Uncontrolled Desires

Alessia’s POV



His lips felt soft as they pressed against mine in such an urgent manner, yet even so he remained slow in pace. His gentle speed tortured me as my mind spun, I had completely forgotten why I was even here. Lost in this feeling of desire that grew in my chest, strange and familiar… yet also new at the same time. I had no control of what I was doing, my wolf's consciousness being forward stole all of my choices.

His hands went for my waist, sliding me down onto the couch as my head spun relentlessly. Our lips fought for dominance, and he was winning. Something about his aura was strong, controlling, and *demanding.*

His lips lapped over mine harder, intoxicating my sober thoughts. He tasted like cigarettes, and beer, I felt something behind it that drowned me in pleasure. His fingertips traced my side as they found a way under my top, before slipping under my thin bralette to fondle my breast. He explored my chest, without hesitation… and I couldn’t stop him.

Even with Arya being in control… I didn’t *not* like it. In fact, I **really** liked it, I just couldn’t do anything in response.

He breaks our kiss with heavy breaths, looking deep into my eyes. Sitting up on his knees, over my now hot form, he slips his shirt over his head. In a quick glance, I see what looks like claw marks across the right side of his forehead, hidden beneath his long curls.

*’Don’t fuck it up this time…’* Arya pleads in my mind, a sad and irritated tone poisoning her voice.

What did she mean? *fuck this up?* I pause, pushing a hand on his chest gently as I fight to resist my wolf. He raises his eyebrows at me for a moment, reading my face, curiously.

*’Second chances don’t come around often.’* She murmurs, directing me to look at this extremely muscular man straddling me. His eyes trail my body slowly, lust steaming from his expression. She lifts our hands to gently touch his definition, making me shiver in the process.

*’He **is** our second chance.’* something changes in her tone, and for the first time in a long time… I could sense happiness, and *longing*. I hadn’t realized how much I missed this side of my wolf, the happy side, the side that made me feel whole again.

Derek’s shoulders stood broad, slim, and defined. They flexed and relaxed with each of his slightest movements. I followed the lines of his pecs and torso down to the lines leading to his hidden prize… where he was already showing his arousal.

I can’t lie… he is *extremely sexy*.

*’Our mate…I… **want him**.’* Arya purrs, slurring with lust. I try to push my consciousness forward and resist her, but her current strength was immaculate… and seemed to be growing.

*’I don’t! I **don’t** want him!… do I?’* The pit of my stomach grows warm as the tingles from our skin touching spreads throughout my body. The texture on his skin was soft, gentle, but rough and rugged at the same time.

“What is it?” He questions, bringing me out of my thoughts, and leaning over me once more. His face slowly grew closer to mine, Arya still in control of my body.

“I-I…” I choked on my words, trying to pry my way past my insubordinate wolf. My head spun with many thoughts, confused and groggy.

I have *another* mate? I thought I rejected my mate, I never thought I would be given another chance after that. Let alone that this time it would be a lowly *human*. I would rather have the stupid omega over this trash anyday!

I don’t even want another mate! Was the Moon goddess… *Punishing me?* By giving me a weak ass human for a mate??

Arya sucks me back into the darkness of my subconscious, bringing my hands up to his cheeks as our lips crashed back together. Our mouths danced as his hands trailed my waist softly, and I tried to resist the growing heat in my core from behind Arya’s consciousness.

His hands were smooth, though his fingertips were rough and disagreeable. He slipped my shirt off urgently, glancing at my fairly plump breasts beneath my bralette with hunger. He slowly began kissing my neck, making me shiver as he passed where my mate mark should be, where he would put it… *if he were a wolf.*

His breath lights up my skin, making small moans escape my lips inconspicuously. Arya retreats, allowing me to take back control as I stop resisting her. A new type of heat takes over me, moving my body on it’s own and coaxing me into him.

*’**DON’T fuck this up.**’* She growls in my mind, little did she know… I had no intention of stopping anymore. He was human, how could he mark me anyway? Maybe I can have both of them, him… *and* Leon.

His hands feel amazing on my skin, teasing each of my sensitive places. My arms instinctively wrap around his neck, pulling him further into our intense kiss battle. The warmth of his breath mixes with mine, almost pushing my sanity over the edge.

He quickly reaches behind me to undo my bra, and unzip my tight skirt as his lips continue to attack mine. As he slips the velvet fabric off my lower half, grabbing me by my thighs to bring our hips *very* close in proximity. It feels as if I could melt any second, my most coveted places were throbbing with excitement.

He pauses our kiss, giving my lower lip a simple nibble, before looking into my eyes with his own dark irises. He undoes his jeans, slipping both the jeans and his underwear off in one swift movement, revealing his fairly large erection. I stifle a gasp, covering my mouth with my hand.

My jaw dropped at the sight of his length, it had to be *at least* eight inches. How would I fit that inside my small frame?! The scent of how hot he was for me, *taunted* my nose.

For a human… he was well hung. And so easily excited! *I could get used to this sight….*

He chuckles at my facial expression, before kneeling, moving his face down to eye level with my purity. The heat escaped from between his lips, teasing my inner thigh as he watched my reactions in amusement. Instinctively I bit my lower lip and gripped the sides of the couch, my eyes wide with lust for the man between my legs.

His hands grabbed my ass, squeezing hard as he began dipping his tongue in and out of my wetness. I whined loudly, trying to hold in the monstrous sounds emitting from my vocal chords. “Oh..fffff….” I mumble, attempting to hold my reactions in, to keep from embarrassing myself.

“Mmmmm.. you *like* that….” His voice purrs, kissing my hips all the way back up to my lips. His mouth crashes into mine, drowning me in the scent and taste of my own arousal. It wasn’t unpleasant, but it was definitely something I hadn’t tasted before.

As if he could read my slight shock, he smiled into our kisses and chuckled softly. “Mmm…” I moan, trying so hard to hold my sanity together. He may be a filthy human, but he’s got some skills. I’ll give him that.

*’I want him inside me…’* I think to myself, and in response, my wolf lurches forward and takes control once more. *’why didn’t you say so sooner!’*

She grabs his length, stroking it softly with her fingertips and bringing it to my entrance. He follows my movements, like an obedient pet, slowly penetrating my tight pussy.

“Ah!” I yelp in surprise at the feeling of his size, it didn’t particularly hurt… but it felt a bit uncomfortable at first. Our bodies followed a rhythm, mirroring each other’s movements, until he sat up and lifted me with him.

He fixed his hands over my hips as he knelt, with me seated on top of his large cock. Slowly, he began to lift my body up and down, stroking his erection with my wetness as I assisted in the motions. Moans slipped from our lips, and the sound of our skin smacking together rang throughout the room.

“Oh… *fuck*..” He groans, moving faster and slamming his cock into me harder. I bit my lip, managing not to cry out in pleasure, but the heat at my core was starting to overtake me.

A strong feeling began to burn inside me, growing until I couldn’t contain it anymore. As I hit my orgasm, I shivered and leaned back, allowing myself to be engulfed in the heated *sexy* moment I was having.

Suddenly I felt him stiffen slightly, his hands tightened around my waist, still ramming my sensitive places with passion. “Im gonna cum..” His hips gyrate as he pounds in his last few pumps, releasing half inside of me before pulling out and getting the rest on my chest.

As my eyes meet with his, his pupils dilate in an odd way.

He grabs my head and pulls my body towards him, in a glance I catch the sight of… *canines?*

Before I can comprehend what I noticed, his teeth sunk into my neck and a howl ripped through me.

*My second chance mate wasn’t human, he is a wolf.*