Love and Lust

Octavia’s POV


I turn off the steaming water, sliding the shower door open to step out. I grab the towel Leon had given me earlier from the counter top, and quickly wrap it around my midsection. I sigh, thinking to Lucia as my nervousness threatens to make its way up my throat.

*’Do you think he will like it?’* I ask her, looking down at the sheer lingerie spread across the counter. My heart bangs itself around in my chest clumsily, reacting to the thirsty thoughts passing through my mind. I wring my hair out, twisting it in circles between my hands.

*’Oh I think he will do **more** than like it.’* She hums sexily, jerking my shoulders forwards in excitement. *’Now hurry up! Don’t make me take over..’*

*’You know how important this moment is, let me handle it please.’* I roll my eyes at her enthusiasm, though a part of me is grateful for her sentiment I suppose. At least she isn’t afraid to voice who and what she wants. Sometimes I feel the moon goddess chose us for each other, as a joke.

Lucia is so strong willed , forward, and thoughtful. I sigh, attempting to swallow the emotions swirling around in my stomach. A change stirred in me.

I look at myself in the mirror for a moment, not even recognizing the woman I gazed upon. How had I changed so much, in such a short span of time?

I saw my heterochromatic eyes looking back at me, both sparkling differently yet.. in the same way. I look the same, but something just *feels* different and… **new**. I chuckle, finally satisfied with what I saw when I looked at myself.

I quickly brush out my hair, blow drying it most of the way, and applying a bit of mascara. Just to compliment my natural looks. I toss the towel into the large laundry bin beside the door, along with my previous clothes.

I say a quick prayer under my breath, slipping on the lewd piece of clothing I purchased just for this night. *For my first time.*

As I adjust it properly, and remove the tags, I admire the lacework in the mirror. The blush pink lingerie fell perfectly at my mid leg, every piece of my body visible through it. Even the underwear were sheer, thank goddess I shaved while I was showering.

Watching my own face in the mirror felt like torture, *how could I face my mate in such a vulnerable outfit?!* I blushed madly, covering my face and peeking towards the reflection between my fingers.

I need something to cover myself!

I rush to the small closet in the bathroom, rummaging around for a robe, a dry towel, *something!* knocking a few things off the shelves in the process.

I find a large, grey silk top sheet. “Perfect!” I whisper, throwing it over my shoulders and hiding my neck down from the world once more.

*’Quit being so bashful, he’s going to see it all anyway!’* Lucia barks with laughter, startling me at her outburst.

I ignore her words, and close my eyes as I take a deep breath. I look at the door handle for a second, whispering encouragement to myself. “You can do this.”

I turn the knob gently, tiptoeing from the tile onto the carpet of the master suite. I glance around, looking for Leon. My eyes quickly catch him sitting on the edge of the magnificent king sized bed, with his back facing me. I hear him undoing his shoe laces, and plopping his shoes on the floor beside the bed.

I stand frozen for a second, wondering what I should do.

He obviously hasn’t noticed me yet.

My feet begin moving forward softly, whilst holding the silky sheet up. As I attempt to cover my very naughty outfit, Lucia ferociously paces in circles in my mind.

I lightly climb onto the bed, crawling up behind him as he slips his socks off.

“How was your shower?” He asks, holding something back deep in his voice. “I was thinking we could watch a movie together…”

I slip my arms around his neck from behind, rubbing my palms across his tight t-shirt. Refusing to answer him with words. His head perks up, surprised, looking into my eyes with fascination. The warmth from earlier returns to my core, beckoning, burning with a new desire as I watch his eyes shine in the final bits of sunlight flooding from the bedroom windows.

We lean towards each other, silently. I watch his soft lips part slightly, his eyes trailing my face. His hand touches my cheek, brushing itself gently against my lashes.

His hand slips into my hair, to the base of my neck. Before he pulls me to him, taking my lips with his own. He turns his shoulders towards me, grabbing my other cheek with his left hand. He pauses, looking into my eyes deeply, before continuing our kiss.

Before I can really react, he leans me back against the pillows, pouring more passion into our kiss. My arms instinctively wrap around his neck and let go of the sheet, revealing my surprise underneath.

For a moment, he doesn’t notice, continuing to attack my lips vigorously. He adjusts his hips over mine, pulling my legs around his waist without breaking away. As his hands brush my thigh, he jumps, looking down.

A new expression over his face, full of shock and lust, grazing my body as if he had just been handed a *large juicy steak.* The way his eyes ate me up, made a fire spark deep within my pit. I glanced at his muscular arms, touching them softly.

“What?” I question him, the tone of my voice filled with hunger and heat.

“You’re…. *beautiful.*” he smiles, slipping his shirt off in one quick move. He tosses it to the side and leans down to kiss me, pressing his lips against mine harder than before. I smile into his lips, my hands rushing into his hair and gripping tightly.

He presses his hips to mine, grinding smoothly, still wearing his jeans. He breaks away, moving down my jaw and neck. He nibbles at the spot he teased me with earlier, the spot *Jasper* teased earlier.

He doesn’t stop, only to move further down to my breasts. He slips one out, cupping it perfectly with his warm hands, kissing my nipple gently.

“Ah..” a small moan escapes my lips, making me press my eyes closed tightly. I want.. to concentrate on him. How he’s making me feel, at this moment. I want to have this moment *forever.*

The heat from his lips spreads across my nipple as he sucks it into his mouth, teasing the tip with his tongue. He licks in circles, then flicks it gently, giving it a nibble every once in a while during his patterns. He grins into his actions, as he earns a few soft moans from my lips.

He stops, moving to my other breast as softly as he can. His unused hand moves down my hips, teasing my underwear as his mouth tortures my chest.

“Mmm…” I whine, the yearning growing stronger in my core, and almost *uncontrollable.*

He kisses down my torso, covering my well harassed breasts with the delicate lace cloth once more. His lips press against my skin, using his teeth to nudge at my underwear. He grabs them with his fingertips, looking up at me for permission, then slides them off completely. Adding them to the small pile containing his shirt and socks next to the bed.

He grins, though unexpectedly he doesn’t move back towards my face. Instead, he pushes my legs apart and dips down to my vulnerable opening, watching me intently. He begins to lick and suck at my little button, making me yelp in surprise.

“Oh! Ah, ah! oh my *goddess!*” I jump at his actions, as the warmth spreads throughout my legs and lower abdomen. At this point, I can no longer contain myself. I melt into his hands, leaning my head back as he plays with my clit. His hands move down my legs as I slowly move against his face, edging my now *dripping* opening.

He slows his pace, pressing his forefinger at my opening, watching my face deeply. We lock eyes, and he begins to finger me slowly, in and out. Gently, he adds a second finger, making my moans grow louder.

*“Leon..”* I call his name, whining and huffing as pleasure tries to consume me. Something builds deep within me, taking over my rationality, making me sweat. I want to chase it, and capture that feeling. My body moves on its own, following his lips, his hands.

He stops suddenly, just as I became closer to this feeling, making me feel *frustrated.*

“Don’t stop..” I pleaded, watching him as he frantically unzipped his jeans and pulled them down around his thighs. As he did, his very erect member stood, pulsing. I watched, absorbing the new view before me in shock. *’Is it… supposed to be that big?’* I ask myself curiously.

I reached to touch it, taking it in my hands as he leaned over me and groaned in my ear. His voice sounds so *sexy* like this, I want more of him. He looks to my lips with fire in his eyes, before pressing his against mine passionately. He motions for me to move my hands, so I follow. I rub his cock up and down, stroking him softly.

He pauses, whispering with a shake to his voice. “I… want to be inside of you, I don’t know how much more I can take.” He moans, shivering over top of me. I kiss him, positioning his hips over mine.

He slips off my dress, revealing my entire nakedness to him. He sits up, a deep sparkle shining in his eyes. He holds his tip near my entrance, looking to me once more for permission. I nod, laying my arms back, on either side of my now messily spread hair.

He presses gently, guiding himself inside of my pure and tight spaces. “Ah!” I cry out, feeling the new and uncomfortable pressure in my insides. A sharp pain shoots through my intimate places, making me bite down on my bottom lip.

“I’ll go slowly baby..tell me if I should stop.” he groans, moving his hips in and out slowly as he holds mine in place. “Ah fuck, *you’re so tight.*” he moans with his eyes fixated on me.

I take deep breaths, pushing past the sharp pains and towards that pleasurable feeling beyond it. He moves above me, kissing me softly along my Jaw and cheeks.

As the pain and pressure subsides slowly, an intense amount of pleasure sweeps over me. Building up towards something more, I moan as I hold onto his neck. “Ah, Leon..”

“Baby.. I’m going to cum..” He grunts and moans, pumping his rhythm faster and harder into me. A high hits me, making my head fall back and my body shake softly.

“**I love you.**” He whispers in my ear as I hit my climax, when suddenly he sinks his teeth into my neck.

“Agh!” I cry out, in pleasure and in pain. Flashes of our lives passes over my vision, quick and unreadable. My eyes roll back and Lucia howls, as leon reaches his own climax and lets go of my neck. He licks the bite softly.

I feel him pulsate deep within me, cumming and groaning into my neck. *’Now is our chance, **mark him.**’* Lucia demands, pushing herself forward and biting into his neck before I can even think.