Ten

Ten
Raiden's POV
I feign nonchalancy and push her hand off me before avoiding her proding inquiry gaze and finally take the shirt off.
But just as I intended to throw it over the pillows and get some rest, she grabbed the shirt off my hands and began heading close to the windows, holding it out in her hands as she scrutinized the stain with her brows furrowed together.
I didn't know why my heart was pounding, why the blood in my heart was rushing into my ears as I watched her check my shirt out.
If she found out that I and Keira kissed and were even close to fucking, my reputation would be over. She'd tell her friends and my friends, and it would spread around the camp and obviously reach Alpha Carl's ears.
My father would renounce me. I knew he's always been looking for the slightest mistake to use that opportunity and finally not regret having to make me the next Alpha.
After all, who would believe that the soon-to-be Alpha had a mate who was a worthless latent coming from a Gamma lineage who wasn't recognized because her father refused to renounce her and send her back to the humans when he was ordered to.
Thus, he was stripped of his title as a Gamma and lost his chance if ever being an Elder.
Suddenly I felt something hit me, snapping me from my reverie, and when I looked up, I saw Sasha leaving the room furiously.
Where was she going to?
I toss the shirt over my body, not even buttoning up properly before heading out with her.
Libby was in the hallways, rubbing her eyes and yawning, but Sasha didn't acknowledge her as she walked past her.
However, I picked Libby up and began following Sasha, and she instantly starts sleeping on my shoulder.
From the living room, I see her open my car with my keys and I was shocked, wondering when she had taken my keys.
"Libby… you stay here okay?" I whisper to Libby as I let her lie back down on the couch.
"Cwossants" she whispered, but I just kissed her forehead and headed outside, my calm demeanor will the Libby turning to rage and anger the moment I saw Sasha's head finally revealed inside the back of my car, snooping.
I was so shocked that I just stood there as she drew her head back with that look of realization on her face.
She began walking up towards me and the next second, she drew her hand back and slapped me right across the face.
As I turned to the other side, my hand automatically holding onto my cheek, I knew what I was in for, but I would defend myself to the last if that was what I had to do.
"Sasha… " she began walking back to the house. I couldn't keep up with her these days. Didn't she even want an explanation?
"Sasha!" I yell after her as I rush up the stairs to catch up with her long strides. When she arrived in her room, she made to shut the door, but her strength was no match for mine as I pushed it open with my body and she was almost thrown to the floor as she staggered back.
But there was still that look of hate and betrayal on her face as she glared at me.
"I hate you Raiden."
Funny enough, that didn't hurt one bit.
"Just get out of my house… I don't even want to see your stupid face. You're such a liar and.. and a snake."
When I didn't say anything, she suddenly shortens the distance between me so I could look into her eyes, I knew she was trying to smell out my guilt and fear or hear my racing heartbeat, but I concealed everything in seconds, keeping a straight face.
"Tell me… how long have you been fucking behind my back while acting like you hate her in school.. "
"Excuse me?"
She raised a brow. "Did I stutter?"
"I'm pretty sure you did… if any one has to ever be accused on cheating on the other, it will you, Sasha… "
"Excuse you.. "
"Why? Because you caught her human scent in the car, you think we were probably fucking in my car?" I don't let her say another word. "No Sasha, I was keeping up with your stupid plan okay. I invited her to sit and have her coffee because she had no place to sit and she was staring at me the entire time. If I hadn't given her a chance to sit, she'd think that at the party, we'd probably ignore her like I did, and do you think she'd come… "
"Okay… what about the car.. " she was slowly looking convinced, but not convinced enough to make me calm down knowing she won't go around spreading rumors of me fucking Keira while we kept on with our bully and victim game in school to deceive the others.
"Why was her scent all over her car… "
"Because I took her home okay. Look, I barely reached her house" I lied. "I just ended up at the place where we were supposed to part ways before I came here and that was it Sasha. Why the hell would I even want anything to do with Keira. That's why she sat at the back, I couldn't stand her disgusting scent." I could see the doubt and anger clearing from Sasha's face as I expressed my disdain and detestation for Keira.
I suddenly wrap my arms around her waist and pull her in, noting that she wasn't angry anymore.
"I can't wait for the party to be over. Being nice to her is sickening.. " I say and she wrapped her arms around my neck and chuckled.
"You know.. for a second there… I thought you and her were actually you know… "
"For real? No way… I already have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world as mine and I'm not exchanging you for the world." I say, pushing a stray strand of her hair before she finally leaned up and we kissed.
When we kissed in the past, it was usually filled with lust and the desire to fuck, but after Keira and experiencing what a real kiss was- a kiss filled with passion and pure romance, kissing Sasha was like kissing a blank sheet of paper.
I felt nothing.
Even my wolf expressed his disgust and anger when it realized I wasn't with my mate but a stranger.
Yes, even though he knew Sasha was my girlfriend for more than a year, he still referred to her as a stranger now because obviously, that was what she was. The only person my wolf knew was Keira.
My real mate.
After what seemed like several minutes of torture, she pulled back and pouted before whispering.
"I'm sorry for accusing you of cheating.. "
"I'm sorry for accusing you too.. "
She then wrapped her arms and legs around me that I almost lost hold of her before grabbing her ass and pulling her closer to me, hearing her moan in my ear when my nails digged into the skin of her ass before she leaned back to look into my eyes.
"Let's fuck… "
I honestly wasn't in the mood, and honestly, the entire time, I couldn't even get a hard-on from her.
Things were not like this and she would obviously notice that about me. Sasha wasn't intelligent or brilliant when it comes to academics, but she was smart and very observant of little things.
As she dropped on her feet, held my hand and led me to the bed, I was panicking on the inside.
Nothing about her excited me again, not even her curvaceous body or her perky ass, absolutely nothing.
I thought everything was resolved but it was only getting worse. And what will she assume if I avoid having sex with her. She'd bring up the topic of Keira and I again and I might just snap and yell at her and things would definitely escalate quickly.
Suddenly I grab her neck and pin her to the wall before kissing her again. I hear her gaso in shock at first before she actually starts to kiss me back, but no matter how lustfully I kissed her, hoe sensitive her nipples throbbed under my touch as I creased my fingers over them, I couldn't get turned on.
When I pull her, she starts raking her hair back from her face before smiling while panting.
"We're being feisty to night, aren't we?" She said, smiling, and I just feigned a smile as I took off my shirt and dropped it off to the ground.
I see her eyes follow my Shirt as she took hers off.
"What was that stain on your shirt anyways?" She asked me, pulling the shirt off her body to reveal her smooth, large breasts which bounced right Infront of her chest.