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Thirteen
Raiden's POV
"What did you just say?" I turn to her like I heard not heard what she just blurted from her own mouth right now.
"Was there something wrong with what I said?" She snapped at me, sitting back up, her boobs jiggling right Infront of me.
I really wished she'd cover up.
But as she said those words, I couldn't speak. It was like I was tongue tied, and that was when I remembered my stupid yonger self in high school promising Sasha that I would make her my Luna and she would be the mother of my pups.
"Don't you want me having your babies.. "
I was still speechless and didn't know what to say? If I say 'Yes', then I would cause a problem between us, but if I said 'No', I would be lying to the both of us.
So I just turn away and begin putting on my pants, drawing it up my legs before standing. She was still sitting there, staring at me, probably waiting for an answer.
"Look, dress up, let's go to the pharmacist. That isn't what you should be thinking about right now. We still have college, remember?"
"I can drop out." Her whiny voice came out, and I swear, I was coming to terms that she was just stupid or dumb. I couldn't tell which one. But dropping out? Seriously?
"I'm not going to make the mother of my pups a school drop out Sasha" I threw her clothes right at her face and watched as she caught them and glared at me before standing up.
Oh god….
"Oh.. I didn't know you had high qualifications for who your mate was going to be. Do you also want me to be blonde and nerdy with blue eyes… "
I sighed. Why was she overreacting now?
"Sasha.. that's not what I meant… "
"You're just like your father… always wanting expecting too much from everyone, even your mum.. "
"That's enough Sasha!" I growled, and I see her finally shrink away from me, and it was then I realized that my wolf surfaced due to anger and my eyes were colored like gold irises glowing in the dark, my cannines produtikidsng from my gums.
There was silence as we just stood there, faced off squarely, before I turned away from her and grabbed my keys.
"I'm heading to the pharmacy alone, and you better not make any fuse about taking the pills when I get back.. "
She didn't say anything as I left, and I was sure she was probably feeling guilty about what she said.
Few people knew how my dad and mum, and one of those few happened to Sasha. I mean… she was not wrong, but hearing it from her made it hurt me because I began comparing myself with my dad.
I had judged Keira right from day one. She was never smart to begin with and I always bullied her for it. Soon, she began smart and began taking top positions, but I found something else to taunt her about, and that was her uneven gums and how unevenly tall and short her teeth were.
Soon, she started wearing braces, and I didn't let her rest about the acnes on her face. She didn't come to school for one week after that, and she began wearing hoodies to cover up her face.
Everything she did was never enough for me. Even the fact that she didn't have a wolf… nothing. I always wanted her to give me all the high expectations of her, and yet I was never with her.
Was I really like my dad?
Would I loose Keira like he lost his mum because he never appreciated the sole most important fact that they were together, and only wanted her to be the best amongst the best.
He pushed too far and she exerted too much force on her self before she died.
I didn't realize I had ling arrived at the pharmacy and parked, and it was when I was snapped out of my reverie, I got down and headed for the counter.
No one was around luckily for me, and only the pharmacist at the counter. I ordered for the post pills and waited for her to get it while I thought about Keira.
I wondered if she had me on her mind the way I had her in mine. I suddenly had the urge to call me, but I didn't have her number on my phone.
Suddenly, I remembered there was a former high school group for all the high school students in my former school, and when I graduated, I didn't see the need to be in there again, so I left the group.
Could she be there?
I called my friends who were still in high school to send me the group link, but they all kept directing me to Sasha who was the admin of the group, and I didn't want to talk to her.
But when I realized I had to take her number and call her now because I couldn't do it around Sasha, I had to call her.
When I did, there was silence on the phone, but I knew she was there because of her soft breathing.
"Angela said you were the admin of the high school group.." I started, not wanting to beat around the bush.
"Yeah." She simply replied.
"Send me the group link." And without waiting for any further questions or even an affirmation, I ended the call.
After two minutes and she hadn't sent it, I began to wonder if she even understood what I meant or she was trying to further annoy me, but just as I was about to call me again, she sent the link to my dm and I sent a simple 'thank you' before clicking on the link which led to the group.
When I was in, I began searching the contacts by typing in the name, 'Keira'. Three contacts bearing the same name popped up.
One has the picture of the 'Keira' I knew so we'll who was in the cheerleading team. The other two, I wasn't so sure who to pick. One didn't have a profile picture while the other had the picture of a woman who looked pretty old to even be in college.
But…
I suddenly tap on the picture and zoom in, and my eyes widen when I take in the woman's face and realize that Keira looked a lot like her.
Could she be Keira's mum?
With that, I copied her number and called her.
"Here they are. Sorry I took some time.. " the pharmacist arrived and I briefly thanked her and paid for then after buying some mint as well.
As I got into the car, I was yet to turn on my ignition when I realized this was the nth time I was calling her and she hadn't picked.
It was ringing, but she was yet to pick it, and for some reason, I was scared something had happened to her and I was tempted to just drive down to her house and check up on her, but leaving Sasha till now would get her suspicious, and also, I knew the universe was probably bent on ensuring Sasha got pregnant for me.
So I began driving down to the house while calling her repeatedly, and to my dissapointment, when I had arrived home and Sasha had come downstairs, she had not picked.
I pocketed my phone as I saw Sasha heading towards me only wearing one of my shirts which I had gave her a while ago,m and flip flops.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me before leaning back.
"I'm sorry… "
"It's okay .. I'm not mad at you" I say, and honestly, I wasn't. I was just mad at myself, but I said nothing as I led her in and watched as she took the pills obediently.
When she was done, I took off my Shirt and pants and began reading while she lay down and watched me read until she was bored and slept off.
I didn't know how long I read into the night, but when I felt sleepy and tired already, I slipped into the sheets, and Sasha automatically wounded her arms around me and her eyes sleepily opened before she smiled a wide lazy smile.
"I was waiting for you…" she yawned, and I tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear befirw forcing a smile.
"Well I'm here now, you can sleep."
With that, she cupped my cheeks and began kissing me and I just had to kiss her back, wrapping my arms around her body as she inched closer to me, half sleeping while half kissing me, her tongue lazily swirling in my mouth, her hand holding tightly onto my shoulders.
Suddenly, my phone starts ringing, and just when I make my move to get it, she holds me closer to her, and I decide to ignore it, but when it gets persistent, I roll to the other side, hearing her curse and swear before I grab my phone.
My eyes widened when I saw it was Keira calling.