Pain II

/-Riley-/
He left.
He left me.
He left our baby.
What baby am I even talking about?.
He asked me to get rid of it.
Get rid of our baby.
My baby.
He doesn't want us.
Tess was right. He was using me. Using my emotions. I've been a fool. What was I even thinking?. 'The' Dean Shaw would want me?. A nerd?.A high schooler with absolutely nothing offer.
I'm not even his spec. I feel like a piece of garbage right now. Why didn't I see this coming?. Why didn't I listen to Tess?. Everything was moving like a fairytale and for a moment, i forgot I wasn't Cinderella.
Her Prince charming didn't rape her. He didn't even buy her off from her parents. Dean's a player. Everyone knows that. He doesn't do relationships. Fuck, Delilah told me about it.
I feel a hand on my shoulder and I know it's Liam. This is partially his fault as well. I can't even blame him cause he was probably fooled as much as I was.
"I heard everything" he says quietly. I turn to face him and he lowers his gaze guiltily. It isn't his fault. I had already let Dean in before we became friends.
"It's not your fault" I force a smile.
"Let's not conclude yet. He should have a reason, right?" His words give me hope once again.
"Yeah. Tomorrow, we'll see" I agree and he smiles. He leads me inside and I shove what happened away. Maybe he was high on alcohol or weed. It'll be fine tomorrow. It has to.
/-Delilah-/
Dean staggers in, completely drunk. What's this new drama about?. Dean rarely gets drunk. I wedge him and help him to the couch. His weight sends me crashing on the couch along with him.
My breath hitches for a moment. He grins maniacally.
"You're extremely..... hot tonight, Lilah. What's the... occasion?" He slurs. I roll my eyes.
"It's a night dress, Dean. You see me in it almost all the time" I state attempting to get off him. With a quick spin, he pins me underneath him.
"D...Dean?" I stutter. What does he think he's doing?.
"You complained we don't fuck anymore. How about right now?" He asks and my throat goes dry.
"You're...drunk. Let me go, Dean. I...I'm not interested" I force the words out. They don't sound a bit convincing even to my ears. I can't deny the fact that I want him.
"Shut up and kiss me" He orders. I turn to the guards.
"Get lost. All of you" I snap at them and they bow before leaving. I turn to Dean's who's getting impatient.
"Dean, you need..." He slams his lips on mine and i respond immediately. The kiss isn't slow and passionate but a hungry one. I respond woth equal hunger as he pulls loose the straps of the nightie.
"I've missed this" He mumbles in between the kiss. I guess the Barbie couldn't satisfy him. I help him pull off his shirt and plant butterfly kisses on that sexy torso. Even if he regrets this when he's sober, I still wanna enjoy the moment.
"Let me take care of you, Dean. Yeah?" I ask biting his nipple. He moans in response and i top him. I flick my tongue over his nipple, giving it a little suck at intervals.
"Fuck..Barbie" He moans and i freeze for a moment. Really?. He's staring right back at me.
"You just moaned......."
"Don't turn me off, Lilah" He warns and i resuse working on his nipples. Who cares if he moans her name or not?. As long as he's with me not her. He turns me over, pressing his hard length against me.
"I can't wait any longer" He says making a powerful thrust that sends me outta this world.
I've missed this. So much. I moan as he moves inside of me.
*
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I open my eyes to meet Dean's dark eyes on me. I brace myself for a reproach but none comes.
"I didn't realise how much I really needed that. I miss you" He says planting a lingering kiss on my lips. I'm too stunned to make a move. He pulls away and smiles at me.
"I'm guessing you didn't miss me". I giggle.
"Ofcourse I missed you but you were so busy with Riley that no one else seemed important" I say and he remains silent. Something flashes in those dark eyes but they disappear almost immediately.
"Why did you drink last night?" I ask suspiciously and his silence confirms my thoughts.
"Right! I should have known there was no way you would suddenly miss me. You two had a fight so you came to me for solitude" I say spitefully, pushing his hands off me.
"You're getting it wrong" He says. I scoff.
"No, I'm not. Better look for who'll write your apology speech this time". I stand and pick my nightie.
"There will be no apology speech. Do i fuckin look like I regret what just happened? I've been with you and other girls beofre she came. If she isn't cool we're fucking, she can burn in hell for all I care" He shrugs and i freeze instantly.
Okay I'm beyond confused. What the hell's up with Dean? I thought he liked her.
"I thought you...."
"Like her? Yeah, I do and i like you too and Janelle. And Sofiya. And Samantha and...."
"Hold on...you've been messing with that kid? Like you've got no strong feelings for her. So what was the whole drama about? The apology, the date, the house, fuck, everything else?" I ask perplexed. I can't believe this is coming from him. I could have sworn he loved her.
"Give it a rest, Lilah. Let's shower together" He says.
"Why are you doing this? What really happened between you two?" I ask unwilling to back down. He sweeps me off my feet instead and smirks at my shocked face.
"Maybe another round before the shower".
Just as he's about to take me upstairs, his phone rings. I glance at the caller ID. Riley. Dean's expression changes. I can't tell what it is but it isn't anger or hatred or love. There's something else. Fear?.
"Are you going to take that?" I ask and he nods, dropping my carefully. He swipes the answer button and shuts his eyes briefly before exhaling.
"Barbie" He calls with the most quiet voice I've ever heard. I sit on the couch watching him keenly. There's something he's not telling and I'm gonna find out. Anyhow.
"I'll come over as soon as I'm done here" he says and hangs up.
"What are you hiding Dean?"I ask.
"I don't pay you to watch me like a fuckin hawk. Mind your fuckin business, dammit" He snaps and stomps upstairs. Now its confirmed that something is definitely wrong.
Something serious must have happened between them. Before i can make a move to go after him, someone enters. It's Renzo looking so mad.
"Where's that bastard?" He seethes.
"Wassup with the attitude?" I ask and he glares at me.
"Where the fuck is Dean? Do i look like I came to smile with you?" He snaps. Why is everyone acting weird?. First Dean, now Renzo. Dean descends the stairs at that moment only to be welcomed by a punch.
"You, pathetic cocksucker! How dare you!" He growls throwing another punch at Dean. He attempts to punch him Anakin but i stop him.
"That's enough, Renzo! What's gotten into you?" I yell.
"You should ask the two-timing dick. Going back to his vomit like a fuckin dog" Renzo spits with malice. What's going on?. I glance at Dean who's not saying a word or making an attempt to stop Renzo's rant.
"Dean?" I call but he just continues staring at Renzo like a movie.
"Renzo?" I decide to ask him but he only glares at Dean.
"You're a fuckin disappointment" He scrowls before walking away. I turn to Dean but he only walks out too.
It's official. They've all gone mad.