FEAR!

JESSICA POV


Fear, pain, and hatred were the three things that hooked my stomach. My wolf was whining in pain, signifying to me that I had made a wrong decision.

I was staring at the man that accepted me despite my look, he had brought me here. He took me away from my pack that never in the world have they noticed my existence except from the one who came to bully and mock me.

Oh moon goddess what have I done...

My heart was tearing apart, my wolf whine added much pain to mine and it was badly affecting me. Could any pain be worse than this?

Gradually, my sight became blurry as tears clouded my eyes. I couldn't even see Lucifer's face clearly but I could imagine what he looks like; perfect. That was the word I could use to describe his looks. He is absolutely no match for me, but here I am, challenging him just to become a better person. I have always been known as a weak omega and here was the only chance I had to train because I wasn't allowed to train with the high graded wolf in my pack.

"I Lucifer Demi ac..."

"My Lord". Masha interrupted and hastened up towards our path.

Masha I know I forcefully pushed you to the wall that you have landed your head on and fainted at that instant but interrupting this moment was the best gift that you have ever given to me.

I turned to look at her and when her gaze met her, her eyes wide open in bewilderment. She was indeed totally shocked that her hand left her head that she was trying to heal with her palm.

"I am sorry my Lord, I...I... didn't expect she would get away easily". Masha fell on her knee and bowed her head on the surface.

"You want to shapeshift right?". His voice deepened and I didn't realize he was standing close to me until I felt his hot breath fan my ear, sending a shiver down my spine and making my legs tremble a little.

I slightly gulped as his voice restrained every energy in me so I couldn't move.

"Yes". I honestly responded and that's when I felt a full, strong hand wrapped itself around my arm. It hurts a bit but I controlled myself from screaming.

"Then I shall fulfill your wish". Lucifer said, his voice slowly audible to me.

I was beyond excited, at least doing this better than being rejected right?

He grabbed me by the arm and I cowered behind him as I followed his footsteps to wherever he was taking me to.

He climbed the stairs, pulling me up along with him till we arrived at the hallway. He didn't stop dragging me to follow his leads, which I didn't stop with hesitation. We arrived at the door of his room and he kicked it open with his foot before he pushed me in.

I spun around a few times before I landed on the ground. I quickly placed my hand on the ground so my head wouldn't hit the glass surface as my chest had landed on top.

My heart leaped the moment I heard the sound of a door forcefully banged closed. My long hair flipped to the back as I turned my face and averted my gaze towards the door, it was locked.

My heart leaped out of my chest, I was horrified as he dangerously matched toward me. He reached for my hair and yanked it before I could scramble back. He yanked it up and made me sprang up to my feet and then pulled my hair backward so my eyes could meet his gaze.

His piercing glistering red eyes had so much effect on me. It made my heart freezed at once and tingles erupt in my system. I was so enchanted in his eyes, lost, I couldn't think straight.

"Have it in mind, the first time is always painful". He warned, his voice was deep and sounded dangerous. I felt like he was threatening me to back off with his statement because his voice gets louder and deeper at any instant.

"I understand". I nodded in confirmation and he released his grip on my hair.

He stepped back, a few feet away from me and stared at me as if he was observing my body.

"Take off your dress". He ordered.

"What!?". I exclaimed.


LUCIFER'S POV

I wanted to reject her, but I couldn't. I said those words just to scare her off but she didn't succumb. She stood on the stool, glaring into my eyes, no fear, no emotions. When I thought I was the only one with no emotions but here she is, she could be a powerful warrior which was one thing I liked. I couldn't reject her and I know fully well that she didn't want this, she was just uttering all these words out of anger and to piss me off. She knows I hated it when she repeated this same statement, hadn't it been done in one day.

I mentioned my name, willing to accept her rejection when Masha scurried into the sitting room. Her palm on her head as she slowed down, flashing her face to a different expression.

She chimed into our conversation and bowed down on her knees.

I couldn't believe Jessica did this to her, I couldn't imagine she could even fight for her freedom out of Masha's grip. Masha is a one hundred years old wolf and in human form she is seventy. Forgetting the fact that she's an old wolf, she is still one of the strongest beta female that I have picked as my slave from the pack who went against me.

Masha apologized to me but I ignored and turned to Jessica.

I still had it in mind to accept her rejection but her scent seemed to have enchanted me. I secretly inhaled her flourishing scent as she breathed into her earlobe.

I asked if she was willing to shapeshift which she accepted. I didn't want to train her, I wanted her to recover. Since she didn't have any memories of last night, I had no choice but to abide by her request.

I grabbed her along with me to my room and pushed her inside as soon as I unlocked the door.

I locked the door to avoid anyone from coming in to distract us. I could virtually scent her fear and feel the trembling and shivering of her skin. She was scared, scared because I was the only one in my room with her.

I turned to look at her and the way she had flipped her hair to her back was a sudden turn on; it was as if she was trying to seduce me but I had to control myself since it wasn't what I had brought her here for.

I swaggered towards her and yanked her head up so she could stand up. I pulled her head back aimlessly just to look at her face.

I warned her again in a threatening way so she could change her mind and walk out but she didn't. It shows that she was ready, ready to shapeshift to her wolf form. Although my first time wasn't painful as most of the people around me had said and I have no idea if it will hurt her also.

I step backward just to observe her body, if she was strong enough to take any pressure.

"Take off your dress". I ordered since her clothes were going to rip off during her transformation.

"What!". She exclaimed and I had to admit, she did sound like a fool.

Haven't I seen you naked before?

I wanted to voice it out but I realized that she has no memories of last night.

But at least she is a wolf, doesn't she at least know anything about shift.

I felt irritated by having such a mate like her, an illiterate!.