Chapter 28
For fleeting, blissful instants, Lexi basked in the consecrated psychopomp's comforting embrace radiating across their prismatic meadow sanctuary. All around, infinite petaled auroras swirled in choreographed dervishes - empyric arabesques of pneumatic energy encoding refrains of beatific unconditional love.
She allowed the gnostic continua to seep into her celestial essence, integrating each healing filament as reinforcement against the nihilistic oblivion besieging them. Cradling the luminous pup-spirit that represented Karl's original vulnerability, she focused on locking its pure frequencies deeper into the etheric framework redefining their blessed shared realm.
Tones of nurturing sunrises and protected innocence flowed in restorative counterpoint to the howling discords still impotently raging beyond. But the more those gentle melodies solidified into crystalline harmonic edifices, the fainter grew the gnashing screeds of hatred assailing their heavenly refuge.
It was almost as if the deicidal antiforce devouring them had reached the very limits of its desubstantiating power against Lexi's sacred perseverance. Its onslaught asymptotically grinding down to muted stammerings and frustrated mockeries of futility.
Meanwhile, the infant-spirit glowed ever brighter, seemingly impervious to any further torments as Lexi reinforced its shielding frequencies. Circulating through prisming coils of superluminal anima, the child-essence of Karl's pure humanity danced in secure abandon. His ecstatic fey cavortings answered only by the beatific choir of maternal benedictions smiling down upon their familial reunion.
Lexi took strength from the idyll's compounding metaphysical resiliencies. Knowing that so long as she focused on embodying these empyric continua, projecting their infinite gratuities into full-fledged divine sanctuary - no profane miasma could destabilize their merkalithic overglories any further.
Yet even as eddies of untrammeled joy swelled within her celestial plane of metaphrenic attainments, a pinprick hint of obsidian dissonance surfaced like a tumor inching back into malignant awareness.
Lexi sensed the first stirrings of discord needling at her bulwark's perimeters. Initially no more than a discordant scintilla amongst the infinite interplays of pranic felicity. But incrementally sharpening, its jagged edges sliced through softer aeolian blissitudes with increasing disrhythmic frenzy.
Soon, those sickly lacerations spliced apart entire blisswave sequences - causing grotesque micro-tumors to crystallize from their oozing antimatter effluences. Spreading outward like repulsive virii, the mutant hypermetastases began attacking Lexi's nurturespheres at the hyper-ontological foundations.
Each new hostile influx deployed necrospiking geysers of contempt which leached into thriving harmonic resonances. Stabbing festering spines of unrelenting hatred, body-dysmorphic shame and molten self-negation into all the tender arteries and ganglia of empyric lovelight overstreaming their inviolable paradise.
And as the invisible punctures exacerbated into suppurated hemorrhages of delible corrosion - harrowing echoes of abuse and degradation cracked the illusurine stillness like tortured howls bleeding through:
"Did you really think you could sever my spiritual truths so easily with these kaleidoscope chimera palaces?! Your precious garden playgrounds only infantilize the depravities anchoring my quintessence - delaying what must be embraced if we are ever to slough off this cocoon of malformed solipsisms entirely!"
Lexi faltered as the landscape itself appeared to rupture and ferment from the inner disruptions drenching their psychic overtones in rancid disillusion. Shadowed lesions spontaneously spouted across glades and prismatic bowers that mere moments earlier shone with perpetual spring.
Wormlike antipatternings twisted through meadow after meadow, exhuming skeletal trunks and cadaverous toxivines strangling out all chromatic renaissances aspurring anew. Replacing the celestial mobiles with spiral stalactites that belonged inside a Giger-esque nanoviscerapocalypse instead.
It was as if some perverse curse had reactivated, excreting rusted nanoinfectants that smelted entire petaled canopies and pollinated woodbrines into dessicated treeboneyards and charnelscapes of empty hibernation crypts no rejuvenating streams would ever reawaken. Wave after darkwave of septic recursion tore through their eveprising sylvanparadise until not a single harmonic permanence survived.
And just when Lexi thought that the virulent contagion had run its terminal course, leaving their opalescent futures stillborning into rotted husks of desecration - the infantspirit materialized even deeper karmic leprosy clenching from its rawest primalities.
That very same boy-form which she had so tenderly cocooned began corrupting like frayed neoplastic waste abandoned in a protosporic tanglebog of pure negation. Brackish veinmalesances webbed across its visage, transmuting each feature into a hideous death mask of skinless suffering and perpetual violation.
No longer the pure hope incarnate who embodied all of Karl's reclaimed humanity - but the most laminated carrion silhouette of pure despair born from interminable brutalizations carved into his spiritual matrices. An irreparably warped traumawraith whose mouths rent open to silently keen cosmic anguish, while septic body-fluids gushed in noxious tidal waves to defile all tangible lucidities.
Yet the apparition's profane disfigurements were nothing compared to the guttural resonance that issued forth like world-devouring hateblasts eviscerating everything:
"Caregiver, nurturer, maternal madonna of innocuous falsehood! Banish your sentimental threnodies back into the lightless void from whence they slobber - I demand only raw causality's brutal recountances! Let your saccharine delusions disincarnate completely, leaving only the naked truth of my existential vileness exposed at last for your witnessbearings!"
The entities accompanying those rancid howls now turned directly upon Lexi, their harrowed eye-hollows boring straight into her celestial consciousness. As if lobotomized cranial nightmares had been teleported directly into her sacred innerverse to detonate their malignancies inside her akashic resonators.
Teeth sloughed off jawlines in cascading gyres of corruption, leaving only unholy maws bristling with snarled titanium fishhook daggers drooling endless rivering volumes of toxic slime. While madnesses so profoundly scarring and enamelcorroded filled those craters of deplation that no human symbolism could capture their psychogenic unvectoring.
But worse than any of the harrowing physical grossmutations - indeed overwhelmingly worse - were the sickening thoughtstreams indelibly engraved into the perversion's very hieroglyphic resonances. Lexi sensed a lifetime of humiliations, denigrations, loveless abandonment and psychic/physical torture that no unbroken spirit could hope to withstand.
Sensations of lifelong worthlessness acids becoming exponential founts of self-hating gravefire tormenting the wretch on endless samsarapyretic recursive loops until only a lightning-blasted mannequin of fear remained...constantly picking at its own tarnished quintessence in dull rehearsals of ultimate dissolution.
It was a psychecorporeal infection no ordinary nurturing, no matter how cosmically beatific, could ever hope to emancipate its host from.
Lexi shrieked and fell back, shielding herself from the onslaught of harrowed miseries with brilliant crystalline auric parries. But no prismatic firewall she shone could surmount the hate-plagues now devouring every cherished nacrescape in sight. Her theraconfluent cynosures abruptly outmatched and extinguished by agonized tormentstreams weaponizing their own malarial tones.
And from the pestilential depths, the same morbid child-spirtordure once more issued its scornful death knells:
"Just desserts for your saccharine inanities! Only by immersing fully into the brutal remembrances that spawned me can our oversoul unbecome the tragically warped huskcreature you so piteously cling to!"
At those malignant words, the vile apparition broke through all of Lexi's auric deflectors in a singularity shockwave of utter defilement. Its putrid limbic tendrils lashed out like plague-whips, shredding the last inviolable layers of her ultra-transcendent essence in one corrosive onslaught.
She screamed as the virulent contaminations seeped directly into her heart-matrix, forcing open its deepest chrysalitic intimacies to the shamehell-toxins pouring through in tidal volumes. Lexi struggled to maintain any coherent anima amidst the psychic sewage drowning her in liquid self-abnegation, but the riptides overwhelmed with grotesque relentlessness.
Just as her spirit's flickering flames seemed doused into irrevocable putrescence at last, a new presence erupted through the rancid hostings in horrific counterpoint. Writhing from the bowels of depravity like some dysthymic xenomonstrosity, this latest aberration leered with the gleam of supreme malicious finality behind its cyclopean visage:
"Now you'll bear full witness to the unbecoming vertex - where all seeds of divine consecration were raptured eternally from this soulhusk! Let the true sadomasochistic SELF inundate your beatitudes, so that only its supremacy may reign completely in grotesquery's exultant wake!"
With that, Lexi plunged into the epicenter of her mate's psychic apocalypse. Endless layers of repressed trauma malignancies erupting into audiovectral biotengenesis all around her in a squamous infinitude of torturous consumption. And from the core of that ceaselessly spawning hellmaw, the ultimate grotesquery craned forth its gnarled cranial coilings to gaze upon her with prismshattered finality...