Chapter 25

Nyla

After my run in with Peyton, pissed was not even an option. I felt completely defeated. While I was wallowing in my feelings, he was out with his tall blonde, green eyed ex-wife. The same ex that he was cozied up to at the gala event not too long ago. But then my mind told me that he wasn't my man, so I couldn't exactly be upset. I thought about the worst on my way back home.

"What if he fucked her?"

He could fuck me and tell me how much my pussy belonged to him, but yet he could fuck whoever he wanted?

"I'm so sick of his bullshit."

"It's ok, Ny. You know how exes can be." Molly said as she rubbed my back as I rested my head on her shoulder. "You barely cried over Sullivan, Heinrich must be something huh?"

"Yeah, a piece of shit." I immediately regretted my words.

How could I go from calling this man my king to feeling completely betrayed? Did he not worship my body the way I worshiped his? I knew he did, but was it all just until he and the vanilla queen got back together? I was tired of thinking, and honestly, I was tired of thinking of him.

The bastard didn't give two shits about me unless he was stuffing me full of his cock. But that last kiss, it was beautiful. Was that my goodbye kiss? It didn't feel like goodbye, in fact it felt as if there was something more brewing for us. But now? Now, I have nothing but confusion.

The following morning, Molly returned home and I wanted her to stay. I needed her. But I couldn't be selfish, she had a life and Shane back home in New York. I thought about going with her for a few days. I'm sure Clover would understand. I regretted the thought because that would mean Sullivan would be unavoidable.

The text I'd been waiting for came in, Molly was home and safe. After our brief session of text, I dozed off and prayed Monday would be good to me, but when has it ever?

My alarm went off and I was up getting ready trying to get that pep in my step that I normally had, but I was missing something. He's about six feet, three inches and a nine inch cock that touched my very soul.

Chicago passed me by as I made my way to work and I honestly wished I'd just stayed home. I stood in my office looking out the window at nothing in particular. I just used the people to take my mind off of everything.

It helped until I began to see couples holding hands and exchanging kisses. Then I looked over at the huge display that said "Don't forget Valentine's Day is February 14!" I took in a deep breath and sat in my chair and decided to focus on the positive.

I'd spent the whole week with my family. Going on lengthy lunches, family dinners, movies and late night talks. I was full of love, yet I was empty in other places. My holes were begging to be filled. To be filled with him and his glorious cock. I wanted to take him in my ass again as the city surrounded me in a picturesque moment.

My phone buzzed from an alert from Molly and I missed her all over again. My heart sank as I read his name on the screen.

"Have you heard from Heinrich?" Reading the name caused my heart to ache, as it had been doing for him over the last few weeks.

Heinrich had penetrated more than my pussy, my ass and my mouth. He was now in my head and slowly creeping into my heart. I had been away from Sullivan for months and missed him for not even a day, but Heinrich's void was a void I felt in everything.

"Hey. X is meeting me for lunch today. Do you want to join?" Clover said as I stared down with my legs and arms crossed in thought.

"I'm sorry, what?"

"X and I are going to Lucy’s. Do you want to join?"

"No, you guys go ahead. I'm going to do some retail therapy." I needed a distraction and my bank account needed some abuse.

"I wanted to talk to you about me and X." He said as he came into my office, closing the door behind him and taking a seat.

"Is everything ok?" I inquired because I knew this was serious and I pushed all of my shit aside to be one hundred percent in this moment. His cheeks were flushed, he's nervous. "What is it, Clove?"

"I want to ask him to move in. The thing is, I've never lived with anyone, but I just hate for him to leave. I want him to be the first thing I see in the morning and the last face I see at night." He said in complete adoration.

"You're in love, Clove!" I said as I held my hands to my heart. I could see their wedding and their life all mapped out for them.

"I am Nyla, he's the one. I'm going to ask him on Valentine's Day." Clover said standing as if he'd just conquered the world.

"I'm so happy for you two! I'm glad it all worked out." I said sweetly while walking around my desk to hug him. I knew he'd take care of Xavier, so I wasn't worried. I offered my moving services before he headed to lunch and I watched him leave in pure bliss.

For a brief moment, I thought about what it would be like to have that with Heinrich. Then as quick as the thought came, it was gone. Actions speak louder than words and his actions were speaking volumes.

"He doesn't want me." I said as I sat back in my chair and buried myself in work before I headed to do some shopping.