Chapter 48

**Alyssia**

Holy fucking Christ. Pardon my French but I think that was one of the best nights of my life. I mean aside from daddy always being around to love and cherish me, I don’t think he’s ever just taken me like that before ever.

A soft sigh rising as I try not to move. Daddy still sleeping soundly next to me. Having woken up maybe 10 minutes ago did I decide to use that time to just admire the man I’ve come to love. My forbidden love.

A love that should not exist and would not exist if my parents had there way. My parents not the nicest people and never would either. I mean who in there right mind gives their only child to a man who was almost double their age.

Granted, Zac was only 32 but the fact still stood. Mr. Lane was 45 and Lyra’s father. My mind racing back to what Mr. Lane had said to me that day in his Office. “Sweetheart you’re mine.”

A stray shiver rising in an attempt to keep it together. Mr. Lane and now Mr. Hendricks both men who thought they could own me. To own me like property and nothing more.

My thoughts spiraling out of control until a soft touch of a hand jolts me back to where I was. My eyes soon spotting those of Zac’s as he continued to caress my face. A lazy smile just resting along it.

“Good Morning Baby. Sleep well?”

“I did” I reply back. Unable to hide the way he made me feel. My heart racing at how tiny little butterflies danced within me whenever he came around.

Like a moth to a flame.

Zac humming in thought until speaking. “Are you hungry?” at the mention of food does my stomach take that time to growl. Suddenly aware that I hadn’t eaten much the day before do I move to nod my head. A blush rising when my stomach growls again.

“I’ll take that as a yes.”

Nodding again, it’s all I can do not to be mortified. Oh geese… could I ruin anything else? Still too embarrassed to speak does Zac become amused by my sudden behavior.

“Relax. I thought it was cute.”

Blinking at the word ‘Cute’ do I find myself wondering what part he found cute. The blush or my stomach. Zac simply smiling even as I continued to have my mini crisis.

“Relax Baby”

Sighing, I try to do as told. A piece of me trying to relax even as Zac moves to climb out of bed. A wave of panic rising only for Zac to ease my mind. As if Zac could sense my thoughts.

“Easy, I’m only going to cook us breakfast. And then once we’re feed we’ll get ready for our date.”

Blinking again, I try to recall our “Date” only to remember that Zac had asked me two days ago if he could take me out on a proper date. A blush rising at my sudden brain fart.

“Oh… Right….”

Chuckling softly, Zac just moves to throw on some loose fitting shorts before moving for the kitchen. Zac on a mission to make us some food. My belly rumbling as he does.

“Easy little one. Daddy’s making us food now.”

Smiling at the word daddy do I move to rest my hand along my stomach. Today officially Saturday and marking the end of my 10 weeks. My body tingling at the thought of what I was carrying within me.

I hope it’s a girl or maybe a boy?

My mind undecided of what I currently wanted. For while a piece of me wanted a girl another part of me didn’t want to subject her to what I went through, A situation that was hard and in that sense made it easier to wish for a boy instead.

A childish behavior considering who the father was but when having parents who abused you daily as a child it became hard to overlook at times.

My phone suddenly buzzing which causes me to look. My eyes widening at who was trying to call. Mom. What could she possibly want. My mother never calling me unless she wanted something from me directly.

Suddenly scared at what she wanted do I move to answer the phone, knowing that if I didn’t I’d only be in more trouble later. My mother not a patient woman and made sure everyone around her knew it as well.

“Hello? Mom?”

The line silent only for a second before a firm voice moves to speak up.

“Alyssia, where are you?”

Freezing at the question do I move to say the first thing that comes to mind. “I’m with Annabel mom.”

My mother soon cursing under breath before finally speaking. “I wish you’d stop seeing that tramp. She’s nothing but bad news. Besides you should be visiting Mr. Lane not her.”

At the mention of Mr. Lane does my body freeze once more. “Mr…. Mr. Lane? Why?”

“Because dear. He’s going to be your Dom soon. It’s been agreed upon for year. Plus, it allows you to attend school and Mr. Lane gets to have you.”

Upon hearing that do I suddenly tense. My hand clutching the phone even as I continued to listen. Unaware that Zac had returned moments later.

My voice shaking as I do.

“No… NO! I don’t want him. He’d almost twice my age.”

“Alyssia Alexandria Brooks. You either do as I say or so help me we’ll disown you once and for all.”

“Then disown me mother. I don’t care anymore but I’m not going with Mr. Lane.”

My mother soon screaming into the phone. My mother pissed that I completely blew her off and went against her wished. The phone suddenly silent as she moves to hang up. Zac silent even as he approaches the bed. His arms gentle as he moves to hold me gently. Tears rising as he does.

“Shh… easy baby. I have you. Breath baby. Breath for daddy.”

Whimpering it’s all I can do without falling completely apart for the man I truly loved with all my heart.

*Author’s Note: Hey Guys! I know it’s been about a month since I’ve last posted a chapter and trust me I really want to update this book more often but if I’m being totally honest I’ve completely forgotten the entire plot at the moment and thus need time to go back over it so please be patient with me when updating this book because again its not that I don’t want to I just don’t remember it in terms of plot. Thanks.*