Chapter 13: What Have I Done?

Orville’s POV:

I didn’t know for how long I had passed out, but I woke up to the touch of a warm body held in my embrace. Blinking my eyes open, I saw my head resting over a woman’s bare breasts, and the realization flinched me from shock. I immediately lifted my body up, while enduring the throbbing pain on the back of my head as my vision turned suddenly foggy. Rubbing both my eyes, when I finally saw the sight ahead of me, it felt as if my whole world had come to a crashing halt!

Hugging the black slave tight in my arms, I collapsed over her body after a wild night between us. Her fair, porcelain white skin was covered in the swollen red bite marks I had left all over her, especially on her neck and nipples which looked really painful. Her dress was torn and she was vulnerably naked beside me, but breathing a bit faintly. Just like me, she also seemed to have passed out from exhaustion, as she was still frowning in her sleep.

The sight froze me from shock and disbelief as for a moment I couldn’t process if I was actually dreaming or if it was a reality! But soon, along with the throbbing headache inside my head, the memories from the passionate night vividly flashed before my eyes one by one.

When my gaze further rolled down on her spread legs, I saw thick white semen mixed with blood still dripping out of her hole, making me unable to figure out how many times I might have come inside her while taking away her virginity!

The shock and aftermath of the situation completely left me dumbfounded for a moment. Extreme remorse washed over me, as I face-palmed myself, wondering how could I lay my hands on a black slave who was possibly around my son’s age! Even if I was drugged, I should have held my morality high like an elder and would have tried to control myself before pouncing on her!

But while I was muddled by my thoughts, I also remembered how she had pleaded to me to hold her, and she was already dripping wet before I found her! She didn’t try to resist me for a second, and even though I was probably in a rut, she seemed to be equally in the heat to be with me! But…wasn’t she a wolf-less slave?

“Kara’s special to us, Orville. I had never felt such a fatal attraction towards any other woman before. Even if I couldn’t sense her wolf, it was too hard to control ourselves before this girl! I couldn’t feel the slightest attraction towards Dilin as well, so…don’t you agree with me?”

My wolf Goliath roared in a deep voice inside my head, and I hated to admit but he was very accurate in pointing the fact out!

Even though I was tied to Dilin with a political marriage, I never felt any particular attraction towards her, and perhaps it was the same for her as well. After when I had already given up on the hope of finding my fated mate, crossing paths with this girl has turned my world upside down!

It was the best night of my life! I vividly remember her scent, her quivers below me and her warm delicate fingers grazing against my back when I was thrusting into her like a madman.

The taste of her lips was sweeter than honey, her cherry nipples have swollen and reddened like a pretty flower bud, and every corner of her body where I licked or sucked felt dangerously addictive! I don’t exactly recall for how long we had the maddening sex, but the immense satisfaction of claiming her filled my heart to the brim that I didn’t mind passing out over her body!

It was too strange to think that at the age of 35, I felt such a dangerous desire to claim a young woman like her as mine, from her body to soul…as if there was an undeniable bond existing between us! I didn’t feel the slightest contempt to hold her, and I don’t think the feeling my heart sensed at that moment was due to the effect of a drug. Indeed she’s truly a special one…just like my wolf said.

But…how could I be rational to think of this moment ahead when our worlds are drastically different? She’s just a lowly black slave and I am the future Alpha of this kingdom…how am I supposed to keep her close?

With certain thoughts crowding my mind along with the throbbing headache, I quickly covered Kara’s naked body with my clothes scattering them around the small dark room. Through the broken window, I glanced at the sky and realized it must be still dawn, and there was no way I could take Kara looking like this outside.

I summoned my butler Bethem who was extremely shocked to see us in that state in the storeroom.

Bethem brought a warm blanket and a spare nightgown for me as I had asked, and avoiding his gaze, I made sure to wrap Kara properly under the quilt from her head to toe. When I pulled her up in my arms and set to head towards my room, I glowered at Bethem, “Forget what you saw here and don’t dare to speak to anyone about it, do you understand?”