Chapter 34) Shadows Of GREY

I'm there , where you are
watching , waiting , hiding
And keeping you away
But When you need me
I'll step out of that Shadows of Gray
No matter , what the distance is ,
I'll be always next to you
Protecting what's mine"
ABHIMANYU
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After Three Months , Australia . .
I have no confidence to do that . I'm afraid of giving him my heart too hastily . I'm afraid it had mean nothing to him ..... ,, Taapur whispered and her heart thudded frantically
His face was stone cold always , getting a reaction from him was the most toughest task for anyone . But he seemed calm with that lady ..... ,, Taapur spatted bitterly and criticised Abhimanyu's appearance with a lady
Her heart burnt in Jealousy to seeing her husband with another girl and she was the same girl who was there at the time of her engagement , That black Saree Girl who was looking flawlessly more beautiful than her in the pictures
Abhimanyu was complete opposite what Taapur wanted in her husband . She wanted to screamed at him and pulled the hairs of that girl but unable to do anything because they were in the pictures .
She closed the phone gallery and leaned on the table . Her mind that thinking every good and bad about him
Daddy said that "Even the lone wolf has a thirst for love" and "I want , I need someone like a wolf . . Loyal , protective , loving and softy" but he is far from these requirements . He isn't even loyal to me ..... ,, Taapur said loudly and her eyes landed on the shining glass and gulped down the pink colour liquid in one go .
At first , She was tipsy but mistakenly she gulped the wrong glass of her colleague , which had strongest shot of alcohol in it and that made her badly drunk .
What's wrong with her ? .... ,, Taapur's colleague asked the others
Taapur was shivering because of the pain he had caused on her . . Tears Welled up in her eyes and glared at the particular name of contact list
Taapur furiously punched the contact number and blurted her heart out . He picked it up her call in half ring . . He listened to her . Her each words were directly coming from her heart .
You cheater . . Abhimanyu Singh Rathore . . You are cheating on me . Why did you married to me when you have someone in your life ...... ,, She screamed at the phone and her colleagues covered their ears
How did she get drunk ? .... ,, One of the colleague asked
I think she accidentally drink on of our shots ..... ,, Another one spoke awkwardly.
Her heart which was Aching because of her love . Abhimanyu didn't came at her coronation ceremony . She graduated last month and Her in-laws came to meet her but the most important person was missing from the important moment of her life .
Jyotika and Yudhishthir came and celebrated with her but her husband was somewhere else , other part of the planet earth . Taapur didn't asked about him but inside she felt humiliated . She was not important for him that's why he didn't came to see her
In these all six months of their marriage life , They didn't talk to each . Taapur waited for him but he didn't show up . His cold personality started to ruin her tiny hope and shadows of gray covered the bubbles of happiness in them
Slowly slowly , she was loosing herself and that made both fathers of hers to extremely worried for her . For changing her mood , both fathers of hers gave permission to spend holidays with her colleagues
Taapur came with her colleagues for weekend's small trip , outside of the city and currently staying in a hotel . It was night and little bit crowdy but Taapur forgot about everything and her inner real self crawled out of her soul under the influence of Alcohol
I want to curse you but I can't . I want to use foul words for you but I can't . Why did you married me when you have no interest in me . You rejected me . Why didn't you try to stop our wedding . You Dot . Dot . Dot . Dot King ..... ,, Taapur stood up from her seat and walked towards the boundary walls of the roof .
Taapur climbed up on the boundary wall of the roof and stood up on her trembling legs . She started shouting loudly and her colleagues were were shocked to see her like this . They panickly saw her , standing on the boundary wall of roof .
It was first time to see her so wild and crazy . . They didn't Understood her words because she used most of the Assamese's words in her talk and that was another gone case for them to understand .
I want to hate you , Mr . Rathore but I can't . . I'm unable to hate you . This stupid heart of mine , This stupid mind of mine , This stupid soul of mine is missing you .... ,, Taapur spoke harshly first two lines and at last three lines she stated like little girl who wanted her favourite doll back . And after uttering her heart out She started laughing crazily
Oh God Someone please stop her .... ,, Her colleagues said and one of them moved slowly towards her but she leaned back and they stopped in midways
Anger , Pain and Tears were like fire burning her inside . The feeling of unloved , unwanted drilled into her brain and At the moment , loneliness and sadness deprived her from the truth of Abhimanyu because the most valuable thing of her life was , now , Abhimanyu who was out of her reach too .
The overwhelming fear started to crawling within her and she was near to the point of breaking herself apart .
In her all life of 20 years of existence , She had never felt so scared until now . The girl was with him scaring her that she didn't wanted to loose Abhimanyu and all happened because she fell in love with an icy King .
Ervin always said to her that "There was a reason why two people met and stayed together . They gave a sense of security to each other that was something glittering that nobody else could gave . It worked like a lights sparked in the darkest night's water " . Everything was revolving in her mind
But In Taapur's case , Abhimanyu was like a cold wind who turned her life in Completely 360° . Everything turned upside down . His words were like the waves of the ocean , cleared up and sank down the rock beneath her by the high tides
She cried and wrapped her arms around her body . . And again remembered him and his overdominating personality which she started to like now . Cold breezes were making her shivering . She sneezed twice and rubbed her cheeks and stared longingly up to the sky . Dazzling stars were mocking at her . Moon winked mischievously and she cringed to see how people were in so much love and openly showing affectionate . .
They had been married for six months . .
She lived these Six months without hearing his deep velvety voice . . ;
Six months without inhaling his masculine scent . . ;
Six months of miles apart . . ;
Six months of without seeing his sharp pointed face through her own eyes . . ;
Six months of those two awkward nights which still had effects on her , silently sends goosebumps to her . .
First night when he got to know about her period and second her wedding night. . .
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