Chapter 29) MONSTER's Evil Mind

After one month (NY) :-
Davis POV
I spent three hours in the gym just to clear my mind.
"You have no idea who you're dealing with Sunshine !!!".. I smirk to myself and wiped my sweaty body
The images of that day still have freshness in my brain. Rudra is the father of My Ansh . it's very difficult to digest the fact that my Sunshine was physically involved with him. Mere the thought of this burns my body and bleeds my heart ..
Fuck !!
Why Him ? (Rudra)
Aansh is mine and I'm not going to share him with anyone not even with his biological father. I will make sure in future he'll not be in touch with them.
Fuck !!
Whatever I'm doing , I'm doing it only for myself..
She is Mine and Ansh too !!
I'm burning in anger and can't even show it to her.....
"Everything is not fine. Everything is horrible and I'm just trying to wear a disguise.
A sweet smile on my face changed everything between us .
Her and I !!
I'm trapping her into my sweet and calm nature but only God knows how i am handling myself around her. Especially when she talked about him and their past .
Fucking hell !!
Sorry but not too sorry that I'm fake Sunshine. Fake around you . All sweet and Charming shit to be loved . I'm playing a perfect fucking lover and sweet Charming man infront of her.
Aah !!
What's going on in my mind is only my brothers know about it and maybe Aanssh too because when i met him a few days ago , he gave me his famous knowing smirk and I panic but his smile made me feel relaxed.
I closed my eyes and opened only to remember the conversation I had with the little boy , My Aanshh and with my brothers.
How Aansh told me that I have to win her trust and confidence so I'm doing exactly the same he said to me.
Woah ! I'm following the words of a little kid !!! Just to win over a woman... If this news circulated in the world . Everyone will only mock and taunt me...
My luck !!! I groaned mentally ..
Neil was furious at me because he knows what I plan to do and it'll be in my favour not hers.
Arjun only advises me not to hurt her at any cost otherwise he'll kill me and i appreciate him. On the other hand , Danny , he has only one thing , his Demonic smirk. He knows how far I'll go , only to cage her , make her and Ansh mine.
I sighed !!
Flashback (A month Ago back in India)
Davis POV:-
The possessiveness rushed violently in my veins and every fibre of my body and desires to claimed her as reigned my senses. The more she cry for him , the more my monster was thudding to overcome the restrain.
Her confession had cleared all the hindrances that were retreating back her to accepting me. Her gloomy eyes showing off the same pain and hurt , that man , Rudra was expressing through his eyes.
"I'll keep her away from everyone and everything " .... ,, My mind was only nagging these lines throughout the whole confession time.
"I was fighting with the storm of hurt and Pain While she was sleeping tiredly in the arm of him , isolated from the world ".... ,, That night when she fainted ... Rudra scooped her in his arms and i was frozen at my place. He laid her on the bed and the look he gave her that time makes my stomach churns in jealousy and anger.
He tried to met Aansh one last time but Asha ji to Stop him , Such a sweet lady . Aansh came running from his room and hide behind me and the feeling i got was beyond from my imagination , I got his trust . He trusted me. He knows everything that's why he told me that he is the dark secret of his mother and he knows very well too that I'm the only one who can help him in any circumstances . He absorbed the fact of newly found father very easily. He was calm and composed just helding his mother's hands with his tiny hands . That melt my cruel heart too. Rudra wanted to hold him , obviously from his looks but Arjun held him to not to crossed the boundaries. Neil was behaving like an angry bull and throws daggers and glare at Rudra . Okay These two has a history and i wasn't interested in it.
When Rudra left her house . Asha ji took Aansh with her. Arjun went back to his wife . Only i and Neil were present in her room . Neil wanted me to leave the place too but i ignored him but he was hell adamant on me so After Consoling my own heart , i went back to the hotel and spent my night . I tried to sleep but nothing works . I closed my eyes hoping that sleep would embrace me but no . The sleep was running away from me too, just like My Sunshine. Then I tried to drained my hurt , Pain and anger through pussing myself in gym for hours. I came back and did my personal work . I don't know when and how sleep consumed and when i woke up , the clock was striking 9:00 clock in morning.
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I went to her house and found that she left for parents house in Kolkata. Asha ji said that she was sad and depressed . Aansh told me that her mother is hiding something big from everyone.. i was shocked at his words.
"Don't hurt my mother D" ... ,, His voice was merely a whisper
"I'll never "... ,, I promise him
"She is in pain and i hate her teary face" ... ,, He blinked his eyes , such a brave boy
"I'll make her happy" ... ,, I smile at him
"Be friend with her , give her respect and she will trust you" ... ,, Wow he is giving advices to me
"Thank you !!" ... ,, I held his little hands
"Do you want him in your life ??" ... I panickly asked him because i don't want him in their life
"No I'm fine with you" .... ,, He said
Wait ! What ? What did he say ... He is fine with me ? What's his hidden meaning? This boy is too wittty and sharp.
"What ?? "... , I semi yelled
"What ? What D ? My Maa Believe in marriage . She always talk about my grandparents and her happy moments with them. So if you're not interested in marriage so back off immediately because if she chose him then I'll support her like I'm always doing from past few years" ... ,, He said in his baby bold and cold tone that freeze my mind too
"Marriage ?" ... ,, I asked him or myself , i didn't know
He nodded his head positively and smirk at me and I narrowed my eyes
My Sunshine believes in marriage ?
Shit !!
I don't do commitment and marriage is not in my list.
I felt lost at his words.
I kissed his cheeks and started my journey to Kolkata in the search of my Sunshine.
At Porishma's Paternal House Kolkata:-
"I want to hurt you but i don't think your fragile body could handle what plans i have in store for you"... I smirked mentally and cursed her for wearing such a tempting Fucking dress.
I saw her and my heart filled with happiness that she was safe and sleeping soundly at her parents'house. But her face proved that she cried a lot .
You're never going to leave my sight ever again" .... I stood from the seat and my grip on her waist was tightened as my tone was threatening . I felt her face turned hot maybe because of our closeness. But my gaze was constantly moving from eyes to down on her lips. It was so tempting that I wanted to pound on her.
Oh lord ! I really need a cold shower !!
She asked me why I was there and how i found her and i told her the truth that i was there only for her.
She tried to mock me. Ohh my poor Sunshine .. how naive are you ? You still don't know what I am up to ?? ....
I knew she would never forgive me but i knew i was selfish . I wanted her to be all myself and She is Mine.
My thoughts were running wildly and i poured my heart infront of her
I truly like her. I like every essence of her body.
She is Mine...
We kissed and every kiss proved that I'll win her trust and confidence. I'm very near her heart..
She left me in the hall and went to sleep .
Wtf ?
Thank you
ShineeSunshine ❤️