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***Bastet POV: ***

Two months two fucking months I have been dealing with planning our wedding. I have been meeting with dress designers, wedding planners, and honeymoon planners. My father won't allow me to go on any missions. I am stuck doing administrative work until I am married. My team went on a mission to kill newly made vampires that took over a small town. Apparently, John didn't like McKee leading the team, I had to hear them argue during the whole mission.

From what I gather John is pissed that Jason is not pissed we are getting married. Jason eggs him on by telling him I will wear the pants in our marriage. Like I will wear the pants in the command center. And to add insult to injury Jason has to be the best man at our wedding. All the drama surrounding this wedding is pissing me off.

"Hey baby how didn't the meeting go with the wedding planner?", John asked.

"It was good, I guess. She wants us to do a walk-through together in the great hall", I asked exhausted.

"Let me know the time and date and I will be there", he says as he kisses my forehead.

"Okay, did you finish the report on the mission?", I asked.

"I did and it was e-mailed to you", he said as he rubs my breast.

"Good I will look at it and send it to McKee to confirm it", I say as I rub his penis through his pants.

"Why does he have to confirm it?", he asked mad.

"Because he is my second and you know it is protocol", I say getting frustrated this beef he has with Jason needs to stop.

"He won't be once we are married so why aren't I being trained for the position. I don't want to disappoint you or the association", I froze and remembered I never told him he would not be promoted to second.

"Baby I have something to tell you", I say worried about how he will take it.

"What is it baby? You know can tell me anything", he says as he takes a seat.

"When we are married you will not be promoted to second. McKee gets to keep his position", I say, and I watch as his face turns red.

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN MCKEE WILL STAY AS SECOND! THAT IS NOT PROTICALL!", he yells and stood up.

"Baby please there is a reason for everything okay", I said pleading with him I can’t tell him just yet why.

"WHAT FUCKING REASON! WHY ARE ALL THE RULES CHANGED WHEN SOMETHING IS GOING IN MY BENEFIT? HUH… ANSWER ME", he said as he flips the desk over.

"John please calm down. It has nothing to do with you personally", I say pleading with him to calm down.

"Then why am I not good enough for it.... for you", he said with disappointment on his face.

"Who said you weren't good enough? I... I love you”, I said where the hell is this shit coming from.

"Yeah, you love me and McKee. But I just happened to ask your first", I am shocked he feels this way.

"WHAT!", I yelled. How fucking dare, he.

"Cut the shit Bastet you know what I am talking about", I fight back tears just hearing the hurt in his voice.

“I don’t know what you are talking about”, I said.

“Really, because it seems every knows what I am talking about. You think I don’t hear the whispers. Hell, even McKee makes it clear in front of everyone by the way. That I am not your equal”, he said.

Fucking McKee, I am going to kick his ass. He said he respected my decision. But yet he messes with John when I am not around. John was never accepted into this life. I was his only friend and then everyone thought he befriended me to get ahead.

I betrayed John and I still love him. I thought I hid my feelings for Jason I was wrong. I started to cry a part of it is because I know he is right, and I hurt him. I got up and hugged John tightly. I would not have said yes to his proposal if I didn't love him. I won't lie to him anymore.

"John you are right. I love Jason, I am not going to stand here and lie to you. But you knew that before you asked me to marry you. And yes, if he had asked first, I would have said yes. But I love you as well. I never thought you wanted me for a title or anything else. You aren't my second choice I am your first choice. And I promise you will know why your status isn't going to change after we are married", I said to him as I kissed him.

"I never loved any woman the way I love you. Bastet, I need to know that I am enough for you. I need to know you won't run to McKee again. I need to know you are ready to be my wife", he said with a plea I never saw on a man's face.

"I am ready to be your wife, John. Yours and only yours....", I say with a strong voice.

He kissed me with the passion of a man that is hungry for his woman. I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist as he walked me to my room. Our lips didn't leave each other's people were staring at us I know it. But I didn't care I love his man.

In my room I get on my knees and suck the soul out of him. I need him to feel the love I have for him. I lick his dick from the base to the tip as I rub his balls. I fuck my face hard, and I allow him he needs to get his frustration out.

John cums deep down my throat and I swallow every bit of his seed. He grabs me by my neck, and I submit to him. Pushing me on my stomach, he lifts my dress. Ripped my thong off and thrust into me hard and I enjoyed everything he gave me.

Thrusting hard and slow. I felt the pain, hurt, and anger he feels in every thrust. A hard slap on my ass made me shout in pain and pleasure. I felt two fingers enter my asshole going deeper as I throw my ass back.

"It won't be nice and easy, my love", he said as he grunted and thrust inside me.

"Give it to me however you see fit I can take it", I moan.

"As you wish my love. I hope this is not one of your favorite dresses", he said.

"It isn't", I moaned louder.

After my reply he ripped my dress off me, I am glad I am not wearing a bra. He pinches my nipples and rubs the head and my asshole entrance. He rubbed my ass to relax me and inched himself in.

Fuck it hurts so go, he tells me to rub my clit and I do it. Pushing my top half down into bed he grabs the pack of my neck and thrust fast and hard. My stomach tightens, my legs start to get weak, my heart is racing, and I am about to cum and cum hard.

"You are not allowed to cum until I say", John says as he slaps my ass.

"John...please I can't hold it much longer", I whine in pleasure.

"I don't care, you are to obey me on this. Say you understand", he ordered.

"I understand John", I whisper, fuck I can't hold on much longer.

"Damn babe your ass is getting tight, you want to cum don't you", he taunted me.

"Yes, please", I moan.

"Where are you about to cum", he really needs to ask that.

"My.... pussy and my ass. Please John I need to cum", I plead with him.

"As you wish my love. When I cum you can also my dear", he said.

I was hoping he cums fast because my pussy this throbbing with need. John is playing with me he moves from my ass to my pussy and back to my ass. He does this for what seems like forever then finally cums deep in my pussy. I cum and squirt at the same time. He granted me ten minutes to rest, and he took over and owned my body again all night.