♥ Chapter 46♥

Isabella Conti.

Thursday.

Two days later.

13:50 '' Cafeteria. '' Portevecchio.

I haven't seen Alessio for two days today. After our conversation and his revelation that he had killed my ex-boyfriend, we just slept together, and the next day I went straight to work after getting ready at his house. I'm still surprised at myself for realizing that I'm in love with someone again. It's so nice to be loved and protected. Even though Alessio hasn't said he loves me, I can feel it through his care. What man would buy better-quality creams for curly hair? And not just creams, but also the best quality clothes, all just the way I like them-simple and comfortable.

When I arrived at work yesterday, I was afraid of being fired, but as soon as my boss saw me, he looked really scared and just ignored me. Alessio must have done something. Sophia questioned me too much, but I told her a few things about what I did on Tuesday. She freaked out with happiness. I also told her about the creams, the clothes and the way he looks after me. I was happy to see that she was very pleased with my happiness. Her reaction was the best for me. As was Gabi's, who questioned me when she picked me up from work yesterday. I told her everything with a smile on my face.

This feeling of being cared for and loved is something I thought I would never feel again. Alessio has a way of showing his love without having to say a word. He protects me, pampers me and makes me feel special. And although I know his world is dangerous, I feel that with him by my side, I can face anything.

I only saw Alessio yesterday morning when we said goodbye. He warned me that he would be very busy this week and next and that it might be difficult for us to see each other. I confess, I was sad, but I understand that he has a lot of things to do. He promised that he would at least call or text me, and he kept his promise last night and this morning. He asked if I was okay and if I'd eaten, and we talked a bit, but he had to get back to work. Being a mobster must come with a lot of responsibilities.

I still feel a tightness in my chest, a longing that seems to grow by the minute. Even so, it's comforting to know that he's thinking about me and that he cares about my well-being. His voice on the phone, even briefly, gives me the strength to carry on. I know he's doing what he needs to do, and that makes me admire the man he is even more.

Today at work seems to pass more slowly without the expectation of seeing him in the evening. I try to concentrate on my tasks, but my mind often goes back to him and the moments we spent together. I remember his touch, his gaze, and the way he makes me feel safe and loved. Every message from him is a reminder that we are connected, even when we are far apart.

Despite the sadness of the distance, there is a part of me that feels strengthened by this separation. It's proof that our bond is strong and able to withstand time and distance. And when we finally meet again, I know it will be even more special. Ah, I sound like a teenager thinking something so cliché, but there's nothing I can do about it because I know that when we're in love, we turn into very cliché people.

'' Isa! '' I'm startled by Sophia's voice in my ear.

'' Jesus! What a fright! '' I put my hand to my chest, my heart beating frantically.

''I've been calling you for about ten minutes, I've even shaken you, and you haven't answered. '' I let out a little sigh.

''I'm sorry, Sophia. My head was a bit far away. "I saw a mischievous smile forming on her lips.

Ah, you're about to start teasing.

'' Oh, really? Were you thinking about your sweet, wonderful boyfriend? My darling Isabella is so in love. '' He teased, making me laugh lightly.

''Maybe...'' I replied, trying to hide the smile that insisted on appearing.

'' Maybe? Honey, you're not fooling anyone. I saw your silly smile while you were in the world of the moon. '' She laughed, embarrassing me.

'' Stop. '' I covered my face, feeling it heat up with embarrassment.

'' But I'm very happy for you. I may not know him well, but I know he must be crazy about you. The way you told me about him proves it. '' She put her hand on her chin and smiled. ''How about you do something for him?

I frowned, confused.

'' Something? Like what?" I asked, not understanding her little plan.

She crossed her legs, and her smile only widened.

''You know, I had a friend who was a fool in love with her boyfriend, just like you. '' I laughed at this comparison, which made her laugh. '' Listen. She wanted to do something for him, so she spent two weeks ignoring him, saying she didn't have time to get together. But actually, she was learning to dance. She wanted to spice things up with her boyfriend. When they finally met, she told me that it was magical, it was something wonderful. Because they had been apart for so long, the desire, the lust, and the horniness became even more intense. Why don't you try it with your boyfriend?

Hearing that made me feel ashamed.

"Oh, I can't dance; I can barely communicate with people; imagine dancing." She rolled her eyes at my nervousness.

''That's why I'm going to teach you every day after work. I'll come to your house, and you can come to mine, we always review. But the most important thing is: don't see your boyfriend and always make excuses. Not talking too much will make you even hornier.

I bit my lips nervously.

'' And... what if he finds someone else? '' She tapped me on the shoulder. '' It hurts!

'' Stop thinking negative thoughts. Do you really think he'd do that to you?

No, the way Alessio treated me, I'm sure he would never treat anyone like that.

'' No. '' I finally answered.

''Then we'll do it. This will not only increase your hard work but also your love. Because you'll be too far away from each other, barely able to speak to each other. The longing will be immense. "He winked at me.

I let out a sigh.

'' Okay, I'll try. '' I said, still a little unsure but determined to do something special for Alessio.

Sophia smiled, satisfied.

'' That's it, girl! You'll see, it'll be amazing. And I'll be here to help you every step of the way. Imagine how surprised he'll be to see his little girlfriend dancing sensually for him. '' I covered my face in shame.

'' Stop it! '' She laughed.

'' And also, we're going shopping this Saturday. We need to buy a sexy outfit for when you dance for him. '' I looked at her, still embarrassed.

''What kind of dance will it be? '' She gave me a big smile.

''Striptease.'' I widened my eyes in shock.

'' No! No way! I won't be able to dance that sexy for Alessio! Have you seen the look in his eyes? It's so intense. '' I whimpered with embarrassment.

'' So you'd rather give him oral? '' I slapped her on the shoulder, making her laugh. '' Come off it, Isa. Your boyfriend and girlfriend-you don't always have to be ashamed of them. At some point, you have to lose that shame.

'' I know. But it's so hard when you have an intense boyfriend." She laughed lightly.

''Well, when you're dancing for him, ask him to sit in an armchair and go shirtless. I'll teach you how to crawl on the floor in a sexy way. '' I covered my face, making her laugh.

I deserve that.

'' Everything's going to be fine. '' She made a cool sign with her thumb, making me laugh.

'' But I have to confess that it's going to be hard to ignore him. Alessio is a hothead. Can you imagine him coming to the house? It would be chaos.

'' Just say that work is very hectic and you're tired. Talk for a while, and then go away. If he sends you messages saying he's coming to see you, tell him you're going to bed or that Gabi is ill.

Alessio is a mafioso, he'll know right away when I'm lying. But I'll do my best.

'' Right. Now let's get back to work.

I confess, I'm quite anxious to learn how to dance. I'm still a bit scared, but I'll do my best to learn. Alessio has taken very good care of me. I'm going to do this for both of us-something we can enjoy. Sophia is right, I have to lose this shyness with my boyfriend. I'll do my best; just wait, Alessio, I'll surprise you.