Author note (please read)

Sorry for so much delay but currently I'm busy with my job and studies. also, I want to tell you all what happened to me and that, I lost my all money. I'm not telling you this to get sympathy or something I want to tell you this because I don't want you all to face this problem and get in trouble like me.

1st I met a person on Instagram whose ID is Dr. Nathan Hary. if you are reading this go and report him as a scam now. we used to talk almost daily. being an introverted person I liked his behavior and kind nature. One day he told me that he was going shopping and he would buy something for me. I was okay with it. he said I would send you a gift by foreign courier delivery service and told me the parcel would come in a week. I was okay with it and then he told me I needed to pay some 500 pounds which is in Indian currency about 50k. idk I was the stupidest person ever because he was manipulating me and I being stupid came in his words and paid every time till I lost all my savings and it's about 2 lakh. I didn't realize what I was doing, you know I also never give anyone even 100 and here I give 2 lakh rupees to a stranger. it's not like I didn't ask him for proof I did and he sent me some receipts which I sent me friends and some smart people and they said this all is real so I trust them.

You know what you are thinking how can I do such a stupid but when I sit quietly in a place and think about all this I realize I didn't do all this because of a gift or for him. I did all this because I had a fear of losing trust in someone. I don't want because of stop to trusting other people too. I think if there is 70% negativity in the world so there is 30% kindness, love, and trust too. After all, what I met in my life is that kind and beautiful hearts are much more.

I still remember how when I was crying in the middle of the road because it was my board exam and I got late and no one was helping me and that time a lady who was getting late for her work still chose to help me and the best part was she not even drop me to the Scholl but also give me money to go back my home.

I still remember when I almost got raped by a group of boys and that time when I was able to save myself from them. and when I failed the complaint against them do you know what happened? You must be thinking that they may be to me or threatening me to take a complaint back right??. no that time no 1 2 10 or 30 but the whole school and college girls took a stand for me. and the best part was. Usually, parents of boys blame girls by saying ki usne hi usko bekaaya hoga and all.

I also expected that but his mother and grandmother said ki " kabhi bhi ager koi haath lagaye ya siti bajaye na tho sochne ka nhi darne ka nhi, sida chappal uthane ka or usko itna marne ka itna marne ka ki wo aayenda kisi ko shuna tho door, aakh utha ke dekhe bhi na" that time not only their parents and all girls teachers beat the boys and then suspent them for forever from college.

I'm grateful for the kindness and love people give me. It's planted in my heart and it blooms whenever I think of those warm moments. I got courage, motivation to keep going, and resilience by experiencing all these. I'll only become a stronger and tougher girl. They say your life is a mirror of what you trust to say and hear. That's right. I trust in love all the time.

AFTER ALL THIS I STILL HAVE NOT LOST HOPE TOP TRUSTING OTHER PEOPLE.

I'm not sharing this to gain any kind of sympathy I'm telling you this I want someone to hear my problem. I want to share my problems with you all so can i feel better. I do not even realize when you all become my comfort zone. thank you so much for reading this.

Because of all these problems currently I'm doing 3 jobs college and classes. because of this I hardly get time to write chapters. So sorry for this but I will soon update don't worry.

also sorry to wish you so late

WISH YOU ALL A HEALTHY AND JOYFUL HAPPY NEW YEAR<3