Chapter 17

He swallowed his ecstasy and got up from her, she felt like something was wrong. Becky went down and looked at Lewis, she asked what the matter was but he could not actually say, and turning his head immediately to gaze at her, he said,
"I want to have you in my arms and to kiss you passionately but also I do not want you to think that I am here to take advantage of you or something Becky." His words were deeper than she had thought and seeing how shiny his eyes were, she did not want to think about anything else but the moment that she was going to spend with him.
The flesh between her thighs was already so hot and wanted to have him desperately but Becky did not want to be in a position to beg for whatever thing was going to happen between them both. Thinking of what was going to happen, either way, she closed her eyes with her hands tightened on her clothes forming fists, Lewis could not tell exactly what he was delaying the scene but from what he was seeing, she was already excited by what he was going to do to her and he had to intentions of making her wait longer than she was already waiting.
Before she had a chance to react, she was swept off in his arms as he carried her to better place her on the bed.
So many thoughts had crowded her mind, so many questions she wanted to ask, but she found herself completely mute.
Wrapping her arms around Lewis's neck, she married her face against his shoulder.
"I want him, I need him," a voice recited inside her head, leaving Becky completely flat on the bed with a high ecstasy that needed to be satisfied.
The statements played like a litany, burning a tattoo in her brain and all she wanted was for Lewis to get down to action but she had to wait a little bit for what he had in store for her. Becky getting impatient, held his dress wanting him all for herself, and with a deep groin he halted for some seconds before taking a look at her and asking whether she was okay, his question was somehow embarrassing to her.
Not knowing whether to answer him or to just sit there and be looking at him, Becky asked him what he wanted from her, and Lewis knowing that her question was a tricky one, murmured slowly as he crawled back to her,
" I want all of you, like everything in and out of you."
His answer was a very interesting one ad feeling all the pleasures that were there, she could not bear to have any complaints as to him having his way with her. Becky had felt a strange feeling of fear cropping up her body, and not wanting to look uncomfortable or anything of the sort, she let him do what he had in mind to do.
With her heart beating like a drum, she only wanted one thing, which was to have all the pleasures that there were to have sat at that particular point in time. Lewis treated and respected her as a woman and caressed all these mixed feelings, she just wanted him more and more inside of her, without any form of regrets.
He was gentle, generous, loving and above all she trusted him. He crafted her in his chest and made sure to keep his eyes on her as a sign of communication, he prayed that whatever was about to happen was not a dream. The fragrance from her soft skin caressed his nostrils, and not being able to resist, he was forced to ask her what she uses as lotion and Becky letting out a smile answered,
"I use Yves Rocher products and it is one of the best," she related. He was not sure of figuring out that particular brand of lotion, but whatever it was, it looked and smelled good on her. As soon as he gazed at her soft and tender breast through her white laced bra, he had gotten an erection like a teenage boy.
Lewis had told himself that all women were the same except for his mom but he was now faced with Becky who was just like his mother with the only difference being that she was a little bit more scattered and daring than her.
Lewis looked at her in the eyes before slowly taking off her blouse. Lewis didn't want to walk away from Becky, not only did he want her in his bed, but he also wanted her in his life as well. What she didn't know what that, he was ready to give him anything that was in his power to give to her.
"Does he love me, is he thinking about another as he is in this room with me?" she raised a question wishing to find answers but a voice called her attention back to the other, as it made her know that she was about to have a fine moment.
Becky did not want to think about his past relationship though she was with him for years. He had always felt her be so clinging and not wanting to compare them both because she was not his ex-girlfriend as she was dead to him, he realized that what he was beginning to feel for Becky was an aching feeling for fulfillment.
Lewis was aware of the fact that Becky wasn't a virgin and she had not confessed to being one but he knew that she was not as sexually experienced as he is so he needed to slow down with her. She has admitted to sleeping with a couple of guys but he still saw it through her eyes that they were all lies and she only said that because she wanted to seek validity of being a 'bad bitch' like she calls herself from time to time.
Her relationship was a charade at that moment and having the feeling of not being enough for her wicked boyfriend who is a cry baby, she was willing to do more but the man had decided his part which she had to accept. He had remembered that the sheers on the terrace were not closed when he had felt a cold breeze blow him but wanting to get up to go close it up, Becky held him back.
He could see in her eyes that she was already in the mood but he wanted to take his time to explore every corner of her body so noticing that he was on a high building with his apartment on the fourth floor, it was not a problem for him if the curtains were open.
Becky was feeling so drowned in her emotions that nothing else mattered to her not even the hurt that she was feeling inside nor the bad episode she had lived some days back.