw Clyde earlier saying that he was so happy to see Clint, my mind was suddenly confused. It's good that he didn't cry because I know he heard everything I said to his dad, who looked like a fool earlier with his flowers, but it turns out that he's the one who's mad at me instead of me!Clyde doesn't want me to bully his father. He adores his father, Sir Clint, very much.
But on the other hand, I really laughed a little and was also thrilled by his appearance earlier. Everyone in the shop was looking at us. It's just stupid, right? But why is he here? He must have run away from his wife again!
I'm a little dizzy again. I'm forgetting again. I'm two months late. I'm not sure if I'm pregnant, but I did mention it to Nay Mira. That's why he got mad at me when Clyde and I went home without informing Clint, as well as when I told him that I was ending everything with Clint. She said, "Should I repeat that I am pregnant and hide it from the father again?" It's true... I don't know why. I won't let Clint know because I'm not sure yet. Maybe it's just delayed. But, I'm feeling a little strange. I hope Nay Mira doesn't mention it because she told me that she will tell Clint as soon as she sees it so that I can stop my foolishness. I just hope that Nanay Mira doesn't mention it. Not yet.

MEANWHILE..
I can't believe what I found out earlier. I just stopped myself because I was almost peeing from being so happy. I'm going to be Dad Sir Clint again! To this day, I am thrilled! Mama Cha was was two months delayed. That means I got her pregnant during their stay in Manila! OK! I'm really restless! But Nanay Mira said I shouldn't say that I know. Nanay Mira said that she was not yet sure if it was true because she was already old enough to be pregnant. But neither! Mama Cha is still very active in bed. Maybe during those times, that's why she's so horny: she's fertile! I now know a little about things like that. I really read about women because I was stupid when Mama Cha wasn't around. I love to fuck but don't want any pregnancies. That's why I studied to avoid that. Lissie just got through, but it's a good thing and it didn't work out, which means our blood doesn't match, that's why! So Mama Cha and I, which means everything is a match for us, because even though she is thirty-eight, she is still catching up! I hope there is a way to have twins right away. How? Can I just make love to her every day? Is there a possibility for that to happen?
I'm so excited! I'm going to tell Ben and Nick too, but we'll keep it a secret for now. Ugh! I'm so happy! I don't care if I'm overreacting, but that feeling is really different! I wasn't with her when she was pregnant with Clyde, and I also didn't take care of Clyde when he was a baby. Maybe this time I can do everything for her! So I always have to behave. I shouldn't let her head get hot because I don't know what else might happen to her. I'll just put up with everything she does to me, everything she says, so she doesn't get hurt! Just like before, it made me cry again! She's so mad at me again that I'm sure I look like a kid again!

AAAAAAAH! I feel like screaming. But Clyde is already asleep. He might wake up. I'm in his room right now, and we're next to each other in bed. Mama Cha hasn't come out of her room since we finished arguing. I'm not going to talk to her for a moment, so she will be in a good mood tomorrow. I'm going to sleep even though I know I won't be able to sleep, because I'm so happy I'll try. Maybe I'll just stay here even if she gets angry; it's up to her, but I won't leave!
Thank you Lord. I knew that our trouble would end, so you gave us a blessing. I know, Lord, that we are really for each other, so you let it happen. Thank you very much, Lord. I promise I won't hurt Chari's feelings. I love Mama Cha and Clyde very much. I will do everything to give them a beautiful and peaceful life, I promise.
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