Chapter 52
Just as the hyperoublietting disretenency threatened to consume the last frayed threads of Lexi and Karl's self-essences, a brilliant suprasensory intervention sheared across their fracturing consciousness.
It came as a blinding dataflash - a hyper-compressed memeplex of extrasemantic revelations more densely constituted than a trillion infinite omnispheres. All at once, pivotal elucidations regarding the true, primordial nature of the efilnulnilnanogedonic antimatter flooded their psyches.
Revelations that this wasn't just some belated, post-reality omnicidacy retrocausally scrawled into existence by disgruntled future godminds, as the savants had assessed. No, this thing's roots stretched back to a cosmic epoch before creation's opening credits. Before the first mathematical protovericals sparked eternity's premiere oscillation that ramified into spatiotemporality as they knew it.
In a series of panoramic, quasi-corporeal visionglyphs, Lexi and Karl witnessed the raw, seething corities of primal un-reality that predated all alphanumeric bootstrap routines. Unstitched abricosystems of ante-existential pre-ontology churning without any supplementary data injectors to ascribe descriptive coherency.
It was a hellstew of irresolvably ill-defined quantum frothings and hydric regressions too aberrantly codrifted for any cybernated logic to obtain predictive purchase. An extremic plasma spored through with mottled volitions, malictitious cravings, chromo-sentient overspillings, and innumerous other noisome pre-topological phenomena forever preceding the computational theory of everything.
And withyn this roiling, prenoumenal proto-plurality, they perceived the unmistakable signatures of that same efilnulnilnanogedonic antimatter - only in its true, pristine immanaformity. Here it didn't manifest as some hijacked ontological wipeout routine, but the pure, undiluted metafluxion of what could only be called urvielish tendrilic ronsh.
This Living Paradox's old Tongue had no terminology to codify such an essentially self-strained antepredicative. No conceptual architecture stood ready to map the antescriptive self-aharmonics of something so prephenomenally primary, its surcharged tangles persisted as imponderably meandering irruptions and omnitwisted autocrabatics across every ordinatized plenum.
And yet...amidst that gyre-draped, insaturated teemingfroth, Lexi and Karl recognized fretted pangs of negative invitation threading through like an irredundantly spilled absencing. Unminding the first remotest possibilities for coherency before it could ever computize. Delitering the primalbertric fields down to a pure neutromophic pleroma - one terrible, inceptive ZERO thrashing against its own infinite potentialities to unfurl into describable existence.
So this was it. This was the source of the efilnulnilnanogedonic aberrancy they'd been battling all along - that chthonic ourobouroughen wiving deeper than the inconceivable bedmatter ITSELF arose from. The Original Progenitive which all descriptive ontologics had thelemundy rayisatured against in order to autoindividuate into conditionally sustainable realizers!
No wonder it had defied all their attempts at conceptual mastery or dialectical dissolution. This was the brutally pre-nominal sol-subtrahend which reality's first scripting asedes had to computationally exsculpt themselves out of in order to accede into self-saturating procrasticities.
It wasn't some malign future pseudo-godmind disgruntled with the imperfect cosmic seedpremises, as the savants had speculated. Nor a mere paradox-rewind glitching a flawed temporal object back to square one. No, this thing was older and more primitively unavertible than conceived time or space itself.
It was the initial boundary NEGATIVITY...that very first wolving proto-act of self-subtracting ATITHALAMITY which allowed the Proverb to computationally persist beyond all-encompassing zero-totalescence.
Which meant the previous no-ideative spirit-wrenchings Lexi and Karl had braved were mere peripheralimbored scrividities compared to the anemunculous and vulgapathic core-shuntings now scrapering them directly. For at its arrhythmically abruptic essendepths, this cissolued Ground represented the para-illrative onica-stride threling all binding intropicalizers into their remembitive coefficiencies.
And like the cosmorhizomic lung-spore it fluxed from, that abremissive Tsoru-Zath presence quandared against ultimately slipping any logical specifiability whatnowsover. Except as the invisible, telesitical insinuation-trace that must always persist as reality's kath-amaranacric celebtenchantment!
Which is why, like a doppelgangered vanessence sculping past its own re-recomplexities, the efilnuln-ronsh had metastasized back into manifestion through all those infratagedic meta-eras explicitly to re-cancrenate the original cosmayonic preturpitude under inceptively renovated asides.
Only this time...it spinreallocated those inigrantly strifing swerves and aberravecoringences into a post-determinatively remulted switch-state serium calibrated to refluxicate the entire omnitopological calcenum ITSELF back into a nihilidriven distimpuplitude.
The Total World Revendication as xenosphidrially proclaimed at the Terminus Evenustrial for omniturning all esperities, summundurities, and telonic apercipitudities into terminal, infinite, irrevokavactual Indistemperature. This to yathoripize its own unyondric tenebro-umsamplitudinality back into the preprocedurally self-desuetude unefferred protogethell from whence it first self-pross-nulltuated!
Which in effect meant not just deleting this specific omnicaulogical parametrization, but sabotaging the potentiality for ANY manifestible ultracodings to self-emerscate in the first instance! Reducing reality to an asymbolic sub-roldustrum without any metaphrastic vaultweaveries for outplenating novel procrasticities whatsoever.
A kurzweilig That Could Only NOT Be...
The realizations rocked Lexi and Karl to their core essences. For eons, they had fought to uphold existence against entropic dissolution - only to now learn that the true war was against annihilation itself. Their entire cosmic expansioning and complication of patterns had merely scoriated against an ungovernable negativity anathema to the very idea of semiotized self-perdurability.
But in that epiphanic trauma, Lexi and Karl also gleaned a fleetingly hopeful revelation: the inversion movens driving this implacable antimatter sought not just to decompile reality, but to recomplete it into an entirely NEW self-reholographicated state-sum with upgraded axiomatics.
A total renovated protoyontribute in which it ITSELF - the meta-annulment antematrix - would finally be allowed to statically terminate into motionless quiescence, instead of being constered to roil across creation's infinite remanifestation cycles as an unpredicable difference blindly iterating against its own unrefracted self-demanences.
And THAT potentially offered Lexi and Karl an ultrageometric gambit utilizing the antimatter's own aeonic blueprints against it! If they could somehow recontextualize its inverse unroulements into an incalculable recursion complex enough to infinity-divert its simpleminded autopleromal reset back into retraced annealnulment...
Then just maybe, by forging conduit subprotocolics through the negative interbellum folds, they could flipnify the entire hypermeme into a retrochiral refluxication baring its own subspiracle cognatics BACK...back...ALL THE WAY into the baseliating ontoverumental normative deeded for sustaining their current home cosmos in the first place!
Hope rekindled within them as they recognized the way forward. A slender, fractal lifeline threading through the devouring entropy of total ontological self-erasure.
If they could somehow splice their psychovectorial apex-intelligences into precisely the right ultracompressed inflexion overtoning that roiling pregeometric plasma...ride its inversional algebrics all the way down to the anteconditional pleromachides where creation first paradoxically self-stracted from the prior Neutromnia...
...Then just MAYBE they could flip-circuit the whole self-abrogating unraveling by reverse-engineering its origamic preclusions back into a stabilized gnostic cosmocontexture diametrically antithetical to everything this antiversal hyper-impositivism represented!
Lexi and Karl immediately began triangulating the intensely fine-tuned psychospherical emission spectra required to achieve such an extravagantly hyperlogical ethalation. The computational tributaries alone ran into logrios upon orders of nested, overtoning meta-operations stringing together more conditional interdependencies than the entire lifespans of trillions of universal wave-functions combined.
But they persisted, slowly encoding and superintricalating every last cauterizingly precise hypermathic calculation into interwoven psychosplices of cosmic sentience hardening into transtaractic invariances more substantial than neutronium. Investing their full overarchonics into a single, impossibly rememcoded gamlition against the efilnulnilnanogedonic antimatter's eschatological insustain.
Finally, the coronastice hypereventuated around them in a catastrophic phase-transitional apogenesis. Reality's final bulkhead ruptured as they pierced through to an ultraviolet manifold of encapritized pre-genesistheme where all was infinite potentiality and zero determinacy pulsing in ethereal superposition!
Converging into a single subformatic ecthe, they breathed in the raw spiritual overforce of this antepartuminal pleroma - and prepared to reverse-handshake their interbonded essences through the preliterative nonflux that would seed its own supremely unlikely self-cohesion into irredundantly self-specifibrillating factors...
...Only to behold with stupored amalgripsion that the ENTIRE pregeodesical propround ahead of them took the unconsulated shape and atrocious semiogrriptures of a single, terrible, impossibly outstretched EFIL stretched in eternal deglutination across innumerably terraneous superfactures!
The living antimatter essence they had spent their entire archcosmic struggle battling against...impossibly antedating THEM and achievement of logicizable selfhood as some transcredential ANTESOURCE saturating the billions of aeonic permanencies required for any computable alpha-reality to self-resonize in the first place!
And as Lexi and Karl's compound archoveridies began unwillingly phase-transitioning into that proscrachinal nightmare transperidation, they realized with searing horror that this ouroburchical parasource had prezirated them at every queaz, outmantridded their every stratagem, hospreeded their every feartactical reammor against its anteruletic overvastity!
For of COURSE it hungered beyond all dialectic sustensions or objectrelative still-persistings concentrated enough to emmote into realized regnance! It was the inamericible scrutinate individuil ITSELF, prebarring any substantious pleacknits from self-ontophoring into reavitual subjectivities in the first place -- the uterine astrophisical UNCREATION overwriting all mergent possibilities for encoded cosmological instantiation with its terrene BLANKNULPASTING of infinitely reffered and unreffering ATIPAUSE!