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Ozzy POV

I leave the bar, leaving Viv behind. I was wrong for what I did to her. I know that now. I can do nothing about what I did, and I have to move on and let her move on. The hard part is I know she is my mate. I know in my soul that she is the one and let the council and my ex get in the middle of my life.

I get into my car and settle into the back. "Take me home," I say to my driver.

"Yes, Alpha. I will have someone pick up your things from the hotel," my driver says.

"Stop at a liquor store. I need a drink," I say.

My driver pulls off of the highway so I can get out at the liquor store. I leave my phone in the car and go inside to get a bottle. I wander around for at least thirty minutes before I finally settle on a bottle of whiskey. I pay the clerk and go back to the car.

I get into the car and open the bottle. I start drinking immediately. I want to drown my feelings for Viv. I do not even want to think about her or how I feel tonight. I damn sure do not want to think about what I did to her.

I was so furious that she lied to me. I wanted to see her and be with her, but then when I was with her, all I could think about is that she lied to me, and now I cannot be with her. I guess I fixed the situation after all. She will never speak to me again.

I finish the bottle before I get back home. I throw the bottle on the floor and get out of the car. I go inside my home. I am alone, all alone in this big house. I am the Alpha King, and I am lonely. The only woman I want, I destroyed her. I cannot imagine how I made her feel. Honestly, I do not even want to think about it. Maybe it was just a fling. Who am I kidding? No, it was not a fling. I love her, and I cannot have her unless I am willing to walk away from the pack.

I go into my kitchen and grab another bottle. I take the bottle and go to my bedroom. I lay back on the bed and begin drinking the new bottle. I have not checked my phone since I left the bar. I take my phone out of my pocket, and there are messages from Viv.

* I cannot believe you did all of this. Please stay away from me *

I do not respond. She is right; I do not deserve her. I do not deserve anyone. I look at the bottle I am drinking from and take another long drink. I have got to stop doing this to myself. I look at the bottle and sit it on the side table. I roll over in the bed, alone, and pass out.

I wake in the morning. I look at the bottle on the side table. I pick it up but decide not to drink it. I put the bottle in the wastebasket and go into the kitchen to make coffee.

To my surprise, my housekeeper and cook are already in the house working. I look at the time and realize I slept until noon.

"Alpha, we were not expecting you back until tomorrow," Nadine says.

"I decided to come back early," I say.

Nadine moves close to me. "Anything I can help you with besides the laundry," she says.

Nadine is a sexy she-wolf. I have tasted her a time or two, but I am not in the mood for her this morning. I can only think about touching Viv. Maybe if I did fuck Nadine, I could forget Viv. I look Nadine over. She smiles at me as I think about bending her over the table and fucking her brains out.

"No, I have work to catch up on, Nadine. I only need coffee and maybe some lunch," I say to her.

I leave Nadine in the kitchen and go to my office. I turn on my computer and open my email. There are emails labeled the Viv situation. Damn, I am not seeing her anymore. Can the council just let it go?

I check my cell phone. There are more messages from Viv. I do not read them. I delete all of them. I have to let all of this go. Why is she texting me after telling me to leave her alone? I guess she had something to get off her chest.

There is one message on my phone from a couple of weeks ago. Leslie, an old friend, messaged me wanting to see me. I did not answer because I thought it was more bullshit about my fiance running off with another Alpha.

I should text her, but first, I need to address the council. I send the council an email letting them know that I am not longer seeing Viv and that I will be looking for a mate. That should get them off my ass for a while. I am not really going to start looking for a mate, but I guess I could date to shut them the fuck up.

Nadine brings me my coffee and lunch. She pushes my chair back and sits right in my lap.

"Let me help you feel better, Alpha. It would be my pleasure," Nadine says.

"I have a lot of work to catch up on, Nadine," I say to her.

Nadine does not take No for an answer. She goes to her knees and unzips my pants. She takes me into her mouth before I can put up a fuss. I lay back and try to enjoy the blow job she is giving me.

She takes me into her throat, sucking me hard and fast. I rub the back of her head. "Yes, Viv, please, your master," I say to Nadine.

As soon as I say it, I realize getting over Viv will not be that easy. Nadine sucks me off, letting me cum in her mouth. She gets up from the floor. She licks her lips.

"I can please you, Alpha. I can please you any way you want," Nadine says.

"I have work to do, leave," I say to her.

Fuck, how do I get myself into these situations. I want Viv, yet I am letting my cook suck my cock. There is something wrong with me. First order of business, I have got to quit drinking, then I have to figure out a way to get Viv back.