Chapter Twenty-nine

Chapter Twenty-seven

Why was he like that? Has Mashado been hurt by his first love that he really needs to be the Ultimate Casanova and do all women really need to use him just to get revenge for what his first love did to him.
Mashado is unfair if that's the case. It's a woman's fault, he will take revenge on all the women who like him, by pissing them off or using them and what?
When he's done using it will he just throw it away like trash?! Did he not realize or even remember that his Mom is also a woman?!
If I say 'maybe' Reigh just influenced her to be a womanizer, that's a big lie! That's why they are friends because they are the same, I must have realized that at the beginning.
DO NOT KNOW! I can't think of a reason why all of this has to happen! What is wrong with me that I still need to see my BESTFRIEND SANDREA CINDY MENDOZA of all girls why is she still needed?!
I didn't just treat her as a friend, I treated her as my REAL SISTER! Everything I have, he also has. We both agree on all things.
So what does this mean? I know she's a btch, but I didn't expect that she could do this to me too! And they are really late!
I caught Xander and Sandrea side by side in Xander's bed with no clothes on! Xander was fast asleep in the next to Sandra -
oh bullshit scratch that - what I mean is they both hug! Sandrea was in Xander's arms while Xander was on Sandrea's neck. Fvked them!
I don't know what the reaction should be, as long as the first thing that came to my mind was to break the vase on the table near the door.
SLASH
I was able to get the attention of the two, because they both woke up and when they saw me - just like my reaction earlier.
Grown up too their eyes and don't know what they're going to say to me, they don't even know what they're going to do first, whether they're going to dress first or explain to me right away.
I don't want to! I don't want to be here! I saw it right and the pain I feel is even more right, I'm not a sadist and I have no intention of becoming a sadist so I immediately ran out of Xander's hotel room. I even heard him calling me but I didn't pay attention.
Now I get it Why did Julia react like that earlier? >:( Traitors!
Days and weeks passed, of course that same night I left Boracay, fortunately the Private Plane was only on standby so I was able to leave that place immediately.
Of course, I couldn't stop crying, because I was hurt. I'm only human, I cried for him for almost three days but that stopped when -
"Miss, Miss Sandra is here. She said she wants to talk to you." Maid
And the thickness his face is to really visit me here at home! I have no reason not to face him because in the first place he should be the one to be ashamed of me, right? But he is btch, so the word 'hiya' is not in his vocabulary.
When I first saw him, the first thing that came to my mind was to slap him to make him realize what he is doing to betray me. It is also useless, I will just waste my effort so never mind.
"What are you doing here?" It's cold to ask him, but the gaga insulted me because he smiled sweetly at me then approached me -
He was about to scold me but "Go ahead and try it, and it will come to you." I raised my left hand and was about to hit him. Judas will only give me a kiss.
"HAHA! You're really bitter, Sissy." Sandra
And you also had the courage to call me by our old callsign. 'Sissy'
I didn't pay attention to him that's why he continued the speech. "Maybe by now you've come to your senses." Then he looked at me but -
"Ops. It seems I was wrong because your eyes are still fluffy, you obviously cried for him and what you saw. Well, news flash Sissy, if I where you, moved on! You have no hope for Xander because Btchy Girls are his type and you are not one of us. And besides, it's us, don't expect me to let him go. He's a big catch you know. Cioa.~"
Not even once Xander tried to explain to me. I know it's not his responsibility to explain to me because how much do we have?
Go M.U.. Eh M.U. That's just as in Malanding Ugnayan for him and for me Mutual Understanding. That's not enough, for me to get an explain from him.
*end of flashback*
Oh there, maybe you get why I was so hysterical when Xander came to my beach house.
Reign JOURNAL:
"...this song is for me Baby Girl Reign." Said a voice that I couldn't quite pronounce but I knew that voice was very familiar to me.
Reign?
Is that my name? But that's impossible for me, right? Ahh... I'm not the only 'Reign' here in the whole world, am I?
~~ I miss you babe Girl I know I've been busy didn't get to talk But don't let your head play them games with your heart It's been a little crazy doing what I do But I just can't wait to get home with you I know it's been hard me not being there Baby I don't want you thinking that I don't really care And I know that your feeling like I'm being unfair But your love is with me everywhere ~~
DUG.DUG.DUG
I think I heard the voice of the man singing today, but I don't know where and when?
~~ When I dream I think of you Breath I think of you All day I think of you Give all my love to you my baby boo Swear it's true all I do is think of you When I pray I think of you Far away I think of you All day I think of you My heart belongs to you my baby boo Yes it's true all I do is think of you ~~
DUG.DUG.DUG