Chapter 92

Stephen. decided not to go out into the world until he is fully prepared for it. It is still the woman's place where you help them do some chores. She constantly tries to stop him anytime she sees him working for her but he is always persistent to do it.

"Why do you always try to stop me? This I'm doing right now is biologically my duty, you have been so helpful to me in so many ways, you have tried for me, so who am I not to return the favor?" He said to the woman while she was trying to help her cut the woods in the backyard.
She looked at him with so much pity, and when he was about to slash the wood again she held his hands.

"You did not still understand what I am trying to say and that's why you keep doing this things, three nights ago, I went through your body parts and found out that there was a hole which was patched at the right hand side of your chest, I was so curious to why that who was there." She said to him and her face was full of pity.


"After a lot of thinking and analysation, I came to a conclusion that the hole was caused by a bullet, and you were not fully treated before you got here, maybe the healerss were waiting for you to regain consciousness before the take more operation on you, because it was going to be quite dangerous for a man with comma to be operated while being unconscious." The lady said to me story mode and she was quite unhappy with the way he continued cutting the wood,

He kept on cutting it and cutting it, she noticed that it was getting quite out of hand, she didn't steal stuff she caught it with so much anger and desperation, which clearly proves that she was not himself anymore, he tried to cut it one more time, but the woman please down hands on the exact place where he was about to cut,
She knows full well that if she places her hands there, Stephen. would not be able to cut it anymore.

"Why did you stop? I me had just a few hits left, if you had allowed me to continue cutting it, my sons and mothers would have been over by now, I would have been completely stressed out and would have no time to think about the past, I would rather think about the future and that future's how to get my strength back because I would have been so weak by then." He said to the old woman and she axed on the floor.

"Calm down, you should know that I am quite old and I am virtually old enough to give birth to you, is it not obvious that you are not taking the right step? If you do not know then I will sound it loud and clear to you; this you have just done earlier is not a possible means of forgetting about your troubles, it is not going to help in solving your problems, I will tell you the truth, it is never going to help you in any way, the only thing that can help you now, is to get some rest." The lady said to him as she dragged him to sit.

"Rest you say? How do you think Tracy is going to help me? I am in a cold frustration right now and you tell me to rest? I will need you to rephrase that, why will you tell me to rest? Resting is only going to waste my time and it would never help me to solve any of my problems. Wool dressing teaches me where to find Lisa? Or would you teach me where to find my gun members, or is it ever going to teach me how to get to those who make me suffer all this?" He had a woman as he sat down on the seat.

"Why I say this to your hearings it is because I do not need all of this right now, all I need is some better words of encouragement, some portable words that will give me the momentum to strive harder and never to give up, but from what you have been saying earlier, there are no words of encouragement, only gradually, systematically and rapidly killing my IQ." He said to the old woman and she felt so disappointed at the sound of that.

"Now I get why you advise me to rest, you advise me to wear it because you think it is just a normal occurrence, you think I had nothing much to do with these people I care so much about, after all if he cared so much about them why would he still be in my place? He would have ran out of here in search of them,
I am pretty sure that is what you think, and that is why you are still advising me to rest." He said to the old woman as she began to cry again.

"Let me talk, I would not stop him, let him spit it all out, if I try to stop him from his mind, he's definitely not going to be happy, and I know how this thing's goes, it is definitely going to bother him so much in his heart, and it is going to be very sad that it would bother him so much in his heart." The old woman said in her mind as she stared at him why he was talking.

"Let me put it in this way to you, I guess it will be more understandable this way, and you would get to understand the issue better this way, disturbing I keep talking about over and over again, the same lady I was about to marry before all this misfortune theme true, she was my fiance, my bloody fiance, and that is why I am so sad, and I'm so down right now, I didn't even know what to think or how to think anymore, she was the only one who made my day brighter, I gave me the best momentum to stay alive to thrive and succeed." He said to the old woman as she bent his head in deep tears.

"And on the other hand my brothers, the guys who made me off, who made me who I stand to be before I even knew my fiance,
These guys are the ones who made me stand on my ground today, not for the fact that they were by my side I would have no name to be called today, I might probably not be alive today, and now, these guys I have just told you about are no longer by my side, there are even nowhere to be found, I searched around for them, I went to our old quarters and our new quarters, it's not even a soul was found there, I even went deeper into the forest because that was Where we do train, but in all, I couldn't still find a single soul." Here is his head but still in tears as he said to the woman.

"So tell me, what do you have next to say? Should I still rest? Do you think I should still rest after everything I have just told you? Do you still want me to go into that damn bed and place my head all in the name of resting? What sense does it make to you? The worst and bad part about everything is the fact that time waits for nobody, if it was possible to stop time or pause it I could have probably used no time to rest, I could even rest my head for 100 years having the hope that time wasn't counting." He said to the old woman.

"You might not know why I told you to rest, but if you get to find out the reason you would understand that resting is a very good idea, all what you have told me and asked me earlier was not a necessary questions at all, what I expected you to ask was the fact that how would you go about it? In what way are you doing?
Those are the questions I simply expected you to ask, but you kept on asking dumb questions." The woman finally broke his silence when she saw that he was already coming down and was ready to listen to what you were about to say.


"Okay then, tell me now, since you know that that was the right question, tell me the answer to it?" He told the old woman to tell him how to rest, hoping that it will be quite different from the normal resting he thought it was.

"Okay, this is how it goes, from the way I have spoken, you might think that it is totally and completely different from normal resting, but in actual fact it is completely the same, but in a different method." The old woman said to him




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"So where are you heading to now? Do you think it is safer out there than here? Out there may look bright, spacious and beautiful, but in actual fact it is the darkest place anyone will ever never love to live in, the moment you step out there, you have been exposed to the world, whereby you don't even know where your enemies are, you could mistakenly come across your enemy and you won't know he or she is your enemy, but they will definitely know you, that is why I said you should rest, come down and have a rethink, things don't go the way you think they do." The woman said as she tried to stop him from leaving the house, last night after their discussion, he made up his mind that he was going to leave in order to find solutions.


"Here she goes again with the resting of a thing, I have told you a countless times, I am never going to rest until everything is back to normal, why is it so hard for you to understand me these things are quite clear and very understandable I don't know why you find it so on easy to get my own point," Stephen. he said to her.

"So tell me, by the time you step out of here, where are you going to? and what are you looking for in particular?" The woman asked him.

"I have said it before and I will keep saying it, the moment I step my feet out of this place, I am definitely going to find a solution to my problems, I would make sure I get all what rightfully belongs to me, I would make sure I got the enough power like I used to have before and come back to destroy those who have destroyed me earlier." He said to the old woman as a facial expression clearly proves that she was extremely surprised by the way he spoke.

"You speak so swiftly, it sounds and blend so smooth, but it's a pity that it isn't as easy as you said, you may look at it to be so easy, and I cannot blame you for that because, you have always been at the top, you have always ruled, it isn't easy to start from the scratch again, but I would never lie to you, if you take this step you have agreed to take, you would end up losing everything, it may sound easy, look very easy, analyzes to be so easy, but it is as hard as anyone could ever imagine." The woman said to him as she played a very deep shock on his face.


"I still do not understand what you mean by it being hard, there is nothing hard in what I have just said, it is obvious that it is simple and I did not know why you are trying to complicate things we say words, because from what you haven't seen I am beginning to doubt its simplicity, from my own understanding and reasoning, I conducted and diluted everything, I came to a conclusion that I would go and see power from a deep source, I don't care to know if the source is black, all I am concerned about is the power I am going to get."
He said to the woman as she began to laugh.

"Now I know why you were so concerned about it being hard, you thought I was going to face my enemies without getting any backup power, it will be very impossible for me to even find out who did all this to me if I do not get a backup power, and that is why I I'm going to get powerful a very mighty source." Stephen. said to the woman.

"Wow that sounds so superstitious unbelievable, all source of power nowadays and so fetish, you hardly get a very profitable power without any disadvantages attached to it, the cost attached to it are even greater than the power itself, and that is a very good reason why I would never even advised my enemy power from any source of such." The woman tried our best, warning him about getting power from an unknown source.

"It isn't what you think, you are talking based on the fact that you have had a lot of people tell you s***, this particular power I am after is all about super strength, nothing more than that, I am not asking for internal life neither am I asking for unlimited power, all I need is this change and boldness to handle the whole wolf pack on my own, if I can succeed in doing that then I am pretty sure that with the remaining of my men, I will definitely defeat any enemies that crosses my path." Who won explains to the woman.

"That sounded nice and interesting, but where I don't think that is the type of power and where exactly you didn't end up getting that kind of power from, you hardly see power of such, many people who are given the privilege to give such power, do not do so, they prefer giving you the entire power in the world, so as to enable you serve them with all your heart, and also to dedicate your life to their god, therefore, in order to get to that level of power, you have to dedicate your life to their god." The woman explained how it would be to Stephen..


"If that is the case, then I guess I am quite ready for it, I do not care about the circumstance or what may be the obstacle, I am fully prepared for anything that comes my way, I don't care if anyone want me to dedicate my life to their god, all I need is power for vengeance." He said to the woman.

"Okay, if that's what you want then who am I to stop you? You are mature enough to know what will be best for you." The woman said to him.

"But, what kind of power exactly? You know fully well that power varies in different types and forms, which kind of strength exactly are you looking forward to?" The woman sounded so curious to know the kind of power he is after.

"Well I am after getting the power of those myths we do here about." Stephen. said to the woman.

"Myth? Are you listening to yourself right now, not fully well that it is a myth and that clearly proves that it does not exist, so why on earth are you so interested in having such a power?" She said to him as she partially appeared to be at the top of her voice, she sounded so angry and disappointed as she left his side and sat down on her seat.

"I know you might find it weird and unbelievable, but it is obvious that does power do exist, before all this happened to me, I was told about those kind of powers and how they are being used, people take it as a myth because they haven't given it a try and they do not know where is could be found." He said to the woman and tried to convince her that he could get a power that people have marked to be impossible.

"You've only told me that the power is known to be a myth by the people of the world, but you haven't told me what power in particular, I really do want to know, let me?" The woman said to him that she was so curious to hear what he was about to say.

"You must have watched them in the movies, they are certain powers that have to do with being a vampire, whereby you have all the speed and accuracy, doesn't it sound great, I could perceive everything in the world, including the intestines of my enemies, although there are some disadvantages attached to it, but I'm pretty sure it's going to be fun." He said to the woman.

"Fun speak about, that is what I'm trying to explain, you speak of it to be fun and ignores the disadvantages, let me assume those powers are possible to get, I am pretty sure that when you get them, you are totally and completely going to forget about your mission to get all that rightfully belongs to you, you would rather go after the wrong things, and that isn't going to be nice." She said to him,

"Can I tell you a story?" The woman asked Stephen..

"Yes of course, stories are my favorite, I do love stories a lot, and there was one person in my life who always told me the best stories, and that is the main reason why I am doing this, I'm doing this in order to get that person back into my life." Stephen.s said to the woman as she seemed to be happy with the fact that he was ready to listen to what she had to say.