Chapter 6

**Selina**


Everything that could possibly go wrong did. The moment I danced for him was when it all went down.
Aiden smiled and slid in next to me. "Darlin', how are you?"
"I could be better." I sighed.
"Uh oh, got man problems?"
"Something like that."
"Walk away, Aiden." Kade stood over us glaring in his direction.
"Relax dude, I was just checking on Selina. Besides, I got someone in my life."
How dare Kade think he's got a claim on me!
"Listen to me Kade and listen real good. I don't belong to you anymore. You're the one who walked away, so fuck you."
"Everything good over here?" Frankie looked between us.
"Fucking fantastic." Kade hissed.
"Kade, I need to talk to you about something. Come with me." Frankie said.
Why can't everything go back the way it used to be?
Before Kade walked back into my life.
I fucking hate you Kade!
You did this to me.
"Hey darlin', you okay?" He asked.
"No," I whispered. "I'm never going to be okay. Not when my heart's shattered."
"It's him, isn't it? He's the father of your son." He wiped my tear.
"Yes." More tears came.
"Shit darlin', I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I caused all this drama."
"No, it's not your fault. This has been a long time coming. I fucking hate that I still love him." I said wiping away my tears.
"The pain never goes away. You just learn to forget through another pain. If you want, I know a place that can help with that."
"I don't know. What kind of place."
"A club I go to. Are you familiar with BDSM?" He asked.
"I know what it is. Always wanted to try it out."
"I can take you if you want. I know the owner, so it won't be a problem."
"I-I'll give it a go." I said.
"Meet me in an hour at this address. I'll introduce you to Zane."

***

I looked up to the building as I waited for Aiden. He pulled into the parking lot and got out smiling.
"You came."
"I told you I would." I replied as we walked into the building.
"Aiden, we weren't expecting you today. Who's this?"
"This is Selina, a friend of mine. She needs some assistance. You know like I did. She's also new to this scene, so she needs to be handled with care."
"I'll see what we can do. She needs to meet with the bossman first. Then, we'll take it from there."
"Selina, I've got to run, but they'll take very good care of you." He assured me looking down at his phone.
"If you'll follow me, I'll direct you to his office."
A tall and dark man stood at the corner looking out the window. "Good evening, Selina."
"Good evening, sir." I replied.
"Come love, let me have a look at you." He said as he turned around.
I stepped forward until I was an inch apart from him. He brought his fingers to my face and traced my bottom lip. "You have such a beautiful mouth, love."
"T-thank you, sir." I stuttered as he cupped my face with his other hand.
"Don't be scared, I don't bite. Not unless you ask." A shiver ran down my spine.
Fuck.
It shouldn't turn me on by a simple touch, but it did.
"I'll be gentle with you, little one." He ran his finger down my neck and circled his arm around my waist.
"I don't know if I can do this. Maybe I should go."
This was a mistake.
I shouldn't have come.
"Shh, let me help you forget. Give into me, Selina."
"P-please." I begged as his finger grazed my nipple.
What was I begging for?
To be touched?
To fuck me against the wall?
I had no idea.
"I like it when you beg. It lets me know you are beginning to forget. Say it again, pet."
"Oh god, please." I cried out when he squeezed my breast.
"When you're in here, you call me master or sir." He pinched my erect bud.
"S-sir, please...I need you to help me." Pain shot through me as he tugged my nipple.
"Here's what I want you to do, I want you to go home and research BDSM for me. Then, I want you to make a list of what you will and will not do. I need to know your limits."
"Yes, sir." I panted as he released my nipple and gripped my chin.
"Good girl, I want to be the one to administer your visits here. I told Frankie I'd make sure you would be taken care of. My name is Zane, but when we're alone you will call me sir."
"Thank you, sir."
"On your way out, have my secretary give you the necessary paperwork and leave you number with her. Just in case, I need to get a hold of you."
Holy shit.
What did I sign up for?