55 - Elhouette
“Leave him alone. I don't know that man. We don’t accept strangers in this house, ‘Pa. Let's go, let's go in. Let him rot there. ”
"But son ..."
“It’s okay Mr. Vergara. I understand, ”he softly promised. The old man can do nothing but breathe and follow the child. As Elhouette's blanglo just looked at him.
“And you, go back to where you belong. Even if you kneel a few times in front of me Zyd, I will never accept you again in my life. It's all over with us and I've cut everything. Have a good day, Captain Zyd Caiden McCluskey. Bye! ”
The pain passed through his eyes but he insisted ‘not to show it. His eyes remained dim staring at it and he clenched his fist at the thousands of pains that pounded his heart. Damn, the pain! He smiled bitterly as it turned away. He was left outside the yard, carrying many gifts for him and their son.
He looked sadly at the woman as she walked away until she could enter the house. He took a deep breath and looked up. She felt that if she did not do that, tears would fall in her eyes. He also notices that the neighbors are looking at him and he sees the sympathy in their eyes.
She was out of breath. He won't leave until they talk politely with Elhouette. No matter how many times it pushes him away, it's like a magnet that keeps coming closer to it. An hour passed, two ... Three ... It was four hours that he remained standing outside the gate. It was getting dark all around but he did not leave his position.
Cuhen and Azael also called him to pick him up in a chopper but he refused. As for Hudson, he just laughed and told ‘don’t make him cry like a child.’ His friends are sweet, especially Farhistt. To Farhistt’s super sweetness, it didn’t advise anything.
Draw loud thunder and lightning in the sky. He looked up, the sky began to cry and first dripped on his face. Entering his brain, he would run and look for shelter but his heart whispered something else ... He remained standing.
One drop ... Two ... Until the heavy rain finally fell. He smiled bitterly as he let the rain fall freely on him. He was still standing outside the gate while looking at the big house, which now had the door and the windows closed. The hurtful words he had uttered to the woman came back to his mind. The words he was missing. The moments she let it conceive and give birth without her. Damn it! Both his eyes began to heat up. Because of the heavy rain, no one who sees her will know that she is crying. Fuck! He was like an angel with his wings folded and he felt, his heart was crushed. Another disease. Puta!
Everything Lianne said seemed to echo in her brain since she followed it in the Philippines ...
“If you think I still love you, Zyd, then you are mistaken. Not anymore, long time no see. ”
“Leave. You are just a stranger to my son and me. Let's say you're the father, but you didn't become his father when I made him pregnant. You are an irresponsible person. ”
“Don’t make me laugh at you. Wait, you think after all you did everything would be okay? Wow Zyd, what do you think? Just a sorry, okay right away? I don’t need your sorry, because even if I forgive you ... I will no longer accept you in my life, in my son’s life. ”
“Goodbye Zyd,‘ don’t bother me or us anymore. Please, I'm fed up too. I could support my son without you. I was able to do it when she was pregnant, isn't it now? ”
"Expensive? Oh wow, do you love me because you have a child with me? All I can say is, you have no testicles. Yep, you don’t have a testicle and that’s not love—— Conscience. Your own conscience has eaten you up! But sorry, Zyd ... I’m done. So stop it. There's nowhere to go if you're doing this. ”
Tears welled up in her eyes as she looked at the household. He will not leave. Absolutely not. It took him a while, even three years before he did something, but Zyd can only be sure of one thing, he is not like before. His own medicine was bitter.
"Elhouette ..."