Chapter 37) Words Couldn't Explain

Porishma was heart broken and didn't know what to do or not to do . She fell in love with a monster who ruined her. She wiped her tears and went out of the room but Davis held her hand and quickly pulled her to his chest .
"Sunshine ! What do you mean by You ki. Ki. Killed her ?" ... ,, Davis asked to his Possession and it was the first time in his entire life when he stuttered not because of the word kill scared him but his Sunshine killed someone. These thoughts scared him to the core.
"Davis please it's enough now ! You got what you wanted for a long time so just please let me go" .... ,, Porishma said , whimpering in pain and her eyes moistened as WORDS COULD NOT EXPLAIN her pain, her suffering and her past.
But Davis wasn't paid any attention to her pleads.
"Just tell me Sunshine ! I want to know every Damn truth !!" .. ,, he yelled at her and she jumped in fear
"Why ? Why do you want to know everything about my past? What am I to you ?" ... ,, She questioned him and he was staring at her
"I'll tell you Davis that what I'm to you !! I'm a mere secretary of your business partners" ... ,, Her voice cracked down and tears drops running from her eyes
"A single mother or a penniless woman " .... ,, She said and moved away from him
"Shut up Sunshine !! Never ever say anything bad to my Possession" ... ,, He said and glared at her but she didn't stop herself
"Why ? Or you want me to become your personal whore or mistress ? Wait Or your sl* " ... ,,,. Davis didn't let her finished her words.
Firstly he slapped her and gripped her tightly in his fist and claimed her lips in a brutal kiss .
He bit her lips and she cried out loudly and he threw her on the bed and his Monster took control over his mind , heart and soul.
He forgot about the situation and he took the opportunity and buried himself deeply into her that she screamed as his thrust became wild , hard and fast. His each stroked were making them moaned and groaned in pleasure..
She traces her fingers over his chest where he tattooed Ansh name on it. He pushed himself inside her. , Making her scream .
His thrust were rough and she clench her jaw to hold back the traitor moans . His thrust was extremely painful for her to bear as it was mixed with his anger , madness , obsession and Possession .
She cried and it began to louder as she wasn't enjoying this but her body betrayed her because that a moan escape from her mouth she mostly hated that sinful sounds. He filled her with his part and they again became one.
Her eyelashes were drenched with tears . She looked at him. She hated that man , who was the one who stole her heart with cruelness . So she looked down but he grabbed her chin up and planted a passionate kiss.
"I want you to be happy Sunshine that why i want full rights on him as yours . I want to see him smiling so you have to listen to me Sunshine .. , Unless you want me to be a Monster and kill Rudra and beat you like you are nothing" .... ,, Davis said and her heart clenched at his words
"Don't threaten me Davis" ... ,, She glared at him
"Ish !! call me Ish or Ishu like you called me when you were drugged".... ,, He said and traces his thumb over her bottom lips
"I have wanted you , waited for years , seeing men look at you with lust and desires I wanted me to kill them but now you're all mine and I'm the only one who will look at you" ... ,, He said and smirked were playing on his face
"You're Unbelievable !!" ... ,, She threw daggers at him
"Don't be sad . I want you to be happy but i want you to know that you will be spending the rest of your life with me as a family" ... ,, He said and Porishma's mental state was not healthy at this moment.
"I crave for your touch Davis but i hate you and i hate what you did to my body. Your touches burns my skin. I hate to admit that you have a control over it. It makes me feel tingly inside , making me go insane . I know it's wrong to be with you or like a monster like you , who hurt me so many times but i can't help myself".... ,, She said without blinking her eyes
He pulled her more into his chest that he was afraid she will vanished from him.
"Sunshine !!" ... ,, He called her
"Hmm" ... ,, She was tired because she was with an extra energetic monster who took her twice
"Please tell me I'm dying to know everything about you and Ansh" ..... ,, His stomach were flipped over again to think about her being Virgin
"I'll tell you but you have to just listen to me .. you'll not disturb me in the middle and after telling you about past. You will not appear before me".... , she said in hard cold tone because she had another plan.
Unaware of this, Davis nodded his head.
Unaware of Davis's Monstrous mind, She wiped her tears and covered herself properly with the duvet.
"Davis I'll tell you only about my relationship with Rudra and Ansh's birth mother .. nothing more Understood !!" ... ,, She said and he listened her quitely.
" I met Rudra at a cafe where i used to sit and enjoy my cup of coffees and i also worked there for few months as a part timer and that place was the also one where i met Asha ji . She too worked there. I was new in delhi and Rudra collided with me at the cafe . He was a handsome young boy , talkative and very joyous .. I still remember we had a big argument on the first time when i met him . He always irritated me and slowly slowly we created a very strong bond together... But i wasn't not alone with him ... We were three... Three musketeers... Three idiots ... Our circle was small but we had unconditional love and support for each other "... ,, She said and looked at him . He was struggling to not to point out and she smile at him.
"I and Rudra love each other but not romantically Davis! Our love is far from romances. It was like a best friend and siblings love but you always misunderstood us !!" ... ,, She looked into his eyes and saw nothing but emptiness...
What kind of man he is ... ,, She thought but she didn't care about him.
"Rudra , She and I became more than just friends , we were best friends and soon became family who could depend on one another . We were completely inseparable and no one could tear us apart except time and Rudra had made a vow to us when they were still stranger that he would always find us when we were in trouble or in need . He would always have us back through thick and thin and we acted the same way. She was the soul of my body . She used to call me D , same as Ansh called you and i called her M. That's why whenever Ansh called you D my heart skipped at her memories.
Rudra had a girl with him. He wasn't serious about her because i know him. he was with her because of his family and the pressure they were putting on him. He never liked her and that girl never liked us , specially me because i always showed her the mirror , mirror of truth.. she was the daughter of a member of high political Party and she had connection between her and Rudra's family. She announced herself as his girlfriend and sometimes his fiancee too that makes Rudra lose his mind. Rudra and I was like a brother and sister. Brother that i never had and sister he never had...."
"But his heart started beating for our third friend and i wasn't aware of all this. If i knew about this then our future will be different from the current one". ...., ,, She said and took a deep breath and steal glances of DAVIS who was looking at her with blank eyes and poker face
"I was too busy in my studies to get a proper job that i didn't get the hint of them being so close"..
"One day Rudra met me and said that he cleared all his exams and he needed to go for the trainings and i was really happy for him because as a friend , as a sister I concerned for him . He always wanted to become a Police Officer and he is right now. He went to for his trainings. And After fifteen days of his departure i got to know about her being sick , very sick. She knew that she was pregnant with his baby . She didn't told me and actually she tried to hide from me . One day i confronted her and asked then she broke down in front of me and admitted that she was three months pregnant with Rudra's baby. I was stunned by her words.. How and when ? She and Rudra ? I knew both of them . They weren't like a hungry wild sex craved youngsters. I asked her and she told me that when they went to celebrate his success Party for clearing the written test papers . They drink and run into each other and end up together . When she woke up and saw him beside him . She got to know what happened and she left him alone there and directly came to home. So it was drunken mistake did by those two youngsters but she was the only one who paid the huge amount for the mistake. Rudra was unaware of all these. Her family got to know and they beat her mercilessly. Her parents set up her with some old hags just to protect their so called name and prestige So i rescued her from being sold to old perverted man . It was very risky for me and also for the baby. But i did what I thought was better for her and the baby . She wanted to do abortion but i stopped her because it'll be a sin to kill a small innocent baby. One day she went for her monthly check up and said my name as the patient. That's why , in every documents , certificates and papers Ansh has mine name as his mother. Physically she gave birth to Ansh but on papers i was the one . For entire world , I was her or she was me the one who admitted to the hospital and gave birth to a baby boy ..... ,,, She said and saw him thinking deeply .
Davis heard her properly, carefully and patiently.
"Davis !!" ... ,, She called and he hummed softly and looked deeply at her.
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