Chapter 36) MONSTER's Broken Possession
Porishma POV:-
"There is nothing to discuss about it ".. ,, i said
"Oh !! Really ?" ... ,, He glared at me and I bite my lips to control my body from shaking
"You already did the background check on me. Didn't you find out about this ??" .. ,, i asked and he shook his head negatively
"Birth Certificate and all the medical reports had your name on it , Porishma Kishore Das ! Even the hospital records had your name" .... ,, He said and i smile
"And ?? " ... ,, I asked and really wanted to know that how much he knows and i was right he knows everything but missed the important fact ....
"And even Doctors said that you was his patients.. He showed all medical records and reports related to you and all of them are real and veritable".. ,, he said and it's true that all records has my name on it.
"And what do you want to know ??" ... ,, I asked
"Who is the real mother of Ansh ??" ... ,, He asked and it's look like he is mad at something
"Rudra's Love !!" ... ,, I said and i don't want to said anything to him.
He looks confused....
"Sunshine !! Make it clear" ....,, ,, He came close to me and take few steps back
"Tell me the damn truth" ... He roared and I flinched at his words
"Ask me !! what do you want to ask but remember after today We have nothing to each other . You ruined me and I'll never forgive you" ... ,, Porishma's voice cracked as she yelled at him
She was in pain. Physically broken emotionally lost. She didn't want to see Davis.
Porishma's words and lost eyes made His eyes were wide and he stood still at his position.
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DAVIS POV :-
I watched my Angry Sunshine... She was arguing to me that she'll never sign those papers who will give me the same authority as her on Ansh !!
Her words mades me angry and I claimed her luscious lips with mine in a passionate kiss.
Trust me !! It took all my strength not to take her right now .
The kiss makes me drowsy . It's like i was drugged. Drugged by her kiss ..
I'm obsessed with her and her kisses . It's reduces my anger , madness and tensions.
She was talking to Rudra and it was my limit not to snapped her neck at that moment.
My employees were stealing glances at us and I took her hand tightly in mine and shoved her in my car . Adam brought us at one of mine nearer place .
She digged my heart with his words . My mind were only seeing Rudra and her in hugging each other... Ansh with him...
I saw Red only red ...
My angered peaked and I hovered over her. I bite her lips and tastes her blood.
My mind wasn't thinking about anything only her and my madness to claimed her body . I started leaving bite marks on her body and dieing to entered into her . I grabbed her legs and thrust wildly into her clits.
My anger melted at the moment I got to know that she was Virgin and I'm the first one who touch her , who taste her and deflowered her. I felt pang in to chest when i saw her crying and screaming.
I was already inside her , my favourite place and it was very toughest and hardest situation for me to not to move inside her ..
I kissed her lips slowly and steadily. Just to calmned her down but her tears were flowing non stop from her eyes.
She was crying because of the immense pain . I know it was her first time so if I
increased the pace of my thrusts , she'll be sore after that .
She hit me , pushed me but i didn't bulged and after few minutes I started to move into her slowly but it was damn hard not to go wild and pound like a mad obsessive cavemans. Soon , her sobbing turned into Moans and i again captured her lips in a steamy kiss. She didn't kissed me back . She don't know how to kiss too .
She was laying there motionless and it strikes me what I was doing but its no go back because i already crossed the border of her dignity. I released after her . I was wild and needy and heat of our body were making me hard again. Her whimpered , smell and sweats drops increased the desire of my inner Monster and I took her three times back to back. She fell asleep but i didn't get my sleep . I was wondering why i did this to her. I never forced to any woman , i never had sex with anyone in these five years. But why everything is different with her.
Why she always ignored me ..
Why she never respect me and listen to me.
I want her to obey me and response to my words but It always opposite with her.
Her face was swollen because of my slaps . Continuously crying mades her face red and puffy
I sighed and pulled her towards my chest . I hugged her tightly because I was afraid of her being disappeared from my sight.
Her whimpering low voice didn't get me sleep even for a blink
My Sunshine is beautiful very beautiful.
"The words beautiful would do no justice to her beauty . She looks like an angel , fallen from the sky only for me . My Angel !!
My Sunshine !! Who brings the lights , hope and happiness in my life.
She is pure . Pure word is the right word to describe her. Her smile is serene just her smile is enough to warm my heart , to turn the gloom into bright..
I was staring at her and think about that how our life took unexpected turns of 360° ..
I never thought of her being Virgin and it doesn't matter to me if she was or not . I like her and want her and I'll get her
My childhood was not happy Sunshine and I know we have so many differences between us but i don't want them to meet you and Ansh... If I'm Monster then they're more bad than this monster who you hate him to the core of your heart.
You're my everything Sunshine and I'll do anything to protect you and Aanssh from them and their evil eyes.
I'm sorry Sunshine for every pain i caused you ..
I wasn't like this . I was a very happy kid but they ruined the innocence of mine and made me a cruel monster.
I remember How at Every night I stares at the stars waiting for some magic to happen , hoping they would open up and absorb me inside them .. I was tired and fed up with my life .. i always watched my parents to busy in their own world ... I laughed at myself that i only have a name Grey that belongs to them otherwise I had nothing . No love , no care , no affection , no responsibility , no respect , no expectation , no emotions only Money , Money and Money ... They were hunger of Power , position and Money and they made me like them .. I have Power , Position and Money but no family , no love and Affection.. I felt jealous of Ansh whenever I saw her showering her unconditional love on him .
I'm selfish and sunshine I'm not guilty what i did to you .. That's why I took her three times and each and every time i filled her womb everytime I released in her. I want her and only her ..
"If you're given darkness .. You'll also be gifted with stars " ... These were the exactly words that Nana told me when i was 17 years old and always Fuck the girls who where interested to be Fucked..
Fuck !!
She stirred and i know that she'll wake up soon . It's night and I immediately closed my eyes and pretend to sleep . She stared at me for few minutes and went out of my grip . She hissed and winced in pain in her every steps she took to move towards the damn bathroom.
I opened my eyes and heard faint sounds of her crying . I waited and waited for whole hour but she didn't came back from the bathroom and i know it's time to accept the fact that I crossed the line and she stucked at there so i opened the door and saw her sitting at the floor crying. I saw fears in her eyes when she saw me . I carried her out of the bathroom and placed her on the couch. I changed the bedsheet . I saw the glimpse of hate in her eyes when she watched the bedsheet . I put her again on the bed and tears were running from her eyes. I rubbed her back and gave my warmness to her but she didn't said anything just crying and crying... Her tears were breaking the every cells of my heart.
Her words pierced my heart and again i slapped her..
She yelled at me , she screamed at me . She tried to kill me but her attempts were failed miserably. She hit me with her tiny fist and bite my shoulder but it didn't pain that much i gave her.
She was right . I ruined her . Destroyed her but can't she see the emptiness in my eyes and my feelings for her . I like her.
She said 'I'm Monster' and it's true ...
I tried to reasonate with her but she didn't pay any attention to my words
I asked her about Ansh real mother and she confused me with her words.
Rudra's Love ??
Wtf ???
I already have all the documents , certificate related to ansh and its proof that she gave birth to him then how she was Virgin ??
I asked her and she was ready to answer me but her next sentences mades me freeze at my place... I was stunned and speechless ...
She will never forgive me !! She will never see me !!!
Porishma POV :-
I took my tore clothes and moved towards the bathroom , get changed and wear the cardigans over to hide my clothes..
I started to went away from him but he held my wrist .
"Why did you do this to me Davis ??" ... ,, I wiped out the tears and sniffed
"Sunshine !!" .... ,, He said but i showed my hands to stop him
"You broke me and there is nothing to say more about my past ... I had a little bit of trust in you that maybe you would like me the way i like you or perhaps you will try to understand me and my tough position but no , you ruined everything in jealousy and anger .. You never tried and never did and you know what ?? I dare you , never ever show your face to me" ... ,, I said and snatched away my hands from his holds
He was still on his same place then suddenly he asked me ... ,, Where is she ??
"Who ?? .... ,, I asked him"
"Real mother of Ansh ??" ... ,, His eyes were digging into my soul and i covered them by my tears ...
"I'm the real mother of Ansh"... ,, I yelled at him
"No just tell me about Rudra's Love" ... ,, He asked and I took a deep breath and said
"Yes ! Rudra had someone .... And I killed Her" .... , I replied And left him alone in the room...
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ShineeSunshine ❤️