CHAPTER 21

ANITA’S POV
“ Talk about what, huh? I know you are luring me in so that you can hurt me.” I told him, I couldn't trust me, not after the stunt that he had just pulled at me.

“ Come to me,” He gestured and I could resist him, especially his voice. I took a step forward and he stretched his hand for me to hold onto him.

I did and he took me by surprise, he carried me and in a moment I had forgotten all my worries, I kept on giggling as he walked with me to the seat where he made me sit on his lap.

After I got comfortable sitting on his lap, shaking my legs around his waist, he ran his finger top over my lower lip, making sweet shivers gush through my body.

I could feel his groin getting hard as I started whining my waist. I might not have had sex before but I have made out and kissed in the past.

“ What are you doing?” He asked in a husky voice. He was not expecting it.

“ Do you want me to stop?” I asked as I interlock my fingers behind his neck.

“ No,” He said with so much urgency as I rubbed my ass over his groin and felt him become bigger and bigger.

He couldn't take it anymore, he kissed my lower lip, softly and delicately but he bit me a little. He went ahead to tear off the blouse off my body, revealing my black bra and my perky breasts.

I didn't stop with the whining, I moaned softly when he sucked my nipple, the right then the left one.

“ I want more,” He demanded and that is when reality set in.

I quickly jumped to my feet, took a deep breath as I ran my fingers through my hair. What was I thinking? We haven't talked about everything that had happened between us yet here ready to make love with him. What am I really thinking?

“ What's going on, I thought that you wanted this,” He said, I could feel the disappointment in his voice.

“ Maybe you should call Lola and fuck her. I don't think I want to be one of your many whores!” I revealed and it took him a minute or so before he reacted.

“ You are such a bitch! I can't believe you led me on and left me desperate for you like this.” He said.

“ Go fuck Lola!” I repeated as I tried to cover myself with my blouse which barely had any buttons.

“ Where did you get that statement? It's not true. That is pure gossip yet you are using that to crucify me,” He said.

“ If you can be hard, then it means you have been fucking her. Or tell me, where do you get your sexual satisfaction from, huh?” I asked. I felt jealous. I couldn't imagine him fucking another woman, especially Lola.

“ Was I not supposed to be hard?” He asked, he was confused.

“ Get Lola and fuck her!” I hissed as I started walking away.

“ Don't walk away from me, I am still talking to you!” He demanded.

“ I am leaving for good. I cannot imagine that you have been fucking her. I know you are so good at it and that is what hurts me the most.” I revealed, standing and turning to look at him.

“ Come, let me fuck you then, I know that's what you have always wanted,” He said.

“ No, unlike you, this is going to be my first time. I would rather give it to someone else who loves and cherished me,” I revealed and he couldn't take it. He got off the seat and came to where I was.

“ You are mine!” He hissed.

“ I am not. There are plenty of good men who would do anything to be with me. I am actually going to leave the pack. I cannot be with someone who causes me pain.” I revealed and I could see him throw a fist in the air. He was beside himself.What I had said to him brought him so much anger.

“ I will get Lola and fuck her!” He said this, just to get back at me.

“ Another man would break me and make me experience the sweet pleasure of sex for the first time. I am sorry to say that you won't be that man,” I said.

He tried to contain his anger but he couldn't. He grabbed my collar and pulled me close.

“ Look at me,” He demanded as I looked away.

“I am not going to look at you. I don't give in to what you will tell me,” For the first time ever I stood my ground.

“ I want you to know that I never fucked Lola. She lied. It's such a shame that you believed her. “ He begged.

“ Don't even bother convincing me, I won't believe you,” I said.

“ Then fuck off! I will punish you for coming out at night despite me warning you against it. You will come and work at my quarters. “ He demanded.

“ No, forget about it, I would rather leave the pack and get killed than be with you knowing so well you fucked that bitch!” I told him, I was being stubborn.

“ Come here, don't do this!” I heard him tell me but I was done. I ran away from him and headed to my room.

My heart was racing as I locked myself in my room. I couldn't believe myself. So much had happened tonight, most of which were not a reflection of who I was. Clearly, love can make you do stupid things.

To be honest , I was done with him. I wished to work at his quarters, I wanted it so badly but knowing that he fucked Lola was such a turn off. I would not allow myself to be his second, I had to be his only love and obsession.

I should get packing, I needed to leave. If I choose to stay and be with him, then he has to tell Lola to leave.

One of us must win and I wanted to be the one who wins.