CHAPTER 67 (1)

When Timothy said he was taking me to dinner, I had no idea what to expect-or what to wear. He refused to tell me, and knowing him, it could be a corner table at the hottest place in town or something simple.

I walk downstairs and see him on his phone, pacing in the living room. I take a second to admire him in his navy shirt and dark pants.

He turns, and his entire expression warms as he takes in my gold cocktail dress and heels.

"Yeah. We'll talk later."

The phone disappears into his pocket, and a grin stretches across his face.

"You know the first time I realized how beautiful you are?" he murmurs as I take the final few steps. He rounds the couch to meet me, stopping a foot away. "Your dad and Haley's wedding. I saw you walking down the aisle, and my chest cracked in two. Because I knew I could never be your friend the way I had been, the way I swore to myself and your dad that I would be."

My throat is thick with emotion. "How do you know just what to say to wreck me?"

He brushes a thumb down my cheek. "I don't want to make you weak. I only ever want to make you strong."

As the limo takes us to the restaurant, we catch up on the past few weeks. I talk to him about handing off the show for the next month, how it feels exciting and scary at once. He tells me about his tour, the anticipation and awe of such a huge production and the reluctance of departing.

"I don't like the idea of leaving you again," he says quietly.

"You'll visit me, and I'll visit you. We decided together this time. It's different."

I thread my fingers through his, tilting my face up for a kiss he grants me without hesitation. As the limo pulls up outside the restaurant and we step out, I take in the vintage hotel with delight.

"When we came here before, it was packed," I say as security inconspicuously walks us to the elevator, where we're escorted by a bellman to the top floor. "I'm so glad you got a table."

We step out and take a short hallway with contemporary art on the walls before it opens onto a breathtaking rooftop patio that looks as if it could hold a dozen tables with crisp white tablecloths. But tonight, it features only one.

"I did better than a table. It's all ours," Timothy says.

Awe fills me, stretching my chest like a balloon.

"I was thinking how we were apart on New Year's. You wanted somewhere with a view of the stars." Taking my hand, he leads me to the edge that overlooks the view below. He gestures to the sprawling acres of West Hollywood. "How's this?"

I laugh. "Star-studded."

His grin tells me he's happy that I'm happy. There's no better feeling than seeing this man happy, knowing I had a hand in it.

"It's really beautiful," I say, "but I can't wait to head to the island. Where we can see real stars at night. I want to sit out under them with you."

Our waitress comes over with a bottle of wine.

The label has memories lighting up my brain. "This is what we drank when you followed me to New York."

When the waitress disappears, he lifts his glass. "To us. Then. Now. Always."

The simple toast is perfect, and I clink my rim to his. "Always."

I take a long sip, the red wine thrumming in my veins the second it hits my stomach.

"What're you getting?" I ask him after we glance at the menus.

"Steak. You?"

"A salad. Haley and I are going to see my dress in the morning, and I need to fit into it."

He leans in, his expression filling with blatant interest. "Tell me about this dress."

My lips twitch. "No."

"One hint." His impatient exhale reminds me he's not used to people denying him.

"No hints."

"You'll tell me anything I want when those heels are locked around my waist in a couple of hours."

Heat floods me.

"I guess we'll find out." I pick up my wine again, twirling the stem. "I can't believe Dad and Haley get here tomorrow morning. Or that Sophia's going into first grade next year. I still remember when Haley was pregnant with..."

His gaze drops to my stomach, and I stop mid-sip of wine.

"What?" I ask.

"I keep thinking about what you'll look like when you're pregnant."

The way he says it, warm and sexy, tells me exactly what he thinks I'll look like.

It's something we've talked about but not in a few months.

"My childhood wasn't the greatest, but whose was? You said I needed something bigger than myself to believe in. I didn't understand it at the time, but I do now." His gaze searches mine, and the hope I see affects me every bit as much as his words.

"You told me once you want children who glare at us with my eyes and scream at us with your mouth." My heart is kicking so hard it might escape my ribs.

"I'll be a musician forever, Annie. We both will because it's in us. But I don't need to have a career like your dad, selling out stadiums for over a decade. I get why he did it though. For you.

"That's why I want to do this deal. Artists flame out all the time, and the next person to burn out could be me. Your dad is the exception, not the rule. This label, run right, will provide for us after I stop being on stage. If you ever decide to stop, for kids or any other reason, you won't have to worry. Nor will our kids, or their kids, or their kids' kids."

His commitment makes my heart ache. He grew up with nothing, and I know how important security has always been to him. There's no amount of money in the world that would shake loose that fear in him.

"If it's only an investment, why not leave it in the hands of the lawyers and financial managers? You've worked hard for this time off. We both have," I remind him.

Timothy's brows pull together. "I don't think I realized how big an investment it was when I signed on. But once I started looking through the paperwork, I found something I didn't expect. Memories. We met at Wicked. I got to know you there, in Philly all those years ago. It's a piece of our past, and it could be a piece of our future. Only if we want it," he finishes, sensing my uncertainty.

The tiny lights tucked into the trees leave his face mostly in darkness, and I itch to trace my hands over those planes.

It's hard to argue with a sentimental Timothy Adams. There are few things he holds precious, and the idea that he treasures those times when we first hung out... My romantic heart can't find it in me to deny him.

Still, I hate the thought of sharing him this week for a second longer than necessary. I feel as if I've always been forced to share him, and I promised myself now would be different.

"Most women wish their husbands got along better with their in-laws," I say at last. "But you and my dad have this whole other relationship."

He shifts forward, bracing both elbows on the table. "Before I proposed to you in New York, I went to see him."

Surprise works through me. "To ask permission?"

Timothy shakes his head. "To tell him that I respect him and appreciate what he's done for me but that I would choose you. Every time."

My heart melts even before he produces the small purple giftbag he brought with him. "Open it."

I peer inside to see a small, brown box like a takeout container. Unfolding it, I laugh out loud. "Rice Krispies squares? I'm not sure a nice restaurant like this will let you bring your own dessert from some café," I tease.

"They're not from a café. I made them this afternoon."

Pinpricks sting my eyes as I realize while I was with Jacob and Rica, Timothy was thinking of me, wanting to make tonight our own brand of perfect.

"I love you," I whisper, and his eyes crinkle at the corners.

"I love you too. But you said you were worried about fitting into your dress," he drawls, mischief on his face as he moves the squares away from me.

I grab his arm before he can. "One won't hurt."

When we finally get back to the house, it's almost eleven.

"Just saw Haley's text," he says as we head into the house and I hit the lights. "Family meeting sounds ominous."

"She's right. We should get everything out in the open before the wedding. But right now..." I turn to step out of my shoes before lifting my face to his. "I want my husband."

Timothy pulls the door closed behind us. "You have him."

His lips claim mine, warm and coaxing. He tastes like wine and a bit like sugar, and all of it blends with the masculinity that's always been him.