CHAPTER 37: Head rush...
Celeste
Oh, fuck me, that feels good! He is driving me insane. I am throbbing and aching for him to be inside me, but he is incredibly talented with his tongue. I swear, it's like he can read my thoughts and he is doing everything I want him to do, almost on cue. I am shaking and bucking like crazy. I can feel heat and pleasure building inside of me, threatening to burst like a damn. It has been so long since I have been touched like this, but never has it ever felt this good. I let out a loud moan, bordering on a scream. I don't even care at this point. All of a sudden, I feel him slide a finger into me, then a second. I feel him speak directly against my clit, "Come for me, Celeste." Hearing my name on his lips sent me over the edge. Whatever control I had left, was gone. I feel the orgasm spread through me. My head flies back and I cry out. My back arches and my legs shake uncontrollably, and I ride the wave for what seems like a lifetime. Randol doesn't stop, though. He laps up every drop of me. He groans, and I can see how turned on he is just knowing he made me come.
"Randol, you have to stop. I can't take it anymore."
"I'm not done yet, Princess." He says only this before lowering his face back down between my thighs.
"Oh my god. Randol. Randol!" I hear another growl and Randol goes into a frenzy. "Oh fuck!"
"Fuck, you are so beautiful, and you taste so good."
"Randol, that feels so good." I can feel a second explosion building inside me when I feel his fingers slip into me again. "Aaahhh. Oh my god, Randol! I'm going to come!" He speeds up and I lose control again. Screaming. Back arching. Legs shaking. "Randol, please. I can't wait anymore. I need you inside me. Please."
He kisses and licks his way back up my body. He treats every inch like it's priceless. I have never felt more adored in my life. When he is finally face - to - face with me, I place my hands on his cheeks and look into his eyes. "I love you, Randol. The real you. Just as you are. You are enough." He closes his eyes and places his forehead on mine. He breathes out a long breath and places more weight on my body.
"I love you too, Celeste. After this I will be able to feel you in my soul, and you will be able to feel my every emotion. You will be my rock and support. I won't be able to live without you. I know it. Are you sure you're ready for that?"
"If that is the burden that I have to bear in life, I count myself pretty fucking lucky. I want this, Randol. I want you."
He opens his eyes and looks into mine. He lowers his mouth and covers my lips. It's like a spell. I lose myself in it. He pulls my leg up onto his hip. I can feel his hardness rub against my soaking wet core. I moan into his kiss, and he responds with a carnal growl. I run my hands down his chest and around his back. I dig my nails into his ass. It is marvelous. Firm and round. This man is a god. I pull one hand around his hip and wrap it around his hard, thick shaft. I stroke slowly. His head flies back. "Celeste, shit. You have to stop. I'll never last."
"So?"
"If you want me to claim you, you have to stop."
"Why?"
"I have to bite you at the point of release."
"You better get in there then." I move my hand and he kisses me hard. I can feel him moving to reposition himself.
He pulls away from me and looks into my eyes. I can feel pressure at my opening as he begins to enter me. I stretch beyond what I have ever had to before. It hurts slightly, but it is a delicious pain. I crave more of it. "Are you okay?"
"I'm great. Don't stop." Soon he is fully seated inside me, and I am filled.
"Oh my god, Celeste. You are so tight. I'm not going to last."
"I don't care, Randol. I think I am adequately taken care of for the night." He smiles down at me and slowly starts stroking back and forth. I meet his every stroke. I can feel myself stretch to welcome him in.
"You feel amazing!"
"So do you..."
"No, I need you to turn over. I'm not going to make it much longer. I need to get into position to claim you."
I roll over and get on my hands and knees, backing up until I am positioned right in front of him, spread wide and waiting. "How's this?"
"Holy shit, just fucking perfect..." I throw him a look over my shoulder and see him bite his lip. "My fangs have to come out before I mark you so don't be scared if you see them." I feel his hand stroke my neck as he moves my hair to one side. He runs his finger down to a spot on my shoulder. "This is where I am going to bite you. Don't be nervous."
"I'm not nervous. I trust you."
"You ready?"
"Absolutely." He moves into position and slowly enters me from behind. My breath catches slightly. I can feel him start to move and waves of pleasure roll through me. He speeds up, and I can feel his palm running down my spine, coming to rest on my ass to steady me. I can hear skin slapping together, and he slams into me harder and harder. "Yes! Yes! Randol, yes!"
"Ah fuck. You feel so fucking good. I'm going to come." Just as he says this, I hear a growl and then teeth pierce my shoulder, front and back. At first there is pain, but after a few seconds I feel throb after throb of pleasure push through my body like a heartbeat. An orgasm has never felt so good. After a few seconds, Randol releases me and I flop down on the bed. "Oh my god, Celeste, are you okay?"
"That was amazing, and I'm pretty sure my legs don't work anymore."
"Hahah. Well, I'm glad you enjoyed yourself. I was afraid I killed you with that bite, the way you fell over. How do you feel? Any different?"
"I can feel Kai, now. It feels like he is content and happy."
"He absolutely is."
"What about you? Feel any different?"
"Extremely, actually."
"How so?"
"Come here." He lies down on his back and holds his arm out for me to lie on. I gladly snuggle up against him. "Celeste, you are very powerful. When your power flowed to me during the bite, it was almost enough to make me pass out."
"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you."
"No, it's nothing that you did, Celeste. When I bite you, magic and power flow back and forth between us. Yours was just so powerful, I almost lost it."
"It just felt like ridiculous amount of pleasure, leading into my third orgasm to me."
"If you're trying to stroke my ego, it's working. The reason it felt so different for us is because you are light - years more powerful than I am. Being the successor alpha, only my mother and father are more powerful than me within the pack."
"How did you decide to become the alpha?"
"You don't decide to become alpha. You are born an alpha or a beta or a luna or just a pack member. Not by social status or who your family members are, but your blood. Each one of those levels is born with the correlating DNA in its blood. You can sense when you're in the presence of one of them from the time they're born. I was just born an alpha."
"You shifters are very complicated."
"Well, we are your shifters now, Princess. When my dad steps down, you and I will lead the pack."
"Do you think I can handle it?"
"You are powerful enough to do it without me."
"I doubt that."
"I bet I could walk over to my phone right now and have messages from most of the pack about what just happened. They normally wouldn't feel it from across the country, but you coursed so much power through me, I bet they did."
"You are so full of shit."
"Well, now I have to prove it." He stands up and walks across the room to get his phone. Quite the feast for the eyes. "Ha. Told ya. I already have nine messages asking if I just claimed my mate, one of which is my dad."
"I am mortified!"
"You shouldn't be, really. This is a normal thing in the shifter world."
"Well, having my sex life broadcast is called porn in my world." He smiles and walks back over to the bed. He wraps me in his arms and puts his forehead on mine.
"They are all just excited for me."
"Because you got laid?"
"Hahah, no. Because I've never been in love before. This is my first and last time."
"How can they tell you love me just from you claiming me?"
"I swore I would never claim my mate until we were in love. That's why it hit me so hard when you said it back. I was a goner as soon as I heard those words. I love you, Princess, and I have wanted to claim you from the moment I knew you were my mate, but I would never have done it even if you asked me to, if you didn't love me back."
"Randol Woods, you big romantic."
"I guess."
"I can't believe you've never been in love."
"Why?"
"Because you're twenty - eight. Most people have been in love at least once at your age."
"I just didn't see any need to get emotionally vested in someone I knew I wouldn't end up with. It probably made me seem like a player. As soon as it looked like whoever I was dating was starting to get serious, I bolted."
"Yes, that is the very definition of a player. Well, if you don't know the backstory anyway." I look at Randol, and he is staring straight up at the ceiling. He looks deep in thought. "What's wrong?"
"Not to seem like a jealous idiot here, but I'm guessing you've been in love before."
"Well, you want the truth or the previously prepared good - girl answer?"
"Very funny. I want the truth, of course."
"I have been in love before."
"How many times?"
"Well, really just twice. I thought I was in love when I was younger, but I realized recently that it wasn't really love."
"Twice? I'm not going to lie, that does actually make me a little jealous. Wait a minute, you said you recently realized that you weren't in love with someone when you were younger. How recently?"
"Um, in the last week..."
"Oh my god, it was Ajax, wasn't it."
"Yes, but I realized that it was just misguided appreciation for being there for me when my mom died."
Sigh. "I just had a thought. I know how our date ended, did you kiss either of the other two guys?"
"Do you really want to know?" His face shows that he is not certain if he wants to know or not.
"I guess I'm going to say yes."
"Okay. Yes, I kissed both of them."
"Ugh, I'm going to throw up."
"Hahah. Come on, that is all over now. I belong to you now, in every way, and I will until my last breath."
"I guess that will have to be good enough, won't it. Anyway, it's almost five, so we better get back soon, unless you just want us to move our stuff out here for the rest of the trip."
"I am very tempted, but we are just going to have to put up with having company until this retreat is done."
"Well then, I'm going to get dressed so we can head back."
"Right behind you." We get dressed and make our way back down the dirt road and up to the main house.