31.

Nikki

"So, when do you plan on telling him?"

I sigh and look at Charles, "I don't know."

"You can't be serious right now, Nikki?" Charles says to me.

I knew that he didn't like the idea of me lying to his best friend, but I was scared. What if he didn't want a child?

"What if he doesn't want it?"

"Then he's a fucking asshole," Damien says as he walks through the patio doors.

I groan, "Guys, this is hard for me."

"It will be even harder when he finds out that you kept his baby a secret," Damien adds.

"Are you ganging up on me now?"

Damien and Charles look at each other and then look at me.

"Baby, we know our son and right now he is extremely vulnerable and open to anything. Use this opportunity wisely because once Xander is done with you, he is done with you." Charles explains.

And I knew he was right, Xander wasn't one to give second chances, he may have done it with his mother but that is a special case. Finding out that I was pregnant wasn't the easiest thing for me, I collapsed after they had admitted Xander into ICU. The doctors did tests and said that I was pregnant, and with modern technology, I didn't have to show signs, they just had to take my blood or saliva sample, even if the baby was just an embryo. I was in a hospital bed for two days because my blood pressure was so high. I told Charles and the others, they were elated, but I wasn't, I'm still not. This isn't the first time I've been pregnant.

"Honey, time waits for no man." Charles says, "Tell him, today, otherwise, I'm going to do it and in the worst way."

I glared at him, and I could tell that he wasn't joking.

"Fine, I'll tell him."

A few moments passed and Xander walked out onto the patio with Jessica and his mother behind him, he looked so happy. Like a child on Christmas day.

"Hey guys," I greeted.

Xander leans down to kiss my forehead, "Hey baby, my mom, and sister, just wanted to say goodbye before they left."

"Leaving so soon, my mom wouldn't be happy about that." I chuckle, I get up from the chair and hug Sarah.

"We'll be back, don't worry, honey. We just have work meetings to attend to, and Jessica has her finals coming up." Sarah says.

I nod, "Of course, I understand. Thank you all so much for coming, I appreciate it."

"Thank you for bringing me, my son, back." Sarah smiles and kisses me on the cheek.

I look over at Jessica, and she doesn't seem so happy to see me. What is her problem?

Jessica and I shared a hug and Xander walked them out.

"What is that girls deal?" I say, watching her walk away.

Charles chuckles, "Don't mind her."

I roll my eyes and walk into the house. I go to the kitchen and check the messages on my phone. Chantel has sent me a text, and she says she needs to see me urgently. I sent her a text to her to meet me at Cal 'chino's, our favourite café, in an hour.

I go upstairs to take a shower and get ready. I put my hair in a shower cap and hop into the shower. As soon as the water is at the right temperature, my shower concert begins, humming all my favourite tunes while I get clean. Two songs in, I hear the bathroom door open. The curtain opens, and it's Xander, he has a smirk on his face and lust in his eyes.

"Taking a shower without me?"

"Didn't think you'd want to join, since you've already taken a shower," I reply.

The way he looked at me made me feel so vulnerable and shy, I covered my boobs with my arm, and he pulled my hand away. He licks his lips and gets into the shower with his clothes on.

"Xander, you're fully dressed."

"Don't give a shit," he says lowly and cups my kitting with his hand, slipping one finger inside me.

I bit my bottom lip and moaned.

"You look so good today, baby," he whispers in a deep voice, which causes my core to tingle.

"Xander, the doctor said no sex, until you're properly healed." I stammer, and he moves his finger in and out of me.

"This isn't sex, baby, just a little foreplay, but I can stop if you want."

When his finger curls and hits my spot, I squeal.

"I'll take that as a no," he smirks and slips another finger in.

Of course, it's a no, for a man with no experience he learns fast, and he's so good. I look into his eyes as he continues to finger me, his clothes are fully soaked.

"Clothes. Off." I moan.

"Cum for me first, baby," he says and picks up the pace.

I grab onto his hand and lower myself onto his fingers. My core tightens as he continues to hit that spot. I grab onto his shirt with my hands and my body raises onto its tiptoes. I was close, really close.

"I'm going to cum." I moan.

Just as I am getting close to the edge, he pulls his fingers out and slips them into his mouth.

"Not yet, baby girl, daddy still got a lot more planned for you," he smirks. I stand there and watch him as he takes off his clothes. He's fully naked and erect, ready to give me another baby, if that's even possible.