Chapter 33) QUEEN In Love

No .. .... ,, She shook her head and whispered to them

I was scared daddy . My past was coming Infront of my eyes but I must admit that he didn't force me ...... ,, Taapur didn't disclose the weird and awkward moment of her first night to her fathers

So ? Aren't you going to see him again ? .... ,, Ervin asked curiously and Dhawal narrowed his eyes down at Ervin's words

No Dad , He is twisted . His actions are weird . His words are like thorns .... ,, Taapur voice was shaking and Ervin wrapped his arms around her shoulder

He didn't call me or left a single message for me but still .... ,, She said and both Ervin and Dhawal were hopefully looking at her

I don't want to give up on him ..... ,, She finished and fell in silence for a while and again spoke in her soft painful voice

His eyes are blank and expressions are less likely for me but he protected me from getting hurt . He silently stood for me . He neither left me alone nor made me feel unmatchable to him . Not for second he left me with that extra lighting people who were nothing just came to mocked at me . He didn't gave a single chance to them to use any kind of improper word for me ...... ,, Her blabbering was soothing them

What do you want to do ? .... ,, Dhawal asked her because Both Ervin and Dhawal were hurt by seeing her miserable

I think he is the one Daddy ...... ,, Taapur spoke and tears were streaming down from her eyes

The one . . I can , I can . . I don't know Daddy . . Dad , Without him I don't know what I am supposed to do or what my heart is actually wanting from him . Everything is confusing enough to hurt my heart ...... ,, Taapur stared at them with her red watery eyes
Ervin and Dhawal didn't interfere in between her talk and let her opened up to them

I think , I'm loosing my brain because of him ..... ,, She said and her cheeks turned red because her both fathers were grinning from ear to e

Okay I got it ...... ,, Ervin said enthusiastical

You are in love Candy . In love with your black Mamba . . . ..... ,, ERVIN spoke so loudly that she was too shocked to reac

So , What are you planning to do now ? .... ,, ERVIN shook her body and asked because she was lost in Ervin's wor

Candy , Even a lone wolf has a thirst for love ... ,, Dhawal said and Taapur was speechles

Dad . . Daddy , I like him and willing to accept him but he Dont do love and he himself told me so many times .... ,, Her sad face was making them gloomy als

Candy , Use your brain and make him to fall in love with you ..... ,, Ervin said and winked at Dhawa

Taapur smiled but it was a fake smile . Inside , she was hurt very deeply . She left her father's and entered into her roo

Whole day was tiring because of back to back classes and night was freezy enough to made her senses to go num

Her husband rejected her and this was craved on her dignity .

It was a humiliation for her . After giving herself , He stopped and didn't even spare a glance at her and left her alone in the second night of their weddi

Taapur didn't drink at the bar but still felt dizzy . She threw her dress and jumped on her bed but sleep didn't welcomed he

Taapur cried whole night and indigo colour drew the new melancholic phase in her lif

Everything Abhimanyu did for her was truth and Her truth was that she was in love . In love with her cold hearted , expressionless , icy king

She laughed and cried at the same time to found the reason behind her heartache . She loved him . She was in love with her silent , moody creature , Her husband

Abhimanyu Singh Rathore . . . .

Her Abhimanyu Singh Rathore . .

Taapur didn't know why he pushed her away . There were so much in her heart and it pained that he would never be hers .

For Taapur , Abhimanyu was complicated , reserved and bottled up . At one moment , His actions and words matched very well but another he was like a blank blackboard , like a white sheet of papers but she wouldn't lie that his eyes were her paradise but she ruined everything .

From Past three months , Her midnight was spending in the colour of Indigo . Indigo which was making her aware of the absence of his in her life .

She missed him every day and night . .

Her eyes were searching for him . .

She scrolled the contact but didn't got enough courage to punched the calling button . .

She had saved so many her message in the save draft but didn't dare to send him . .

They were miles ago . . Distance between them was too wide and Taapur was burning in one sided loneliness and waiting for her Icy king

Tears flowed and heart thud loudly . Her mind was full of his thoughts and soul was craving of his touches . The problem she was having wasn't a simple heart disease . It's called love . .
In Love with her husband.
In Love with the king of Gadh, Rajasthan India .
She was in the love with every little things of Abhimanyu that made her cry in pain , that gave her tears. Abhimanyu's memories was messing with her normal life but she was working hard for her graduation . .

Only few months more and then she would graduate and entered into the post graduation stream
"I'm not weak. I will fight for myself. I will surely pass this phase. My time will come soon. I'm Dhawal and Erwin's daughter. I'm a fighter. I will definitely get what I am desiring now" .... ,, Taapur talked to herself. She vowed to treasure everything whatever she had in her life.

Taapur rolled down on her bed and watched the pictures of her wedding and reception party . Her entire room was full of her and Abhimanyu's pictures. Her eyes traced the images of Abhimanyu. She didn't know when sleep consumed her senses . . . .



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